Holy crap, this is awesome. Living in an apartment, you occasionally find strange things lying near the dumpster, sometimes you want to take them home, but this one takes the cake!

Sitting in the living room, cleaning up some, thinking about how much I didn't want to take out the trash, finally got around to it, and found by the dumpster a perfect condition 2000 manufactured 5-CD 2 cassette AM/FM auxillary audio system, I think I may need to drop some cash on some speakers soon. =D

    Holy crap I'm tired. You know the book? You know the book. I finished it. After I finished the book, I went to sleep for about oh say an hour. After that hour, I got up, and went to grandma's, and worked on the pool, and munched a few gummi bears. After the goodness, I home, lazed around for a bit, aquired a river fest button, and went there. At the river fest, I treated myself to an indian recorder (fun to waste time on, it covers about two octives so I could play a few songs), and rock climbing. After that I can home, wasted a bit more time, went over to Brians, and played D&D untill now, when I finally get home, print out the book, bind it, and otherwise get it ready for Ms. Spor.
    Soon I shall go to bed, where in I will lay there for a few hours get up, and drudge through the school day, only to come home with a fresh idea of what Ms. Spor wants us to do for yet another paper, since I was sick the day she assigned it, and I never got a clear explanation of what it was supposed to be over. Anyway, I'm going to go now, bye bye, night night all.

Allright, that there was fucking frightening. Anyone ever played Silent Hill? Well, if you have, you know the root of this fear. I'm sitting here at three in the morning listening to music, and browsing snopes articles.

Now, I first played Silent hill when I was Seven or Eight. I want you to know, this game was fucking frightening, as in they almost recalled because it was fucking with people's heads but decided the damage was done and not to bother.

Alright, I'm sitting here, listening to music. The next track plays. It's a song that I haven't heard in several years - No Tommorow, a song from Silent Hill. It only plays once in the game, so you can't associate it with any part of the game but this part. In the game, the only character who stays with you for any ammount of time,Lisa Garland, is... Erm... Taken over by the evil that plagues the dreary community of Silent Hill. You watch as she looks at you, about to cry, and then instead of tears, she starts to cry blood. After that blood starts to flow from above her cap. In short order her entire uniform is stained blood red. She starts limping towards you like she's having trouble with her motor skills, and whispers in a rather airy voice "Help me". You can't do anything for her, so you leave the room and lock her in. You hear her wretched sobs, the kind you would do anything to ammend the sorrowful source of such sadness. You keep on hearing them... And it keeps on going and going...

Alright. Enough about that. Just as the song booted up, I clicked random article on an urban legend website... It brought me to the "bloody mary" Bloody Mary  Article. Normally, I don't shock easily, but this made me stop... And twitch... And have a panic attack. Damn.

    The idea of absolute collectivism is... A utopian concept. Utopia whoever, is a hypothetical concept, any attempt of a utopian society would result only in a dystopian society. Dystopia is the idea of society that appears utopian, yet has one key flaw.

    Competition is what creates necessity. Necessity is the mother of invention. Once humanity left the nomadic lifestyle, all physical necessities were satisfied, relativly no new inventions would occur, with the exception of inventions to satisfy the need for food. This brings me to my main point.
    We as humands cannot live peacefully. To advance, we must compete with each other, because we have no more necessity. There is no goal without necessity. With no goal, we cannot advance. We must create necessity to have a goal. We must not become absolute collectivists. We must retain a form of indivuality, be it individuality of self, or individuality of a group.

    Absolute collectivism will not work.

Well folks, almost everyone I know either has gained a life, and thus left the internet. or has lost access to the internet, and lost their part-life. Well, I'm not going to shut down my xanga, in case I should ever want to use it, but it's safe to say you can stop checking. I'll IM people I still care about when I start posting again, of course, they'll probably have just regained teh intarweb.