Hey! I haven't written in here for awhile. I've been ok, I guess. I've realized life isn't at all as easy as I thought it was when I was a kid. Things change, people change. Life is so complicated now, people always say that your high school years are the best years of your life and you know what I have to say to that. I'm afraid of what's to come next then. My dad is trying to act nice, it's so strange. I've never seen him be so kind. I'm not getting used to it or comfortable with this trial thing. I know that he'll return to his natural ways of habitual laziness and the displacement of anger upon my brother and I. I have a lot of hatred toward the world. I don't think it's exactly healthy. People are really starting to annoy me. They've become such conformist, that when they want their indivisuality, they don't see everyone is doing the same thing. Oh and my dislike for girls has gone up. They're so annoying, not only that but, they're pathetic. Why do they depend on guys to make things better, I don't think that's smart at all. You have to stand on your own two feet, no one will carry you. God is amazing though. He brought people in my life, that if they weren't there, I don't know if I could say I'd be here typing this. I'm trying really hard in school, I want to go to Sydney, Austrilla next summer and I want to have more privileges therefore, I need to study hard. Brian is still apart of my life. We're not "going out" its iono -shrugs-some kind of togetherness. He's a sweetheart. He's taking me to Homecoming. I don't think I want a long-term relationship right now. I feel like I'm depending on him too much, I just want to be his friend. A friend is better to have, but I don't think he's up to the challenge. Well. I got to go clean. Yippee! <-sarcasm lol. I know aren't I funny. No. Only funny looking. Well laters~!

thats arizona in 2002 im in the back. guess which one.

My foot is sleeping now my other one is..lol. stop that tickles....dont move...iyi...too funny..hahahaha... Minna need sleep. Minna go bed sleep...then Minna dream dreams...ZZZzzz. xoxo~!