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| PLAYEN // CH0KE ME .. SPANK ME .. PULL MY HAiR
FEELiN // N0T G00D ..
WEARiN // BLACK PANTS .. ALEX`S SWEATSHiRT..
SUNDAYY __
WE W0KE UP .. ND THEN HUNG 0UT F0R A WHiLE .. ND THEN N0ELLA CAME 0VER ND WE WENT T0 MEET THE B0YS AT THE REC. CENTER .. ND HUNG 0UT .. ND THE GiRLS .. BEiNG THE SMART 0NES THAT WE ARE .. WENT iN THiS BiG SPRiNKLER THiNG .. HEY iT L00KED FUN !! ND THEN WE G0T HELLA WET .. ND C0LD .. BUT iT WAS 0UR FAULTS .. HAHA ND THEN WE JUS HUNG 0UT ND THE B0YS WENT TO SAFEWAY ND THEN KATE WENT H0ME ND THE B0YS CAME BACK ND WE CHiLLED F0R A WHiLE .. ND THEN WE ALL WENT H0ME .. ND Gi0 ND TYLER WALKED ME ND N0ELLA H0ME .. ND i CHANGED MY CL0THES C0Z i WAS S0AKiNG WET .. ND THEN i FELL ASLEEP C0Z i KNEW i WAS GETTiN SiCK FR0M WALKiN R0UND WEN iT WAS FREEZiNG iN WET CL0THES .. ND THEN NABiL CALLED ME AT LiKE 7.45 S0E i WENT T0 SEE HiM AT THE PARK ND WE JUS HUNG 0UT ND TALKED F0R A WHiLE .. ND THEN R0UND 9 i CAME H0ME ND T00K A SH0WER ND WENT T0 BED C0Z i DiDNT FEEL G00D ..
M0NDAYY __
WAS GUNNA G0 T0 SCH00L .. BUT MY SiSTER DiDNT .. S0E i JUS STAYED H0ME ND SLEPT ALL DAY .. ND THEN JUS HUNG 0UT AR0UND THE H0USE THE H0LE DAY ND THEN WENT T0 MiYAKiS WiT MY SiS F0R DiNNER .. i THiNK THATS iT ..
TUESDAY __
WENT T0 SCH00L .. JUS F0R HEALTH .. i D0NT REALLY KN0 WHY C0Z i DiDNT FEEL G00D AT ALL .. BUT W/E ND THEN DURiNG HEALTH i WENT TO THE HEALTH 0FFiCE ND THE LADY T0LD ME i HAD T0 G0 H0ME C0Z i WAS STiLL C0NTAGi0US 0R W/E ! ND S0 i CALLED MY M0M ND SHE SAiD SHE C0ULDNT C0ME TiLL 10.30 S0E i WENT T0 BRUNCH ND THEN T0 TUT0RiAL ND LiKE 5 MiN 0F Bi0 .. TiLL i G0T CALLED 0UT .. ND THEN i JUS WENT H0ME ND FELL ASLEEP .. ND THEN W0KE UP AT LiKE 4 ND HUNG 0UT ND WATCHED `'CHEAPER BY THE D0ZEN`' [[LUVVE THAT M0ViE]] ND THEN JUS HUNG 0UT M0RE .. DiDNT FEEL G00D AT ALL ..
WEDNSDAY __
W0KE UP AT LiKE 11 .. ND T0LD MY M0MMiE T0 CALL THE D0CT0R .. S0 SHE DiD ND G0T ME AN APPT. ND WE WENT ND THEY SAiD i HAD WH00PiNG C0UGH ND THE FLU ! W0W N0 W0NDER i DiDNT FEEL G00D ! L0L .. ND S0 THEY GAVE ME MEDiCiNE .. ND i CAME H0ME ND SLEPT THE REST 0F THE DAY ..
