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| TURKEY IS WACK!
DUCK FOR LIFE CUHHHHHHHHH.
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| GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH i am a mess right now. so much is going on i can barely keep track of anything. ill tell you about my day so far and this is only 1/2 a day out of my super hectic and jumbled life im telling.
for the past few days i've been waking up very paranoid or anxious. like i always feel like i have to rush my sleep b/c i feel like im not gonna wake up in time for something important. but anyway i wake up at 630 and fall back asleep trying to get up. i wake up in a panic and check the clock. OMG 7:30 ' fuck did class start already? does it start at 7?!?!!!, no it starts at 8 ok im good.' im buggin out already and apparently for no reason. go to school, talk to the counselor, come back home, eat, play some cs for a lil, then i prepare to go to my lover's to chill. i randomly decide i should check up on my bank account... WTFWTFWTF -$125?!! OMG i thought i had 50$ in there. a total of four $23 overdraft charges. i could have me some nice kicks. FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK. tell my mom and thank God she's there to bail me out. now i owe her 100. love you mom. go to the bank resolve this matter. then have some nice lovey dovey time with my bear. do my homework and off to mesa. right when i got there i got my progress report. and it said F.... uhhh?! how can this be? o well my teacher fucked up.i really do have B. but then it made me think more about my lecture which i really am doing bad in. i struggle with the decision of dropping and blah blah blah... now the process is too complicated to go through and finally i decide. fuck it. that common phrase that comes out of my mouth. the signature of my failure, me throwing in the towel. God give me the strength. so now im here in the library once again reevaluating myself and my priorities telling myself 'it wont happen again. you'll be stronger.'
i've been avoiding it for quite some time now.... so what's more important? dancing or my future, my financial stability?
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| -2nd week of summer school is down, 4 more to go.
-new computer. waiting to program it and shizzz nigga.
-thinking about getting a job.
-star party with nana
-mystic at del mar fair competition.
lately i've been feeling like i need to get better (dancing). i just
recently saw a video of a solo performance i did at a debut. it wasn't
too great. well it was alright but so many things that i could change
and improve on. im getting really anxious to take class and focus on my
improvement. at the same time i also wanna get a job, but i really need
to reevaluate my priorities, because job equals not enough time to
train and take class. so basically that's what is holding me back from
getting a job. what means more to me right now? training or money. gosh
i dont know.
mystic competed at del mar last wednesday and damn, im sooo proud of
those girls. on the reals, they straight kilt it! they competed in the
adult competition. im guessing that's 17& up. 6 outta 9 of em are
13/14 and they're an all girl group. and maaaan they held there own
against the other groups such as mira mesa, future shock, and effect.
AND this was the first time they ever competed at a real hip hop show!
so they did pretty damn good. sorry im just really proud. i feel like
thier made coach. bwahaha siike.
warcraft
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starcraft
basketball
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| wow! bgirl mac blogged so im guessing it's time for me to blog too!
-so.. i miss school.
like forreal i really wanna go back.. i got my grades and they were
better than i had hoped. i dont try in school, but can you imagine if i
actually did? straight A's i promise. school really isnt all that bad..
if you make yourself believe youre having fun with it... so im kinda
anxious to get summer school rollin'. i dont start till the 20th. and
fck i forgot to sell my books. o well ill just wait till end of summer.
-batman begins
WOOOOOO one more week. maaaaaaan i really hope this one's good. the
last 2 were BOBO. i hate how people base thier judgements on batman
based on what theyve seen from the movies and havent actually read a
comic. guhhh dont get me started. anyway june 15th woooooot. i
saw crash last night. hit a nerve with the whole theme but pretty
random all around. good movie.
-bustagroove
so dancing is funner than ever right now. bustagroove was last sunday
and no we didnt place, but it was the funnest damn performance ive ever
had. im really sad that it ended so quickly. im thinking about
auditioning for bloq... someone spot me 500 bucks and take some
headshots of me... HAH
it's my sisters bday today so i think im gonna get her a jesse mccartney poster. dinner at bucca di beppo.
i play wc alot. i want a job so i can get my computer. i want my
jordan keychain back. i want the lebronII blue/grey. i need to play
ball. i need to clean my room. i need to clean my car.i need to
choreograph. i need to sleep. bye.
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| i think i fixed the pictures. if i didnt then sucks for you trick ass.
finally figured out what's wrong with my computer. my power supply fan
doesnt turn on at all when i turn my computer on, that's why i have
automatic shut downs and which explains the picture(below) of my
electric fan pointing at my cpu.
got my wisdom teeth pulled out yesterday. the anesthesia was the
funnest part. the right side of my mouth was numb. it was so weird when
they were pulling it out. you could hear it and you could feel the
pressure but no pain! hah anyway my cheeks didnt get swollen like i had
hoped. ;[
today is a chill day. i get to just chill on my own.. no nana, no mama,
papa, or sister. i could play some warcraft or get that unfinished
choreo done.. i started working on the music for the next mystic
medley. i love those girls.. ive learned so much and i hope they have
too .
the quote that would make my life easier:
"the supreme accomplishment is to blur the line between work and play" -arnlod toynbee
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