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| All of my Poems! =]
Well,
these are all of the poems that I have written. Hope you all enjoy!
Leave comments on what ones you like best! I hope they all fit! lol
They go from the oldest one written, to the most recent one
written..... So the bottom one is the most recent one I wrote. I am not
sure of the dates that I wrote them all. It was all spanned out
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Every day I see me bothered by this pain
Every minute passing frame by frame
I cannot put it aside
I can't use it to abide
I see you take me for granted
I fear it in the faint
It seems my world is slanted
I am fed up
Every time you walk by me it is as if I am cloaked
I try to speak to you, but it's as if I'm being choked
You never cease to see my pain
As if my feelings were caught in the rain
It seems the only way for you to see
Is if I let my feelings run free
It's unbearable to let my feelings go on forever
But everybody has to let them go some time or another
My heart is telling me let go
My mind is telling me yes
My conscience saying no
I can only do my best
If I told you would you only let them blow away
I would leave sad and in dismay
It's up to you weather you understand
You must dig deeper in the sand
The more you dig the more your revealing's
The more you know and learn about my feelings
I only hope you understand what I am saying
Only because of you, I keep praying.
You can decide the best for you
Your only one of the few
I try to look at your eyes
All you do is turn away
Your feelings for me are like seasons
They do nothing but change without reasons
You know me one minuet then not
For your feelings only, I fought
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I would never regret meeting you
I hope you will always be with me
Because people like you are very few
Understand what it is I see
You listen to all of my problems
There is never anything you don't understand
I call on you at my time of need
Your someone I can rely on
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Its hard to let one person know how you feel
Its even harder when in a relationship
Its as if something, or someone is blocking you
Your with one person, but want another
Its your problem, but don't want to deal with it
But you know that you have to do something
What the use to think of the other person
You love the other, but like the one your with now
You want to let the one your with now know
But you know that you cant tell them what it is
I love her, but love the other more
The other does not know you even have feelings for her
What do you do? You cant do anything
This is called the waiting game
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A heart wrapped in thorns
Will bleed forever
Untill the one who cares enough
Stops what they are doing,
And will do anything to stop the bleeding.
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May this necklace represent everything it says
Although I may not always say or show it,
This necklace show I always mean it.
Understand that when you wear this heart
You will always carry my rose
And, that rose will always say "I Love You"
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What is beauty?
I take a look around, and notice what beauty really is
When I see the world, I see what God has put before us
He has set such beautiful objects in such careless hands
I don't understand why he chose man to care for his creations
Sin only enters, and fallows these creations because of us
You see this evil from abortions, euthanasia, stem cell research
If only we realized, and God could open our eyes wider
But he left TRUE beauty to form itself in a way man cant intervene
We cant destroy the ever-changing sky, with such beautiful clouds
We cant change the void galaxy, and form the stars as we want
We cant change the smell of the fresh spring rain on a cloudy day
We cant change the delicate scent of a freshly picked red rose
But, the one thing I am glad that nobody could ever change
Is your gleaming ocean deep eyes in the night
Your fragile smile that can brighten my darkest of days
Your perfectly gentle hair the smells of the hint of heaven
Most of all, I thank God that nobody can change your beautiful personality
I think all of these reasons are reasons God gave me to tell you one thing
That I Love You
So I thank God for sending me one of his angels to love me too.
I guess you could say Beauty is really..... Well...... You......
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A man becomes a little boy again,
When he is with the one girl that he truely loves
And is in her room, alone with her
The reason for him becoming a boy again
Is because he does not want sex, kisses, love, hugs
It is because he wants to stare deep into her eyes
And imagine what will be become of the two
And tell her
"You are beautiful and I love you!"
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Did it not matter,
When I called you beautiful?
Told you I love you for the first time?
But really, to tell you the truth
I saw this comming
I was trying to hold it off
But nothing I did could have held it off forever.
But whats even more odd,
is that I have no problem with this.
As much as I wish it wouldnt have happened,
but that part already came.
Even though we say we will be firends,
I know we will probably never see each other again,
because thats how it useually goes.