THURSDAY __
SLEPT TiLL 2 .. ND THEN HUNG 0UT TiLL LiKE 6 ND THEN WENT T0 PiCK UP MY SiSTERS DiNNER AT T0KiES .. ND THEN CAME H0ME ND i T00K A SH0WER WHiLE SHE ATE .. ND THEN WE CALLED DUFF .. ND WENT T0 PiCK S0ME STUFF UP FR0M HiS H0USE ND HE WAS ALL `'iF Y0U GUNNA LiTE iT UP LATER .. GiMMiE A CALL`' THEN G0T AR0UND THE C0RNER ND CALLED HiM ND WAS LiKE '`EEY..WANNA LiTE iT N0W?`' S0E HE WAS LiKE '`i G0TTA G0 D0 S0METHiN F0R A HALF H0UR .. THEN iLL CALL Y0U`' S0E WE WERE LiKE '`KAYY C00L..'` S0E WE WENT T0 THE STARBUX ND SAFEWAY ND L0NGS NEAR SCH00L .. ND i REALiZED THAT PE0PLE ARENT KiDDiNG WHEN THEY SAY WE G0 T0 SCH00L iN THE GHETT0 !! HAHA iTS S0E SCARY THERE AT NiGHT .. SPECiALLY iN L0NGS .. HAHA WE HADDTA PEE ND S0E WE ASKED WHERE THE BATHR00M WAS ND THE LADY T0LD US .. ND iT WAS LiKE UP THE STAiRS iN THE BACK ND AR0UND THE C0RNER .. i WAS LiKE FREAKiN 0UT !! ND THEN YAHH .. WENT T0 MEET DUFF ND MiKE AT BURGER KiNG 0N EL CAMiN0 .. ND THEN WENT T0 BUY SOME THiNG T0 R0LL A BLUNT AT S0ME PLACE .. ND DUFF C0ULDNT BUY iT C0Z THE GUY CARDED HiM !! S0E WE WERE ALL LAUGHiN AT THAT .. ND S0 HE ASKED THiS 0LD MAN T0 BUY iT F0R HiM .. ND THEN HE G0T iT ND WE WENT UP THiS HELLA BiG HiLL ND SM0KED iN MiKES CAR .. B0XED iT .. L0L .. HE HAS THE BEST CAR T0 B0X iN TH0 .. HE HAS A ACURA 0R W/E ND iTS BLACK ND HE HAS HELLA DARK TiNT 0N THE WiND0WS S0 WEN THEY ARE DRiViN AR0UND THE CiTY THEY HAVTA KEEP THE WiND0WS D0WN C0Z iTS iLLEGAL !! HAHA S0 Y0U CANT SEE iN THE CAR EVEN iF Y0U PUT UR FACE 0N THE WiND0W .. HELLA G00D .. ND THEY JUS PUT A LiTL LiKE SUN BL0CKER THiNG iN THE FR0NT S0 Y0U CANT SEE iN AT ALL .. ND i0N0 iM LiKE iN L0VE WiTH HiS CAR .. ND THEN THEY JUS SM0KED .. i0N0 WHY BUT i DiDNT FEEL LiKE iT .. G0T HiGH ANYWAYS !! HAHA .. 0N A SCH00L NiTE .. WATTA SAV .. [[ PASSiN iT T0 MiKE .. ND HiM N0T TAKiN iT .. ]] ( DUFF ) - MiKE ! ( MiKE ) - WHAT? 0H i F0RG0T ! ( DUFF ) - G0D STUPiD ASS ! ( MiKE ) - N0 i JUS WANTED T0 HEAR Y0U CALL MY NAME DUFF ! CALL MY NAME DUFF !! LMA0 W0W .. i L0VE THEM .. HAHA CALL MY NAME DUFF !! HELLA GAY ! BUT HELLA FUNNY ! ANY WAYS .. WE STARTED HEADiN H0ME AR0UND 9.3O ND iT WAS HELLA FUNNY 0N THE WAY H0ME MY SiSTER ND i WERE B0TH HELLA HiGH ND WE WERE iN HER CAR AND i WAS LiKE `'WHY D0NT WE HAVE THE RAiD0 0N?`' ND SHES LiKE 'i WAS AFRAiD THE C0PS W0ULD HEAR iT! ' WTF ! EVEN iF THE C0PS DiD HEAR iT THEY ARENT GUNNA BE LiKE '`SHES LiSTENiNG T0 THE RAiD0 .. SHE HAS T0 BE HiGH! '` HAHA ND THEN WE CAME H0ME ND MADE C00KiES ND WENT T0 SLEEP ..
