Well seeing as how there is no left module i techincally can't shut down but this is my last post here...come see me at my new xanga..Linsay_Marie_85.

bye.

Currently Playing Transatlanticism By Death Cab for Cutie see related

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It's been one HELL of a week arleady. On top of the computer crap, my back is now out of wack..or could have been for a long time, but now It's causeing me pain. My neck and head fell like someone is squeezing them..thatwhat the pressure feels like, and that goes along with a throbbing ache. It hurts so bad that i cry..but i'm all hopped up on asprin and i feel better but when it's time to go to bed it like just worse and i can't sleep, like last night..it hurt so bad i didn't get to sleep untill sometime after 7am! But i don't freaking care i'm not giving up on TEXAS, even if my neck is broken(speculation) I'm Still going. I mean i can't miss getting to meet Mads and Layc face to face.

So i'm a cosmo girl and i thought i would share the, i don't know before this issue section with you

*IF you soften butter in the mircowave before spreading it, chances are you'll use one-quarter less

*Clothing size have become so inflated that a size 8 today is the same as a size 14 in 1950

*Up to five percent of doctors try to touch their patients imappropriately or purse sexual banter with them

*Mirroring a guy's movements makes him feel more comfortable around you because it seams like you're on the same wavelenght

*If your stressed, rolling a smooth shell or pebble in your hand  will instantly trigger a feeling of calm

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Guy i gone and done, i put a layout on and now i can't see the left thing at all cuz it isn't there..i have to move my site...i will let ya'll know the name of the new one..

The Brand New one is Linsay_Marie_85.

Hey at least i got to spell my name right this time..i'm going to keep this one open until i get back from texas..then i'm shutting her down.

Currently Playing The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King By Howard Shore, Annie Lennox see related

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17 comments..That's the most i have ever had!

So Today i had to delete my user account on my own freaking computer. It's mental and wouldn't work worth shit so i had to delete and make a whole new one. All my files and pictures and stuff were saved, expect for like 4 or 5 chapters of my story Fighting which i now have to copy and paste from Jr_Talk. And i some how fucked up my music playlist so i had to search the hardrive for all music files and now i have 21 hours of music on my player. This sucks major Monkey balls

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So i stole Laycee's music player Thing..Laycee please don't murder me! Imitation is the most honest form of flattery.

So how do we like the new look? i'm going to change it a couple of times and i will leave it on the one that gets the most feed back!

On the up side...i leave for Texas in 6 days

 TEXAS  in TEN days. Well i'm leaving in 10 days at least. I'm really excited. I love the atmosphere at the track. It's very energtic and you feel really at home if your a true nascar fan. I love meeting new people cuz on Sunday night or Monday ..ya never know..you walk away being pretty good friends with the poeple "parked" next to you, when we go down we take the 5th wheel and stay just outside the track with about 20,000 other crazy redneck race fans. Last year was My first official Nascar race and my favorite part was seeing the Budweiser Clydes..there are so beautiful....thought last year i was dating this jackass guy, Greg and one of the Clydes was named Greg so i took a picture...now everytime i look at the race pictures a new hate comes up in me, when i see that picture..he was a real asshole..but that's me i attract them. But I'm Extra excited this time around cuz LAYCEE and MADS,are also attending and with any luck we will get to meet up and have some crazy fun together...i'm still dying to see what kind of crack pot scheme ya'll come up with to sneak me into the pits. But anyways in some ways it's better to watch the race at home because at the house you have D.W.'s commentary and at the track you don't. PLUS it can get boring as hell if they get streched out and your just sitting there watching a bunch of car go around in a circle, i love dale but there are only so many times i can watch him drive around that freaking track. And then walking away with a freaking ass sunburn is always fun. But we sit in a pretty cool place...turn four just high enough to see the entire track..which is bigger than you think it is..when the car get to the other side they look like Hot Wheels cars. I have to wear ear plugs or muffs because the noise gives me a headache and those cars are loud enough that if you yelled at the top of your lungs you still couldn't hear yourself.

Funny story about last year...We were sitting next to other jr fans and they had the scanners and the lady had jr on most of the time...but he was getting pissed for some reason and all i heard was ..."FIX MY FUCKING CAR". She was sitting two rows down from me so he was screaming it. She turned around and looked up at me and said "Your drivers got a potty mouth" I just smiled and nodded my head.