So for the last time, I say goodbye,
and hope we see each other again,
even if it is unplanned.
Maybe one of use will have changed, but I doubt it.
So, as hard as this is for me,
I will give you my final goodbye,
even though I wish I didnt have to.
....Goodbye
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It was like watching the stars on a beautiful and clear spring night.
And
the most unsuspectful thing happend. You always had that one perfect
star to wish on. And on that night, you are watching it, and you see
its light stop reaching Earth. You no loger have your beautiful star to
watch every night you need to make a wish, so everything becomes
alright. To make things worse, you didnt make that wish before it burnt
out. But now no longer can you turn to your star, and think what you
can tell nobody but her. And for the rest of the night, you saw no
shooting star. So you walked back inside, and your body could only
create one tear. Your so sad, and know that it wont be alright, so
decide not to even wate your time on that one wish, that you will now
regret for the rest of your life. Wondering if it would truely come
true. Sounds stupid, but it happend to me.
And I regret not making that one perfect wish. | | |
| New song! I know, I havnt updated in a LONG time, but oh well. Not like anyone uses Xanga anymore. They are all on Myspace. lol But just thought you might want to know whats goin on! Thursday I get to see Aly! (Love you!) lol And then get to see her on Saturday again! And I hear its supposed to rain! YAY! My day jsut keeps getting better! Except for the fact that I have to be at work at 3:30 today! And I still dont get out of school untill 3:15! Gives me only 15 minutes! But I told them I might be a little late, so its all good. Anyway! I will talk to you all later! Love you much everyone! And Aly the most!  | | |
| Hola my firends!
Well, today was a good day. I had school. (Unlike some of you!) BUT it was a pride day, and we had a pep rally! Was very fun! But, I guess BC lost against Heights. Oh well! We still got the whole year ahead of us! I am sure we are gonna kick some ass. We are just bluffing for now! lol But yeah. Anyway, I got to see a movie with Aly tonight! Was really fun! And then I guess I am going back to the mall again tomorrow, then spending the night at a friends house, on Sunday. Who knows what all is gonna go on this weekend, being it as 3 day weekend, and next week only being a 4 day school week. I have to work EVERY DAY at 4:00 on Wed-Fri so that sucks. ANYWAY! I am hopefully going to hang out with Aly again Friday! I am really looking forward to it! But I am gonna go for now. I am tired, and stuff..... lol
OH! And BTW, I took some pics of me with my new Avirex hoodie! I look pimp in it! lol
Love you much Aly!
Shane
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| Well, this weekend was very busy! (again) And still one more day to go! Friday, was the Back to School Dance. Was kinda boring, and was HELLA crowded. I prefer homecomming dance's, and sweetheart! I danced with Emma, so that was fun. Was the last song of the night. And then after the dance, it was raining! And we went to Taco Bell, then McDonnalds, then BACK to tacobell, and Andrew was being a jackass, but was still hella funny. lmao.
Today, Brian, Eric, and I all went to the mall. Didnt get anything though, cept nachos from Taco Tico, and brian got a DQ Blizzard. Then, we ran over to Adam and Andrews, and played some Xbox. Then, went home, and Brians mom picked him up. Then we all met at the Warren! Saw Accepted. Was actually worth seeing! lmao. And I got the chance to talk to Aly, and when is that not a good thing. Luv ya much! lol Cant wait till my next Friday off! Well, now the night is winding down, and its tundering, and rianing! Great ngith to sleep! =)
Not sure what all is going on tomorrow, cept work at 6:30. But you people of whom you know of who you are, you better call me, and let me know whats going down! Love you all!
Shane
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| I noticed that I havnt updated in a while, so here is a little one.
Not much going on! Adam is over, and I think we are gonna go to All Star Sports, and hit the batting chages, and I am gonna go to the driving range. Then maybe play a few in the arcade. So if you want to come along, I will be there! Just hit up mi cell. If I dont pick up, its because my phone dont like reciving calls very often now for some stupid reason.
So yeah, call me up if you want to hang before the end of the day.
617-7609
Shane
Luv you all!
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