FRiDAYY __
M0M T0LD ME N0T T0 G0 T0 SCH00L .. ND SHE SAiD i C0ULD STiLL G0 0UT .. S0 THEN N0ELLA CAME 0VER AT LiKE 4 ND MY SiSTER DR0VE US T0 THE ViBE .. ND WE HUNG 0UT THERE WELL iN THE SKATE PARK WiTH THE B0YS F0R A WHiLE ND THEN WE WENT T0 MCD0NALDS WiT Gi0 .. MARTiN BEN ND RYAN .. ND THEN WE ATE ND HUNG 0UT THERE ND THEN WENT BACK T0 THE ViBE ND HUNG 0UT AT THE TREE ND SHiT ND THEN RYAN ND i BASiCALLY JUS HUNG 0UT AL0NE F0R A WHiLE C0Z EVERY0NE ELSE WERE BEiNG C0CKS .. ND WE WENT ND HUNG 0UT ND SM0KED F0R A LiTTLE .. ND THEN WENT T0 THE ViBE ND i WATCHED HiM SKATE ND SHiT .. ND THEN i HUNG 0UT WiT KATE ADAM ND JARED F0R A WHiLE .. ND THEN i WENT WiTH RYAN ND BEN iN THE REC. CENTER .. ND THEN WE ALL HUNG 0UT iN THERE F0R A WHiLE .. ND AT 10.15 iSH WENT BACK T0 THE ViBE BUT EVERY0NE WAS G0NE S0 WE WALKED T0 THE MiNi MART ND 0N THE WAY THERE Gi0 ND MARTiN LEFT ND WE JUS HUNG 0UT WiT BEN F0R A WHiLE ND THEN HE WALKED US NEAR 0UR H0USES ND THEN i TALKED T0 MY M0MMiE ... ND N0W iM 0NLiNE TALKiN T0 Gi0 ..
<33 MANDUHH | | |
| playen // when i think about angels
feelin // confused ..
wearin // jeans .. hott pink shirt
mondayy __
went to school .. nd then after i met up wiid kate nd noella at tap ex nd they finshed eating nd we got like halfway over the bridge nd noella realized she left her fone there soe we walked back nd got it nd then walked to the vibe nd these random black guys asked us where el camino was nd then i told them nd they were like '`hey you guys r pretty sexy'` nd we were like 'kayy..' nd walked away lol nd then we got to the vibe nd hung out .. nd then i dont member what happened. lol
tuesdayy __
went to school .. health was boring .. had some weirdo guest speaker .. nd then bio was okayy .. nd then math was hella funn wiid kelly nd randi .. lol that button thing .. '`make my dayy!'` lmao !! nd then came home nd hung out .. fell asleep .. lol
wednsdayy __
was gunna go to school but didnt .. lol nd then i hung out wiid noella nd we went to the vibe nd hung out wiid the boysz at carls jr nd then jimmy tilly came .. nd hes really weird .. lol nd then we hung out in the senior wing wiid ben, martin, ryan, gio nd elijah.. nd then noella slept over ..