I realized something about myself a few days ago. I try to save everyone, no matter what there problem is, i think i can fix it. and that i need to. But i also realized that i can't save everyone, especially someone who doesn't want to be saved and doesn't believe she or he has a problem. I thought i could save the world, but nobody can do it alone and now i realize i have to stop trying.

Now i gotta give some love...

Leasha..you take such good care of me..you always have an answer to my problems and you fix what i have no idea how to fix. Your a very beautiful person and i'm so glad that i can call you my friend. I love you.

Mads...My sister. We are so freaking identical that it's scary. You have always make me laugh and every time i think of you i smile. It just goes to prove that some people are ment to know each other, grow with each other and learn with each other. I love you.

Laycee...God i can't even remember how we met, well obviously it was on xanga, but you know what i mean Can you. But you were one of my very first xanga buddies when i started this a little over a year ago. You always have something good to say, and no matter what you always find some good in everything. Jr_Talk was your creation and vision and it's amazing. I love that place, it's a part of my day now. Your a great friend and i am a better person for knowing you. I love you.

Leeza..Ha, when i think of you, i laugh. Your sooo funny. You always have some kind of witty comment and your open and honest..even if it's a blond moment. You have a kind heart and you are compassionate. You can write pretty good to! I love You.

All my other girls...from Jr_Talk. I love going there because we are all so close even from the first day some of you joined..we are all alike and we don't fight like girls do. it's enjoyable to talk with you all and your all beautiful amazing people.I love you guys.

Amber. Hmm, well. You always cheer me up with your comment. Even if your having a bad day you make it a point to not let that effect anyone else and you always have some kind of silver lining. You are a very wonderful , special, beautiful, gifted person.And i hope we are friends for a long time.

Heather. Well you to are one of my oldest xanga buddies.  I don't know what to say, it' crazy i..there are a million things i could say, but right now nothing seams right, i think we have a good friendship and that we understand each other. i'm very thankful that you take time out of your day to read what ever crap i have down and then leave my a comment. thank-you.

Well if i have missed you..i'm so sorry and leave me a comment.

Love Always.

Linsay Marie.

Alright girls...i'm going to very serious for a moment then on to the good stuff...

I understand that it's cool to pop off at the mouth and say shit like.."I'm dating "insert favorite driver here" and things of that sort, but saying shit like...I was Ricky Hendrick Fiance and raped by Kyle Busch...like one girl at NascarXWhore25 did, is probley the most moronic thing that you can do. First you can get into Legal trouble for Dafamtion of Character and Slander...this is punishable with fines and prison sentences, yeah real time in a federal prison where chicks that kill without a second thought would rather slit your throat then look at you. I'm not saying this to be mean or hatefull, but it's the truth. Second,  Don't disrespect Ricky Hendrick's memory by saying stuff like that...Ricky is gone and it's just immorel. What ever her reasons were for saying these things, think about it...with a site name like NascarWhore, who's going to be believe charges of rape. Come on, all i'm saying is be smart about what you say and who you say it to. Third..it's just like spitting in the eye of someone who has really been raped, and if  you have been it's not something you post on xanga even if it happend two years ago, anyone who know anything about rape knows that it's a very personal and private thing and that someone who was would never post it for the 'public' to see, even if you had accepted it..it just makes me sick to think that people say shit like this all the time and the worse thing is that some people believe it.  and for all i know she may truly believe that all this happend. But no matter what, Something like that is a matter for the police and not to be smeared all over xanga, to many people lie through thier teeth about shit like this and it's just hurting those people in the end. I have spoke my peace and if you wish to comment fine...you can get pissed at me or agree, i don't really care.Oh and if she read this...I am not Kyle Busch's biggest fan...Jr happens to be my main driver..but as you said so sweetly on the site about Reed that you shut down..that makes me a whore...so i guess i'm right up there with you.

Now on to the fun stuff to the people i love.

Mads this one's for you.

I got the newest edition of Racing Fan....and it has this cute picture of Dale Sr, Kelley and Dale Jr.

I love all my friends, with a shoot out to my Jr_talk peeps..Layc..Leasha..Leeza...Mads and Dawn>

Love Always

Linsay Marie