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Saturday, August 26, 2006

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 12:50:54 GMT

Jackson's doing great. I cant believe he's a month old today! I'm taking him to get his pictures made here in a little bit. Michael came and saw him for the 1st time last Sunday. He absolutely loved him I could tell. Hopefully he will start coming around a whole lot more.

Someone keeps calling me from a "restricted" number and asking if he can bend me over... Oh, and that he's going to "stick his cock on my throat". That's cute, huh? When I hit *69 it says "The area code has changed to 479. Please hang up and redial using the area code 479." Well guess who's area code that is... Michaels, and I guarantee you I dont know anyone else from Charleston, Arkansas. Well I called him and talked to him about and I'm almost positive that it's not him, but I have thought for a while that he has a girlfriend that doesnt know about the baby, and I think its her (having one of her guy friends call me). After I leave here (the library), I'm going to Cricket to have them trace the call.

Well, that's about it... As soon as I get internet at home I promise to post some pics of my cute little fatty.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 16:25:13 GMT

Sorry I havent updated in forever!

Jackson Delaney was born on July 26 at 2:45pm. He weighed 7 lbs. 4 oz. and was 19 and 1/4 inches. He's doing great! He's already gained a pound and an ounce and is 2 inches longer!

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 18:13:13 GMT

Quick post to let everyone know that I am alive and doing great. Emily and the kids moved in with us (long story) and that's pretty much hell, but other than that everything is good. Michael's good, Jackson's good, work's good... Not much new really! We're moving to a much bigger apt. on the 25th of May. My birthday is coming up. I'll be the big 17 on the 17th, but I'm not to much excited. Well that's about it. Call me!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:46:59 GMT

Gosh, I'm so sick of having ZERO social life. All I ever do is work, sleep, and puke. The most I ever do is go out to eat with Emily (my SISTER), or hang out at my house with one of my other family members. If anyone EVER wants to hang out, give me a call. Most of you know my #, but for those who dont: 313-5573.

Friday, March 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 18:52:30 GMT

Well, Michael seems really excited, but he doesnt take much initiative to call me or anything, so we'll see how it all turns out. Maybe I'm just being a bitchy, pregnant chick, and maybe he's just being a normal guy, but I always have to call him if I want to talk or anything. I got REALLY depressed after I came back from Arkansas and I wanted to move back there right away, but then after days of crying and moping around, I decided that I could do it with or without him, and that I was going to stay in Oklahoma and wait to make any decisions until after Jackson is born. I figure that if Michael is half as interested as he acts like he is, that he will just move here after he sees Jackson. I mean, it's not like I went to Arkansas and knocked him up, and then moved back to my state, so I think its totally legit that he should have to move here. Dont ya think?

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 11:58:26 GMT

I went and spent the weekend with Michael in Arkansas. It was freakin' great, and I didnt want to leave. I've been pretty depressed lately but the whole time I was there everything was so good. I bawled the whole way home though.... I'm having a pretty rough day today.

It was freakin' cute how infatuated Michael is with the baby. He constantly had his hand on my stomach and he slept with his head on my stomach both nights. He called all of his friends over and showed them the ultrasounds and told everyone the baby's name. Oh, we decided to name him Jackson Wade. We both really like Jackson, and Michael's middle name is Wade and so is his dad's so that's what Michael wanted his son's middle name to be. It was so funny... Michael and his friends were talkin' about cars and Michael was like "Yeah, my next car is gonna be an Eclipse... Wait, would a carseat fit in the backseat?". It was funny cause then all of his friends were like "Yeah, I bet it would fit man" blah blah blah.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:33:53 GMT

Its a........................................

BOY!!!

There's no doubt about it. He spread his little legs and there it was lol. Oh, and guess who called. Michael! I guess since I had moved he didnt have my new number, so when I called his mom and gave her my # she gave it to him and he called right away. He's excited now everything is great. Oh, and sorry I dont update very often. I dont have a computer at home, so I mainly just use Emily's when I'm over here.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 16:24:01 GMT

I dont know if anyone has been outside today or not... but its mother f-in HOT! Little pregnant me and this hot weather are NOT going to mix. Ahhh I wanna go swimming!!!

So, I'm counting down the days till I find out what I'm having. *crosses fingers and hopes its a boy* Only 6 more days! This little kid kicks ALL the friggen time now, and its finally strong enough that other people can feel it. My mom felt it last night a couple of times. I'm still not showing though... If I was a stranger walking down the street you would NEVER know I was pregnant. It's really weird when guys hit on me cause I cant flirt back, and the whole time I'm thinking "Run buddy, run. You dont want any part of this!" lol. Still no word from that low life father. I plan on calling him the day I find out what it is and being like "guess what... you're gonna have a _______" and seeing what his repsonse is. If he still hasnt come around after it's born, I'm going to take a picture of it wearing like a "I love my daddy" t-shirt and mail it to him. I know, I know, that's wrong and evil of me... Oh well!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 16:17:55 GMT

Thank you Sydney for reminding me that I was going to post my cell #. Here it is: 313-5573. Call me anytime (except between 8 and 5 Monday-Friday).

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 15:25:43 GMT

Work is going good. Today they asked me if I'd like to work 8 to5 (right now I'm working 7:30 to 2:30), and I definately need the hours so I said yes.

Right now this kid is kicking me up a storm! I'm so tired of being pregnant. I honestly hate it. I'm starting to show now, but I feel so embarassed. Everyone always wants to know where the father is, so that's tons of fun explaining that the 21 year old dad ran off to Arkansas 3 days after I told him, and that I havent talked to him since. UHHHGGG I hate it! And all those nice little comments from adults... "I'm guessing this wasnt planned", "You do know what would have prevented this, dont you?", etc.... The "I'm guessing this wasnt planned" comment always really pisses me off though. I just want to scream "Oh no, me and the father had been visiting our fertility doctor for about a year a half, and we were just about to look into adoption when this little miracle came along YOU FUCKING IDIOT"!!!