thursdayy __
hung out wiid noella all day nd then went to elijahs wiid martin nd gio nd watched texas chainsaw masicure .. nd then hung out more .. lol nd then at like 10 his mommy took us home nd i walked lala home .. nd then made a deal wiid my mommy so i wuldnt havta goe to school fridayy
fridayy __
woke up round 11 nd got ready nd noella nd i went to the vibe nd hung out wiid ryan, martin, gio nd elijah nd then hung out wiid alex, lito, jon, bryan, megan, emily, bree, lauren, sam, colleen, nd i think thats it near albertsons nd then we walked bak to the vibe nd hung out outside nd then hung out wiid nabil nd kyle at mini mart nd then noella nd i went home at like 11 .. nd then at 1 we snuck out to meet martin ben nd ryan nd we hung out under the bridge nd smoked nd then these mexican guys were like chasing us thru bens complex nd we thought they were cops so we hella ran coz it was past cerfew nd we were hella high .. lol nd then noella nd i walked home at like 2.3O in the morning .. nd passed out
saturdayy __
me nd noella hung out round the house for a while .. nd then made her lil caliometer for science .. haha nd then we ate lunch and at like .. 4.3O she went home nd we were gunna go to the movies but her mom said no .. so we didnt .. nd then since noella culdnt come over kate did nd we walked to mini mart nd then saw gio, elijah, nd tyler so we hung out wiid them .. nd then we all went to chipotle nd saw oleg, nd his friends .. nd then oleg nd his friends left nd we started walking nd we saw people from my school .. nd then saw justin nd anders nd then since gio had a bike .. nd tyler had a bike nd elijah had his board .. kate rode tylers bike .. i rode gios bike wiid him on the handle bars nd tyler ran nd elijah skated .. nd then we got onto flying fish nd since theres like no cars there at nite we were riding in the middle of the street nd me nd gio were racing kate nd she went the rong wayy coz gio told her to turn .. haha loser .. nd then we passed marlin park nd saw a hole bunch of ppl nd then we went to gull park nd then back to ketch park nd saw kelsey nd other ppl nd then we all took a hit .. nd then went back to marlin park coz iono why nd then we smoked more nd then sat at the table nd saw ppl we didnt wanna see so we started walking nd then saw emily nd jacob nd talked to them nd then went back to justins to talk to him nd anders nd then went to the mini mart nd got stuff nd then went to farragut nd saw nabil, nate nd christi nd then nate nd christi left nd we talkd to nabil nd then he left nd then we all walked home nd then at like 11.3O christi called me nd asked if she culd come over coz she fell asleep at nabils nd his parents came home .. lol nd then we met her near his house nd she came over till 1 nd then my sis took her home .. god she was drunk .. haha nd we were high .. i dnt think my mom noticed .. lol then we came home nd talked for like 2 hours nd then fell asleep ..
noella __ wow girlie. i dont even know where to start to describe the friendship we have.. all i noe is that you are the only girl friend of mine that i dont ever get sick of. i can spend so much time with you and never ever even think about getting sick of you. we have had so many good times. now that i think about it, no matter what we were doing we were having fun, i think its one of those '`it duznt matter what your doing .. it matters who your with`' kinda things .. i dont even know what i would do if i never met you last year. we have grown so close in such a short ammount of time. i never thought i would meet someone as specail as you are to me. we can read eachothers minds and sometimes we can have a conversation without saying a word. i dont even know how to describe how my life would be if we didnt meet. you noe who i would still be friends with [[..ew..]] and what i would be doing .. lol .. i hate that we dont go to the same school right now, but that will all change next year. i cant wait until your in high school, you noe how we always talk about how you think your supposta be a freshman? yea i do too. it would be so much more fun. but at least we arent that far apart in age. everyone knows that were always together. no matter what were doing, were always with the boys to. because we cant hang out with girls, they are too annoying .. lol .. you are like my other half. i dont know what i would do with out you. hopefully i`ll never have to find out. i love you so fucking much. best friends for life no matter what.
