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Name: Yana
Birthday: 7/24/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: In love with photography and fun people, love to travel, take pictures and write about it. I was thinking about becoming a phsychiatrist, so I can help people with their problems. I like reading facts about abortion, gay people, drugs and all the other fucked up facts about fucked up people. I just think it's interesting. But I decidet to be a journalist :D AIM: yana19870 Music Video Codes By VideoCodeZone.com
Expertise: Area? Expertise? lol... I'm a blonde "Experience is what people named bad mistakes they wish they never done" AGE AIN'T NOTHING BUT A NUMBER
Occupation: Student


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Saturday, June 07, 2008

  so much have happened sicne last year. I have never been happier...


Sunday, March 11, 2007

and it still stings

Time will heal all.

 It still hurts and feels weird. I'm not devestated, but I'm hurt pretty bad. No matter what I try to keep my head up and remember that I am strong and I'm going to come out of it with more experience, no matter what the outcome might be.
 It was bound to happen eventually.. Next week there is going to be a lot of talking, a lot of crying and a lot of decisions made. Hard hard decisions... time will tell all

 Bur if you say you love someone, wouldn't you be willing to do anything or them?


Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Things I love about Sebass

 1. I love your eyes, they're alwyas full of care, life and excitement
 2. I love your skin rubbing up against mine, it comforts me
 3. I love cuddling up with you and watching SVU or AFHV
 4. I love when you laugh. Like, that genuine laugh you have when we watch something  stupid funny on TV
 5. I love kissing your soft lips
 6. I love running into you on campus - seeing your face still gives me butterflies...
 7. I love that Jean Paul Goltier cologne that you wear - it STILL drives me crazy
 8. I love your independance and your extreme confidence
 9. I love how outgoing and spontaneous and unpredictable you are and I'm trying to learn some of it from you
10. I love it when you get drunk and sloppy...even though I dont act on it, but you are so adorable!
11. I love watching you play your video games - you get so passionate and so into it :)
12. I love taking road trips (trips in general) with you and there honestly noone I'd rather be with
13. I love how falling asleep next to you and waking up to your face every morning...I could wake up to your gorgeous face for the rest of my life.
14. I love how you're your own person, you're confident in yourslef and you dont need anyone else for you to have the time of your life
15. I love how polite and how friendly you are even to people you dont know, how you dont judge people based on what you see...
16. I love how wise you are. I've been learning things from you since the dy we met and to this day you teach me things I never knew
17. I love how knoledgable you are and how deep you are. Especially when you get drunk (lol) if you get on a subject, you get so deep into it and with such passion!
18. I love how our families seem to be somewhat alike (more than anyone I've ever met) and it's amazing!
19. I love how down to earth you are
20. I love hugging you - I just want to squeeze tighter and tighter and neve let go!
21. I love those little "Elf" quotes we do...I dont think I can ever watch that movie and not think about you!
22. I love...
23. I love how omfortable we are around each other, its hard to get to that level
24. I love how no matter what we can lways count on each other
25. I love how you are so mature and silly at the same time! I love the immature side of you!
26. I love how you are such an AMZING uncle, my heart skips a beat every time I see you hanging out with Andreas or Coleman, one day you will make a rearkable father and I hope it will be to our children
27. I love that you are never too demanding
28. I love how rational you are and how strong you are. When something feels wrong, even it will hurt you - you take your chances and you make the decision that will benefit you in the long run
29. I love how you get me hooked on all these random shows that I never watched before and now I can't stop watching (SVU, King of Queens, Family Guy...)
30. I love having all the firsts with you (from the bedroom to the football games)
31. I love how unselfish, giving and caring you are with others (even strangers)
32. I love (and hate at the same time) how much in love I am with you that  its hard for me to fall asleep unless you are next to me
33. I love how when we cuddle our bodies fall so perfect with each other
34. I love watching you play soccer, even though I didn't get to see you play too often, but when I did it made me proud (even when you werent doing good)
35. I love dancing with you and watching you dance - I just want to jump and grope you, lol
36. I love how you and I think alike (like when we bought the same lap tops in the same day without knowing it)
37. I love it when you're happy, I aim to make you happy and when I see it, my heart melts and nothing else matters
38. I love how you get excied hen you come home from your mon, wed, fr classes and find me still in bed waiting for you :)
39. I love watching your satisfied face and looking at your astonishing body when you hug all over mine
40. I love when you wear that pink polo with tiny blue n whte sripes...i love how you can pull off pink
41. I love how you always know the right thing to say/do when I'm sad for no reason
42. I love...
43. I love how you love me in your clothes lol
44. I love when you call me just to say "I love you" it, honestly, makes my day no matter how bad the day was
45. I love when you come with me downstairs in your house if I want something to drink/eat because I dont want your parents to see me in the kitchen by myself, lol
46. I love how you always compliment me and say how good I look even if i'm wearing old jeans and a t-shirt and no make up
47. I love that you love me without make up and you love my nails
48. I love how I can't stop making this list right now, I just cant run out of things to say
49. I love when we laugh together
50. I love how your mind changes every day about the things you want and you get so addicted by that idea (except for me still, I hope it will stay like this for a loooong time)
51. I love how you aren't afraid to tell me how you feel and you've even cried in front of me a couple times
52. I love when you hol my hand while we walk and I love it when you let everyone know you're with me when you see me
53. I love it when you cook (remember the crack house? lol it was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me)
54. I love the fact that I can tell you anything knowing that you will keep my secret because you care (or because you're going to forget about it in the next minute, lol)
55. I love how you appreciate me for me
56. I love taking naps with you
57. I love when we get into our little tickle fights wrestling matches...and you always win, but I love it when you dominate and hold me down ;)
58. I love reminding you of the things you need to do (like setting your alarm) as much as I love calling you and waking you up in the morning, knowin that I'm the first voice you hear in the morning
59. I love hearing your voice...it comforts me and keeps me going through the day
60. I love how you don't mind my messy room
61. I love how you support me in everything I do and if you dont agree with it you will always konw whihch direction to guide me. Baby, you are my mentor.
62. I love when you listen to my bitching and my problems with my girls or my mom or work, or anything I have trouble with and, again, give me the best advice anyone could give me.
63. I love how you tell me I'm a dork...makes me feel intelligent :)
64. I love when you "octupus-ing" me...its like nothing else in the world
65. I love you sincerity and how you always speak your mind
66. I love...
67. I love when we share food, lol
68. I love how you always explain things to me and reassure me when I get a little self-conscious
69. I love getting those sweet loving voicemails from you when I can't pick up the fone
70. I love your manner to talk and how you know all the intelligent words and just your word play.
71. I love how safe you make me feel
72. I love watching you when you sleep - you look so serene
73. I love being with you all the time and feeling soo secure...

and most of all....
                 I love waking up every morning knowing how fortunate I am to know you and to have you 

 

 

 


Thursday, October 12, 2006

 No one ever saud that life would be fair, or that the moments you wanted to last forever would. You grow up and you realize that people who once said they cared really never did and that people who once made you the happiest are now the ones who make you cry. You realize that no matter how much you yourself take care about someone they'll shove it right in your face and that letting go of something isnt hard, its what you leave behind thats the hard part. You realize that you can't make someone love you, and you'd be better off not falling in love in the firstplace. You realize that kisses dont always mean something, promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made, and sometimes good-byes really are forever


Saturday, June 03, 2006

Through good, through bad. Happy or sad, I'll always be there for you and with you.



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