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Raland.. our lil` rara! i would have never thought this would happen to you. i remember when we had world geography in 7th grade together.. with mr. rowe.. haha (when we all thought he was a pot head&& put weed in his eyes haha) but you made me laugh ALL the time... i remember you&& corey became best friends right away&& and it was always you, corey, me, jen, linds, katy&& ally in that class together. AND, i remember when all of us used to tease you because you wore that same belt(the one that looked like a seat belt of a car) ALL the time. AND, i remember when you and corey used to do your "raptor" imitations while mr. rowe stood in the hallway and talked to mr. d for 20 minutes before he started class. that always made me laugh. AND, i remember when you and corey used to lay on my&& his desk and pretend to "fly." that made me laugh too. AND, i remember that one day we had a little quiz thing and you had the brilliant idea to take it off the overhead, while mr. rowe was outside in the hallway.. again, and hide it in the little draws on the side of the classroom (we never did have to take that quiz). AND, i remember mr. rowe used to always get mad @ you and corey b/c you always had the whole class laughing. AND, i remember how you used to always get up in the middle of class to walk over to corey's desk, ask him for a pen (because you apparently never had one) walked back to your desk while explaining to mr. rowe why you were up. same thing everyday. AND, i still remember the whole seating chart to this day. me&& corey sat right beside each other at the far side of the classroom in the first seats and then katy sat behind us.. YOU sat right by mr. rowes desk; first row, front seat.. jen&& ally sat right behind you.. && then lindsey sat one row over next to ally&& jen. wow, i cant believe i even remember that. AND, i remember how all of us, our whole crew, (you, jen, linds, moomoo, corey, ally, tati, katy, me, kali, kyah) always sang lean on me&& aint no mountain high enough in the hallways&& at lunch. (i think of ALL of you everytime i hear those songs) AND, i remember how close you&& jen were. 10 years knowing each other. wow. but i can go on w. all the memories but the one thing i will always remember is how care-free you were. you were such a great person.. you never cared what people thought of you (you never really had to because everyone loved you) && you were nice to everyone; you never put anyone down. you never judged anyone by how they looked, acted, what they wore, what they listened to, etc. you were amazing and i want you to know that im going to miss you very much&& i will always have these memories for as long as i live. && i promise that when i come to psl during the summer and stay with JEN i will most definately visit you!
you'll always be OUR lil` rara <3R.I.P Raland Brown 4-13-05 OUR little soldier </33 forever
JEN&& KATY. stay strong babies. i love you guys w. ALL my heart!
»not knowing is so much worse RARA. im gunna miss you so much! you were so talented and you were destined to make it BIG. i remember you, corey, jon grimes&& everyone else used to freestyle by the stairways before 5th&& 6th block. everything that came out of your mouth was just unbelievable; it all flowed&& it all went together perfectly. im going to miss that b/c you dont get to see that here very often. love you
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