<33 dAdA | | |
| playyen // andRe nicoTina
feeLin // hehe .. i like him .. aLot ..
wearin // princEss pants nd bLue tanktOp =D
monDayy <3
it was my sisters 17th biRthdayy .. nd i didnt go to school because tha nyt before i had gotten wayy too high .. [[ halloween ]] haha nd yahh .. jus stayyd home nd then we hadd a familyy dinner .. it was hella good .. i jus dnt member watt we had .. haha ..
tuesDayy <3
went to skooL .. had a fire driLL all of tutorial .. hella fun tho .. hung out wiid adri nd melisa nd then came home nd went to the viibe wiid lala .. nd then went to mcdonalds wiid richie, kate, lala, pierce, nd nick d. nd then pierce nd nick left nd me, richie, kate, nd lala went to the forest nd smoked .. yay kate smoked fer the first time .. nd prolly the last .. loL no j/k i dunno .. nd then lala nd i walked home nd then yeahh ..
weDnsdayy <3
went to skool .. wore my pjS .. it was sucH a buLLshyt dayy .. we had a sub in english .. nd then cowey we did nothing like always .. nd we had a sub in reading nd wen ever we hav a sub we watch a bullshyt movie .. soe we watched 5O first dates .. nd then i came home nd fell asleep till like 7 .. nd woke up nd then fell bakk asleep .. lol
thuRsdayy <3
went to skool .. it was soee cold tho .. haha nd then i came home nd went to the vibe wiid noella nd then we hung out ther fer a while .. nd then i went home at like 6.3O i think .. nd then i fell asleep at like 11 ..
fRidayy <3
late start .. went to skool .. nd then went to all the classes .. funn stuff .. nd then lunch had a rally .. like usual .. kinda boring .. nd then after school went to the football game because my sis wanted me to go wiid her friends nd her so i hung out wiid lindsey, bryna, liz, dena, britny, michelle, jake, fobs, nd then kelley came over to the sm side coz she goes to aragon nd we were playen them .. nd it was freezing .. hella fun tho .. we were yellin soe much .. nd we kalled aragons dance team sluts .. nd the ladyy that works in the deans office yelled at us .. but they were the ones humping the ground !! lol nd then we left there and then came home nd noella came over nd we walked around nd then talked to ryan [[ hammer // a junior // my neighbor that we basically grew up wiid ]] nd his girlfriend .. i think her names ashley .. nd then we went back to my house nd hung out wiid brittny, lindsey, liz, michelle, nd jake .. nd then went to meet duffy nd oh man hes hott .. lol nd then my sis dropped me nd lala off at carls jr coz thats where martin nd ben were so we hung out there wiid martin, ben, elijah, nd tyler fer a little .. nd then met ryan at the vibe nd on the wayy there me nd ben crossed the street nd everyone else didnt and so we were by ourselves nd then we were at brewer island rite after nd my zipper was down nd noella yelled `'omgosh manda was fucking ben !! her zippers down !! `' lmao .. but no we were just TALKiNG .. lol nd then we smoked alot .. nd then kept having to run from the cops like 5 times nd then came home at like 11 nd noella slept over ..
satuRdayy <3
woke up around 11 .. nd then jus hung out till like 1 wen we found out that we were goen to my aunts .. soe lala went home nd asked if she culd goe .. nd she culd so we left round 2.3O nd met duffy agen .. nd then drove to santa rosa .. nd it took 2 hours nd once we got there at like 4.3O ish we went to outback for dinner wiid rose, lindsey nd auntee nd then we came home nd went to safeway nd me nd lala walked around downtown nd then walked back to my aunts house nd then smoked hellaa nd then went out to get tacobell at like 12 but it was closed [[ hella stupid ]] nd so we drove into some other city to get stoner food .. lol nd then we got california pizze kitchen forzen pizza .. it was hella good .. prolly coz we were high .. lol nd then we came home nd smoked some more .. nd then made the pizza .. nd we both got the highest we have ever been nd i was trippen like no other .. it was so great tho .. i love that feeling !! =] nd then we fell asleep around 1.3O ish i think ..
