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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

yahhh... im going out with stevie now hes great i love him!!!!

:) <3333
  sduhfisudhfsiudfh im switchin  back to livejournall peace bitches!!


Sunday, September 25, 2005

Everything is perfect except for my arm. Its like.. BROKEN!

but anywaysss.. i <3333 briannn


Saturday, July 02, 2005

Currently Listening
For All of This
By Early November
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Yeahhh so.. this week was all about cheerleading. Monday and Tuesday the team hosted a clinic for the younger 6 year olds - damn, they can get pretty annoying. But I did get a babysitting job, which is cool. Weds thru Friday was camp, and now I'm getting the feel of varsity. It is really stressfull, especially because I'm fresh out of pop warner straight to that team. Co-ed stunting with Alex is really fun, and he's doing a really good job. Also, one of the UCA coaches was co-ed stunting with me and yeah, I'm like.. addicted, I love it. I'm really soar, and I wasn't expecting the whole transition to varisty to hit me this hard. I guess I just really have to work my ass off and be ready for whatever challenges. But what I think is really stupid... is the whole not being able to like hang out with my team.. for instance, there was a sleepover WITH the JV squad - consisting of all freshman. So my dad is all worried I'm going to like drink and get high and do all this shit is like " you can stay untill 11. " whatever... I dont know. It's hard. After camp ( on thursday ) I got one realllly unexpected call...someone who I was almost positive forgot about me again. We were gunna hang out but then I had to go to a meeting. So my dad dropped my off and unfortunatly, the door was locked. It like.. wouldnt open or somthing. Sooo I was like fuck... cause I was like bymyslef in the center of shrewsbery like shitt im going to get raped.. haha.. so I like call my parents like a million times and noone picked upp... then Karen called me back and she was like ok I'm coming blah blah blah. So yeah... there I am just chillen on the sidewalk... a car with blasting music pulls up with two guys, and odviously they start hitting on me. I didnt talk to them.. and I wanted to like go somwhere but I had no place to go. Soon enough they drove away.. but whatever.. the point is girls should get more respect. Hm..

so yeah, I'm leaving for the cape in the next half hour and down there thru thursday. then a nice long weekend with my mom. I have my cell with me so hopefuly I have reception down there. call meee bitches.. 15083302117




your all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
and you sweetly retire as the stars chase you
away... <3


Friday, June 24, 2005

Currently Listening
Don't Cha [10" Single]
By Pussy Cat Dolls
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SCHOOL'S OUT FOR SUMMER BITCHES!!
and im a freshman. woooo
wow i cant wait for highschool... its going to be so fucking sick.
ARHS is so fucking huge though, haha im going to get so lost.
whatever tho, the bigger the better   =]

cheerleading is going to take over my life in about a week.
yeah, practices and shit for the gamesss. and learning all the cheers
... my sister told me that theres like 30 cheers we have to learn.
whatever, ive been cheerleading since i was like 10, and i love
it to death. i cant wait but what sucks is that we have to run
the mile in like under 10 minutes.. haha yeah i know i sound
really pathetic but i hate running. lol, i ran the mile in 10:15 when i
was in 8th grade (--wow, you dont know how awesome that feels lol )
so yeah... looks like i need to step it upppp.

summer has been amazing so far. me and vanessa have been hanging
out like everyday and yeah its been cooool. today was sweet

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Monday, June 20, 2005

 

 

today was hott & boring. we had field day, and yeah - it was boring. tomorrow we all go to 6 flagsss bitches ! and then wednesday.. yearbooks & then thursday is the last day of school. umm.. i dont know what i'm doing over the weekend. me, laguna & taryn are all most likely goin to lagunass new cape housee <33 haha if not.. yeah, i dont know...

weeellll... boys are i dunno. theres this one who like i dunno apparently sais he likes me but i know that he hits on other girls and he trys to hide it and yeah.. cant, b/c i can see it. whatever tho.. i just wish that we could both be together but at the same time i dont know.. he hurt me a while back like realllly hurt me. & yeah, it sucked. he said he was sorry & shit but i just reallly dont know. he's being an asshole well i dont know if its that much, but i think all he wants is to just hook up. yeah, i think that is the case & you know what ! that bitch is goin down haha jk. but he's not getting his ways easy. matter of FACT : he aint getting them at ALL. he's got his other girrls. um.. i dont know. haha... ughh. boys suck. ugh i dont know i dont know i dont know. haha its just like whenever i see him which is like never theres just somthing about him that pulls me in & then i loose control over my feelings & just like ... i dont know. I really have to be stong whenever i see him & not let him get the best of me. he's treated me like shit, and it just hurts me more because he never talks to me - ever. like even after the best nights he'll just like wake up and forget about me. why does everything have to be so hard.

 

i really cant tell you how excited I am for summer. i dont have to see anyone i dont want to, because most of the people in our grade are wicked clicky & fucking stuck up. & yeah, theres only a few like 7 that i can realllly trust. whatever, high school's gunna b wicked sick...yeahhh...<33 screw melican pelican.

& heres a pic from the farewell dance...

me and cjayy.. uughh love her <333



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