| so money is tight because there are always these random extra expenses we have to deal with. which is lame because its hard to save money. but this month has been really tight because i had to buy my massage table and we had to get our car fixed from having it broken into.
but anyways. i got a card from a friend this week and she was amazing enough to not only remember my birthday but give me money! how sweet is that! i really couldnt even believe. i was just blown away by the generosity. yeah. so thank you friend you are so wonderful. |
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| near death...ok...strange experience coming home tonight. really frightening actually. timing is so crazy.
so i left work at like 11 45 because i had been studying forever. walked to the train with my friend, got off at my stop was walking down the sidewalk when out of no where a car jumps the curb and starts flying down the sidewalk at me! it happened so fast. i heard the bump and when i looked up all i saw were headlights. i was next to park so there was a fence about 5 feet high beside me and i made it half way over before the car jumped back down onto the road seriously a foot away from me. i could have reached out and touched it. they were going so fast and seriously i had a flash of joe smiling and i saw my mom standing by the ocean and then i was just standing there. there were people in thepark that stopped to see if i was ok. i could hardly walk. my legs were glued in place and felt like they were made of jelly. i seriously had to talk myself into moving again. it was so scary. if i had been three feet ahead or walked fast or something...yeah. the funny part about it is...
when i was walking before i got there, i passed taco bell. i hate taco bell. no like a lot and i think its gross and peter and i have had many a debate about the contents of its meat but as i was walking by i got really hungry and suddenly wanted a burrito really bad. i stood there staring at taco bell for a few minutes debating on whether i wanted to go in or not. then decided that it was gross no matter how hungry i was and i would totally regret it if i did eat it.
what would have happened if i didnt stop in front of the taco bell. that was only thing i could think of as i was walking home....
yeah. im going to bed now. i have a mid term in like 7 hours. |
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| lip is kinda big right now. heh. i guess its normal cause joes is too. i cant wait til i get to wear the ring. hopefully by thanksgiving.
sooooo much homework this week and next week. stupid mid terms.
again no doing so well at the whole life things still. i dont know what my deal is. maybe i just have too much going on right now. i know that school is a lot but i love hanging out with my friends and im trying really hard to amass a core group of people which is slow going of course because relationships take time...i dunno. its hard to be really intense about trying to be peoples friends when they really dont need you to be their friend because they already have so many or because they are just in a different place in life...i dunno. friendship is hard if its gunna last. it takes a lot of time. i wish i had more time. like a lot more time. i cant wait until im done with school and i can just do massage and whatever else i want to do like art and ...yeah.........friends.
blah blah back to studying.
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| ok so i couldnt find the pass port damn it. but i now have a myspace in case any of you want to go see a picture of me its on there. joes on there too. so go to myspace and look up Mallary! and you will find me :)
ps. me and joe got our lips pierced. yay for us. |
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| the mall is so scary. no like worse than usual. i mean usually its scary because there are so many people and everyone is pissed but today it was scary because every time i walked past one of the little things in the middle of the isle they like overtook me and showed me a bunch of crap. like, they dont even let you have the option they just like grap you and start shoving stuff at you. some of which i was more than happy to let them give me then tell them that i was poor. lol for example this lady come up to me and said, you should straighten your hair it would look so great let me try. so i was thinking no but i do straighten my bangs and i havent had them straightened in a while so i was more than willing to let her do it for me with her 200 dollar straightener. yeah 200. but now my bangs look great. and i got some dead sea scrub for my hands cause my skin has just been killing me. so yeah but other than that it was really scary and i dont want to go back.
the whole reason i was at the mall was to once again try and get my oregon id. which has proven to be a huge headache. so this was the THIRD time ive been to the dmv and they are closed. yeah. which is actually really tragic because i have this whole things planned for tonight at the fez and you most definitely have to have an id to get in there. and the really ironic thing that pisses me off is that my friend has a fake id cause shes only 20 and she will probably get in and i wont. that makes me angry cause im actually 23! *sigh* so now its the task of finding my passport. but you know what would be really funny is if i actually find my passport and its expired. that would be lame and i would hate the universe for doing that me lol.
*sigh* im really upset about this because i want to go out and i havent been out in AGES because of school and now im gunna miss my chance cause mid terms are coming and i open on saturdays so i dont get to go out on fridays but i dont work until 12 tomorrow
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ill keep you updated. |
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