sundayY <3 [[ toDayy ]]
woke up around 1O.3O nd hung out in bed wiid lala fer a while [[ wow..that sounds wayy wrong .. ]] nd then we went downstairs nd ate waffles nd drank bacardi lol i was like `auntee wheres the bacardi??` nd shes like 'isnt it kinda early?' n i was like 'um NO!!' soe she got it for us .. god i love her .. she smokes soe much nd buys us soe much alcohol !! =D partyy !! nd then we smoked hella .. nd i fell asleep again .. god i got budda high like both times .. haha im a buddAH! lmao! wow hella memories from these past two weekends .. i love you noella marie haverkamp with all my heart !! best friends forever and ever and ever and EVER !! nd then we left sebastople [[ wher she lives ]] around 3.3O nd got home at like 5.3O nd then went to chipotle nd walked home nd then lala went home nd now im here .. nd this has taken me 2 hours .. with some intruptions .. loL
manduhh <33 | | |
| pLayen // nothinG at aLL _ aLison krauss
feeLin // juS woke upP ..
wearin // blaCk paNtS .. rEd sHiRt
fRidayy __ xO
woke up .. went to school .. normal dayy till lunch .. had a halloween rally nd they did like costume contests nd stuff nd my sister nd brittny, dena, nd my cousin michelle were dressed as hippies .. so they shulda won most peacefull .. rite?? but noe the bitchy teacher that we all hate got it !! she wasnt even dressed up !! god i fucking hate her .. nd then during class she decided to have some random other teacher come n and yell at us for being her worst class .. nd she jus stood there omfg i hate her soe much .. nd then bio was actually kinda fun .. nd then reading haha .. nd math .. haha .. weird .. nd then came home nd noella called nd we walked to the vibe nd then went to longs wiid kate nd got gum nd lip gloss lol nd then we went to baja fresh to eat .. nd then walked bak to the vibe nd kate nd katie went to cheer nd then me, richie, jared nd noella walked to richies house to get moneyy nd then we went to safeway nd got 4 big things of soda .. lol nd then we went back to the vibe nd saw chris nd coco .. nd all the other people nd i dont really remember who else .. nd then went to olivias house nd got her nd then we walked to kates house nd waited for kate nd katie to get home from cheer nd then we walked to ketch park nd wow we had a 40 of umm w/e that was that we had and 1 blunt nd it was all gone within 5 min .. lol me and jared smoked the most noella nd richie drank the most nd olivia smoked a litle .. not too much .. nd then katie looked like she smoked .. but iono nd kate didnt do anything beause they had compotion today nd yeahh .. good girl !! nd apperantly i was on the ground nd kate was on her knees talking to me and i was like 'i feel like im in church .. like ur praying to me and im god' .. wow watt i do wen im under the influence .. haha and then me nd noella walked back to the vibe nd hung out wiid ryan nd martin nd then at 1o.3o ish we walked home nd got home at like 1o.45 nd then i talked to robert on the fone fer a while .. [[ havnt talked to that guy in forever.. ]] nd then took a shower nd went to sleep ..
