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Today was both a bad and good day. I was so hungry this morning I could eat Free Willy ok! So this morning I downed a huge omelette complete with mushrooms, diced ham, bell peppers, AND hot sauce. I got into my Biology class, my stomach started churning, I thought ok, normal side effect of being fulfilled. Laid my head down, holy mother of GOD, the churning got WORSE! The lady next to me "woke me up" cuz the professor had just walked in (I told her, "yeah I was really asleep, thanks for letting me know."). ANYWAY, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LECTURE, I hurried and gathered my things and tried not to make a scene and walked out the door and tried to run to the restroom, ONCE AGAIN, trying not to make a scene around the fellow students in the hallways that were making their way to class. Yeah and that's not it. A lady entered the restroom right in the middle of my....OK HAHA JUST KIDDING! I made that part up. But yeah, later on in my Spanish class, it was an oral day so I was up there presenting my oral (this isn't our first one, more like 6th one), it started out good and then gosh I just totally went blank for about a full 30 seconds. I put my head down and thought hard trying to remember the words, and totally skipped that whole next sentence. I felt the entire class eyeing me and wondering what the hell I was doing. HAH. Oh well. Yeah but I hope that no one from my biology class is reading this cuz I totally lied to them and said "Oh I just didn't feel like being there," when asked about why I left about 11 minutes into the lecture. Later also found out that she took extra credit attendance points and handed out a practice quiz. I KNOW EXACTLY WHY IT HAPPENED...cuz I wasn't there! THAT'S WHY! F***! Ok, that's the bad half of my day. Good half? Let's keep that one a secret!

WhatZ CracKin! <-----I remember the days I used to type like that. Man I've changed, and times have changed...things have changed...PEOPLE HAVE CHANGED...but let's face it, change occurs in everyone's life. Today, my little cousin was dreading entering the first grade. He told me that he will miss his friends and the fact that he basically didn't want to have to meet new friends and teachers. So I went on and explained the transitions I experienced. I don't know, being that he is only 5, I wasn't sure he fully understood . I guess no matter what age, EVERYONE goes through changes. When encountering a hardship or a significant transition, one may ponder "Why does this have to happen to me?" "Why am I going through this alone?" BRACE YOURSELVES FOLKS: You've probably heard it time and time again, but you're not alone. Not only are you not alone, there are also people out there enduring worse experiences. Even tragic, scarful, lifelong events.

So from this entry, please take away that when your car is not starting up, someone out there doesn't even have a car. When you're short on the cash and need to go out, someone out there has never even been out to see a $2 movie. When someone near and dear has died, know that someone out there is less-caring than you about their mother and has let her lay alone succumbing to her death. And last but definitely not least, when you have fallen out of love, know that ATLEAST you have been in LOVE.

YOU'RE NOT ALONE; SOMEONE OUT THERE RIGHT NOW IS DYING WITHOUT THEIR LOVED ONES NEXT TO THEIR SIDE...YET EVEN THEY ARE NOT ALONE.

EDIT: Someone found my site from their search-http://www.ask.com/web?q=what great things happened between 1922 to 2005 haha, that is weird. If you go to that URL, I suppose the first link on the search is=MadelnCA's Xanga Site. COOL OR WHAT?!

Man so what has been going on lately...lets see...well classes have once again resumed...(YAY)! And I've come to realize that college is NOTHING like high school. I actually felt as though I missed a big part of growing up...the whole high school thing, from prom, games, house parties...and all that. But I must honestly say, I don't regret any of it. Weird huh? I guess a lot of what I've missed out on in high school, I'm making up for in college! AND IT SO HAPPENS THAT COLLEGE IS ONE OF THE BEST TIMES IN YOUR LIFE! But last semester, I wasn't even a full-time student, so this semester, it's kicking me in the ASS. A lot has happened since I last posted, which has been over a month...but too bad I don't recall on all the juicy events, one-night stands (CUZ I'M A P-I-M-P LIKE THAT), and all that jazz...NOT! HAHA. Met a lot of new people these past few months...I've encountered soo many new changes this past year man. I THINK ENOUGH TO MAKE A PERSON SUICIDAL...ok so other than that, LIFE IS fucking GRAND...BIOTCH!!!

Welcome to the world Baby Ariana Isela Lujan! Congratulations to the new and wonderful parents! 6.5 lbs. 18 in. 12/21/05 8:58 pm.