Currently Listening We Have the Facts and We're Voting Yes By Death Cab for Cutie see related

I'm listening to really old music. It brings back memories. I was happy once, or so I thought. Even though my family has lied to me since as far back as I can remember, I still miss home.

IF YOU WANT ME JUST SAYYY SOOOO...
haha aw..saves the day.

I miss being a faggot.

I miss roadtrips with Wes&Clayton. Going out for breakfast/crappy bagels.

I miss rockstar Dylan's country accent.
"JAYDRIAN BE QUIET MY MOMMAS OUTSYDE COOKIN' BURGUURS ON THE GURILL."

I miss Courtney like no other...

My last night in the Queen City...

I miss justins calculator watch from the 80's.

I miss bummin' rides home with Hot Vegas.

I miss Danny.

I miss Shelby...

I miss trips to the mall with Dan.

I miss wesley's smile.

I miss lying in tunnels with Daniel. I miss shows with Daniel. I miss kissing Daniel. I miss holding Daniel. I miss Daniel.

I miss the old me.

I miss molesting Kyle, the boy I had a crush on for 2 years, with Jen.

I miss the boy I thought I was going to fall in love with...

Yeah, his name is Parker Pace.

I miss weekends spent in parking lots.

I miss Ian:).

I miss being the hopeless romantic i used to be.

I miss drving all the way to boone then finding out Andrew got put in the boone jail. hahah aw.

I miss the man I'm going to marry:) Nathan.

I miss Christian.

making the band 4?

I miss being all-natural.

I miss Tony Eynard. I can't believe I can't find any pictures of him. He was only my best friend:)
i miss gee, matt, geof, ty, drew, jack, kyle r, david, ben, trey, michael and everyone i went to middle school with. I miss the people I hardly got the chance to know. I miss carter & the bloody prostetic leg in his car? I miss Benjamin and Jadrian. I miss everyone.

Lord, I just miss the old days.

I wish I were cool enough to constantly make fun of other people.
Really.

edit-
i'll be gone for a week, hopefully it'll let me get my mind off of everything that's been going on.
i'll see everyone when i get back.
<3jes

hahaha
So my mom came over today...
I woke up about one, ate breakfast and was sitting in the living room in my nice pj's and messy hair, talking to my family...
::the doorbell rings::
I said, oh please don't let that be someone i know...
(cause i've been getting a lot of surprise visits lately)
In come Brandon, Trevor, Arthur, Tristan, Shaun, and Justin.
Baby-Gap shirts and Tight pants to boot!
;)
Hah, but it's alright, i love them.

I need to clean my roooom.

&my whole family
(even the people in nc)
Might be moving to Florida BEFORE i finish highschool...
Wtf...
UDIADUAW COOL MAYBE I COULD JUST MOVE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE WITH A PLAN TO MEET EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD.
The original plan was to let me finish highschool, and then my grandparents move to florida for retirement. I could go with them or stay here, or just go back to nc or wherever &live by myself.
But now my step dad in NC might be getting a job in Florida...so everyone might move there...because my grandparents are pretty much waiting to retire because i'm here...

i don't even know.
whatever:-/.

I need to go do something.

okay...
WELL I kind of forgot what's been going on this past week...
I saw Copeland at the door monday night. They were amazing, duh. AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING. Lauren and I met up with Brit and Jordan. Some of Brit's friends were in town because their band is going on tour, we ended up going to their hotel after the show. They were all cute I guess. Cept for when one of em' pulled out his penis and started doing tricks with it.
Either saturday or sunday Matt, Ryan and Brandon decided to pay me a surprise visit? Yeah, we went to the park and I watched them hit on 12 year olds.
Yesterday I went swimming with my brother.
Last night Lauren and I went on a nature walk in the jungle with Spencer, Austin, Bobert and some other people who's names I forgot. It was real hot? It was fun though. We had an amazing Jungle Jes photoshoot. On the way home Lauren and I spoke in Burps. hahah, it was great.

blahblah mae is tonight, i don't know if i'm going.
<3.


Sweet that's me and I'm gay.

Jungle Lauren. :) I love her bum.

matt "playing" my viola...

baha brandon:)

Look at them BUNZ. rofl.

My brother is of african american decent, nigga.

Well last night was good. Lauren and I went to the lighthouse in midlothian. She locked her keys in her car. Some wanna be thug men helped us break back into it. That pretty much made my summer. ahuh.
Paid my visit to Trenton. Hah, he's sweet. [:

I kind of don't like plano. It's a "big bubble of money, drugs, and morons". &it's all built up. The roads are like a checker board. The only thing keeping me sane is the farm across the street and my backyard.
JEEZ.
&i want to go to Nc soon. I miss everyone, a lot.
I'm going to lake Whitney in a couple weeks. It's about 2 hours south of here, that should be nice.
&i have to babysit a little girl today. So i'm going to go get dressed.