saTurdayy __ xO
woke up aT 1o.45 nd then noeLLa came ovr nd me her nd omi walked to the vibe nd then hung out there nd i did omis make up nd then we went to mc donalds nd saw these guys that my sister noes soe we were talking to them nd then after we were about to leave i was like 'oh yeah u noe im lindseys sister' n the one guy goes 'i knew u looked familiar' i was like yeahh...stoner so then we went to longs and got stockings nd then we went to the mall to get money from ben, martin nd ryan to meet duffy nd then we went to meet him nd noellas mom called on the wayy there so we took her home and then went back to meet him nd got some. nd then we picked up brittny nd went to the elephant bar to make reservations nd then we came home nd all my sisters friends were here. nd then they went out to dinner and i waited fer noella nd she came over at like 7.15 nd we went to foster city school to meet ben, martin, nd ryan nd then smoked nd then we went somewhere else nd smoked .. nd then somewhere else nd didnt smoke [[wow]] nd then we walked to the construction area near the vibe nd some guy was staring at us nd we found a piano and ben threw it in the water .. nd then they threw like everything they saw in the water.. i was scared..lol nd then we walked past the vibe nd then to like the umm bridge nd hung out ther .. nd then me nd ryan smoked because we just did. lol nd then we walked to the mini mart and ben went home nd then me, ryan, noella nd martin went behind the mini mart nd smoked again .. nd then ryan nd martin left and then me nd noella smoked again .. the hole wayy home .. nd then we got home nd we were sooo high .. wow we haddta go straight up stairs .. nd stay up there wiid music on so my mom culdnt hear us .. loL nd then we went to sleep
sunDayy __ xO
we woke up at like 8 nd ate garlic bread fer breakfast =D nd then around 1.3o we took michelle [[my cousin]] home nd she got readyy nd my babysitters live next door to her .. nd they hav been my babysitters since i was born so me,noella nd lindsey went to see them.. nd they gave us candy nd we jus chilled there fer like an hour .. nd then we picked michelle back up nd came home nd got readyy nd then dena brought my wings here because we were gunna be angels.. nd then we went to noellas house nd she haddta crawl thro the doggie door haha nd then she got readyy nd her mom nd joe came home nd took pictures of us in our costumes .. nd then we went bakk to my house nd took our wings nd shit off nd got into our other costumes *playboy bunnies* nd we looked like total hoes .. but w/e .. nd then martin calld nd said he wanted to meet us at 4 at foster city school to smoke again nd so we were like 'kayy cool at 4 .. no later' nd hes lyk 'yahh' so then we go there nd he calls nd goes 'no were at karens .. ' n i was like 'kayy no later then 6.3o or ur not smoking' [[coz i had everything..]] nd they were like 'kayy' so we walked around wiid kate nd katie nd then they came at 6.3o nd go 'hang on ill call u in an hour well be back in an hour' n i was like 'no fuck it' nd they jus went off so then we went to like near pw nd hooked up wiid gio, bobby, nd alfred nd went trick er treatin wiid them nd then i called martin nd said 'nevermind jus dnt come' nd then we were wiid gio, bobby nd alfred for the rest of the nite nd then we hookd up wiid olivia coz she got ditched nd these guys threw eggs at us .. nd so we went to this random place near bowditch nd then elijah called nd we hooked up wiid him at bowditch nd then went to this complex next to it nd saw jon, taylor, paige, lauren, kelly, bree, lito nd alex .. i think thats it nd then me, noella nd gio went into this random lil wood thing nd smoked .. nd then we went to this park nd smoked some more .. nd then we went to elijahs house nd gios dad took me, olivia nd noella home nd i felt bad coz me nd noella were soe high nd we were singing nd dancing nd laughing in the back of gios van to country music that we noe .. nd i felt bad coz i thnk his dad knew we were high .. haha sorry gio !! nd then noella got her wings nd went home nd now im doin this .. but its gunna say its mondayy .. oh well ..
i`m not sure about you, but i know i`m sick and tired of people telling us that these are the best four years of our lives. i`ve been in high school long enough to know that it`s just a rumor someone started and everyone else liked how it sounded. high school is rough. boys break your heart, the people you thought you`d die with just drift away, teachers demand way too much, you're never pretty enough, or thin enough, it`s usually a given that you`ll break out right before a first date, and somehow you feel like your world is caving in. it feels like your part of an ongoing struggle. half of you wants to run back to elementary school where you were sheltered and protected, but the other half longs to make it to college and finally be on your own. the stress is sometimes unimagineable. things on the surface always look perfect, but on the inside everything is cracked and hollow. the only thing i know is, if i somehow survive these four years, come what may because i`ll sure as hell be able to deal.
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