I am just a girl.  Sometimes I lie to make up for my own insecurities.  I laugh at people when I'm scared to admit I'm jealous of them.  I say I'm fine when I'm not and I'll do anything to get a guys attention.  Most of the time when you think I don't have an opinion, I do.  There is way more to me than meets the eye, but I'll probably never voice it out loud.  I'm loud and obnoxious sometimes, I'm quiet and scared others.  I do judge, but I'm only human.  And I do, no matter what, think people are constantly judging me.  I am just a girl.  I'm not perfect, I am, in actuality, pretty imperfect.  I can be mean and selfish, petty and insecure.  But other times I'm kind and generous, deep and confident.  Try to look past the outer covering, because there's much more found inside.  And after all, I'm just a girl. 

Last night I was at home &  my sister brought my three year old neice over.  She's the one in my default picture.  I was in the kitchen fixing my dinner when she walked up to me & handed me a blank piece of paper & said "Happy Birfday Weesy" (Weesy = Lindsey).  My dad walked in right behind her & said "Yeah, Happy Birthday." & handed me a box of fruit loops off of the top of the refridgerator, then started laughing.

I laughed, and then started to wonder, where do kids get what's in their imagination?  What are they thinking half of the time when they're talking to themselves, playing with their dolls & their play kitchens?  I'd love to be inside the mind of a child for a day.  I'd love to be able to understand their innocense. 

I guess, though, that that's a part of growing up.  You lose your innocense to gain knowledge.  And while gaining knowledge you gain other virtues that God wants us to have. 

I'm by far no movie critic, but I have to say I actually enjoyed watching Iron Man last night.  Not to mention, I don't really dig the whole 'comic book' genre of movies.  The only other one I have even remotely been alright with was Spider Man. 

And to boot, Robert Downey Jr. looked pretty damn good.