Ughhh......

GOD! I'm tired of being stupid! I'm tired of wanting things I don't have!

Besides for that everything else is going great! I couldn't be happier with life right now. I have amazing friends, I'm doing well in school and overall I'm getting my life on a better path.

Anyways.......g'night!

~kelly~

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So I haven't made an entry in a very long time. I recently decided to try and start updating this thing all the time like I used to.

Anyways.....my brother Adam is going to be moving back home in a couple of weeks, and that really sucks. We have never lived this far apart since we have met each other. I know I'll be alright, it's just that he has always been able to be there when I need somebody, I mean I know he will still be there, but over the phone isn't the same as in person. I'll miss you bro!

On a happier note, I finally found roomates for next year. I'm going to be living with two of my fraternity brothers who are dating each other. The person they were planning on living with dropped out on them and they asked me to move in, and I must say I'm very excited! THE BAD DLP HOUSE!

I really enjoy my current job and see myself working there for a long time. I mean, the pay is good, I get great hours and they are really flexible with my schedule. It also rocks to have an openily gay boss, it makes work so much more fun.

My love life is still at a standstill, I know.....big surprise. However, there was this guy in my life for awhile that I liked, and asked him to stop calling me b/c I knew it wouldn't work out. However, he called me a couple nights ago asking to stay at my place so he didn't have to drive all the way back home, I let him, and one thing led to another and then I lost my gay virginty(anal for those of you who are confused). It wasn't bad at all, not like I thought it would be, and it is my new favorite activity, that I will hardly ever get to practice, lol.

I've finally decided to stop wasting my time and money barely scraping by in college. I've decided to take control of it, and be a good student like I used to be. I mean, I want to do something with my life, and Kansas State isn't where I want to do it, but I've realized it is where I need to start.

Anyways.....I need to go to sleep so I'm gonna hit the hay. G'night!

I just bought an Ipod, and I'm sitting in the Library putting music on it at 5:00 in the morning. I had to do it here, because I don't have an internet connection at my apartment, at least not at the moment. As soon as my former roomate sends my landlord a notice of his vacancy I can get the connection back. However, knowing him that could be a long time down the road.

Life is pretty good right now. I started a new job at the Kwik Shop in town. I make 7.50 and hour, I get paid every week, and most of all I really enjoy the job. So much that yesterday I stayed an extra four hours and didn't even notice it.

Well, I'm off to Bob's to work on my Calc., Later!