Well, it's been forever since I have been on the computer.  I have been so busy lately.  Before Thanksgiving Break, I had so much stuff going on.  Well, now I can relax and type I guess.  Today I have been so lazy!  I got up at 11:30 and played Halo for about 2 hours.  ( I'm trying to prove to my boyfriend that I can beat the entire game!!) It took me about an hour just to get through level 1 and now Im almost done woth level 2!  Yeah! Only like 10 more levels to go!  Lol!  Yesterday was fun.  We had a lot of family over for the Thanksgiving dinner and they stayed like the whole day. 

Let's see: What has been going on since the last time I did a entry?  O yea, I have to tell you about my wonderful boyfriend!! Friday, the 19th, I know it was a week ago, but anywayz, Clark was sooo sweet!!  Here it goes!! 

Friday the 19th, Clark took me on a "Suprise Date."  He picked me up and we went to this really nice restuarant, (  I 4got the name), and we talked a lot, which was nice cause we never really have had a serious conversation and I felt so close to him.  After we ate, we got in the car and he BLINDFOLDED me!! I though we were going to go to Briscoe Park to "Star gaze," but it was raining.  Anywayz, so I was blindfolded a while, then the car stopped, we got out, ( I was still blindfolded), and we walked for what seemed about 20 minutes and Clark had an umbrella over us, but it was so cold and nasty cause it was raining.  He said we kept getting lost so we had to keep turning and going in the opposite direction, then he said we were there.  We walked up some stairs and I heard soft music playing.  (keep in mind i was still blindfolded), He opened a door and we went in.  He took off my shoes and told me to hold on to him and he told me to lay down.  I was like,  " Lay down in wet grass!!!"  He told me to trust him so I laid down.  He took off my blindfold and we were in his glassed-in porch with blankets all around the windows so no one could look in, and there were candles lite All Around Me and Roses SURROUDING me!! I had never seen so many roses and candles in my life!!  I  was laying on a quilt in the floor that had red velvet pillows and pink and red rose pedals on it!!  It was so beautiful!!  He had done all this just because he loves me!  He also had made a really pretty ring in jelwry making class, and he had made me this CD with all our favorite love songs on it that we were listening to!!  Thats all Im going to say about what happened though!  Lol!  Clark is the most sweet, romantic, caring guy that I have ever met and I never want to lose him!!!  I love him~~

Well, now that I'm almost out of space, I guess I will finish on this happy note! 

(O yea!  When I told you how we walked around outside forever, he did that so I would think we were at a park, but really, we were in his back yard!!  LOL!)  

Today hasn't been the best day of my life.  Let's just say that.  School was fine, but, last night Clark n I were argueing.  It's always about stupid stuff too.  Well, I had a bad day because of that and didn't answer any of his phone calls or text messages.  I know it seems mean, but you know how some days you just can't deal with things; well, thats what today felt like.  Guys can be so stupid, ya know.  If something really bothers you, and they think it's something stupid, then they don't even try hard not to do it.  I guess I shouldn't judge people though, because Im not perfect, so why should I exspect them to be?  Idk why I get so frustrated sometimes; it's not healthy.  Anyway, Clark, if you read this, Im sorry about ignoring you.  Well, I guess I am done with my venting. 

P.S.-  It's kind of ironic that I am mad because I am listening to one of our favorite love songs.  O well, im out!

 What up guys?  Well, I didn't write yesterday because I had church, then I went to Clark's house, then to choir, then to babysit. (At least I made some $!!). Yesterday was pretty hectic and I felt bad for Clark bc Sunday and Friday morning was the only time we saw each other last week.  Hopefully this week will be better though.

What was I thinking??  This week has alreasy stressed me out!  I had to go in early today to make up a history test that had some stuff that I don't even remember learning!  Then I rushed to the commons area to sit with my friends b4 the bell rang, which, by the way, rang as soon as I sat down.  Then L.A. with Benjamin was boring, then I found out in 2nd period, U.S. Hist, that we have yet another test tommorow!  Went to 3rd period where I had a test that I 4got about....did we even learn that stuff??  4th was ok because I had all my work already done, 5th is office aid, and 6th is always a killer with Baker!!  She hates me and I hate her!! 

Then I went home to find no comfort but only to get a lecture on how I should pay attention in class so I won't miss hearing about a test!!  Whatever though.  Now I have to go and study for another U.S. Hist test and study for a quiz and Spanish.  Wish me luck!!  

Today I had a soccer game at 2 in the afternoon, but it was 2 hours away.  Lizzy came and picked me up and took me to her house, where we joined up with Allison, Maddy, and Julie.  We had a fun ride up and back.  (Those girls crack me up!!)

The game- wow!!  Well, even though I'm pissed at Kristin, I have to say she had a good goal.  She scored our only goal, but got hit in the face with the ball and left right after the game, hopefully shes ok.  Anyways, the girls on the other team were mostly fat and they pushed and pulled a lot and the ref didn't call anything on them, but called us on crap.  I was so mad, this one girl fouled me BIG time and laughed about it bc it wasn't called, so later on, I "accidentally" elbowed her in the nose.  lol. Then the ref kept trying to coach me and Lizzy, and we got so mad.  Lizzy was like, "How bout you shut up and ref the game, and we'll play!"  Then later on he said something to Maddy along the lines of, "I thought that was a good play" n she was like, "no one asked you, did they?"  I was suprised that no one got thrown out of the game. lol. Then, Kristin kept telling us, " Guys, be nice."  That pissed us all off.  lol. So, basically we had a good game.  It was our last game and our record was like 1-10 or something like that.  Basically, we won 1 game.  O well, fun times though.  

After the game, I came home and had to write an essay and feelings on the Red Badge of Courage for extra credit.  I had Chili for dinner, talked to clark and cleaned out my closet.  Then I went to bed, pretty boring, I know.

Well this is my first time doing this so I'm not really sure what to do actually.  Right now im at home writing a stupid essay on The Red Badge of Courage.  I couldn't go to the game today because my mom told me I had all week to write it, but I never did.  So, I am at home for the night.  Fun, huh?  Clark, (my boyfriend of almost 17 months), was kinda mad that I put it off cause now we can't do ne thing tonight.  O well, he found something else to do; hes at the mall right now with his brother.  After I finish my paper, maybe I can convince my parents to take me to a really good Japanese Steakhouse!! 

Tommorow is gonna be a busy day!  I have my last soccer game at 2 in the afternoon; but its 2 hours away.  Im gonna ride with my friend Lizzy, Maddy, and Julie up there.  Sunday, I have to do camera for all 3 services at my church, then go to choir, then babysit at night.  Aghh!! Well, I guess I should get started on my paper.  Have a good weekend yall!!