I've been very sick lately. Cough, fever, flu and headaches.. Sigh!

They told me off, that I've been working too hard.

I was even urged by a friend to see the doctor, he even gave he $50 for the consulation fees. Hahaha.. Thanks to my 1st husband! Hahaha..

He just wanted me to have fun afterall..

Itchy backside, went to school on Tuesday after being dead sick on Monday.

While doing my work, the 3rd husband called to check me out, where was I and stuffs. He got kindda furious when I told him I was in school. He asked about the money 1st husband gave to me, and did I went to the doctor..

Feeling dead and being nagged my the 3rd husband, I decided to leave the class early. Class started at 8am, when I reached at 8.30am and I left at 10.30am. Wow! 2hours of class only.

Kenne saw my dead face, and told me to go home..

I called mum, telling her that I'm on my way home and I need to the doctor and told her I'm gonna pay for it. She knows that I was utterly broke, and wonder where I got the money to go doctor and she guessed it was my 2nd husband who gave to me. Hahahaha...

I got Wednesday MC. Yeah! I didnt sat at home the whole day, but I almost slept for the whole day. I got class to attend at Bukit Merah in the evening. Sigh!

Suprisingly, aside from being very sick, I managed to score 100% for my World of Tea test.

Class was supposed to end at 2200hrs, but it ended at 2330hrs. Sigh! 2nd husband was supposed to fetch me, but unfortunately I forgot to call him and wake him up. Sigh!

I was supposed to meet up with 4th husband, cause we were supposed to chill out. Sigh! I was damn sick, and 2nd husband didn't fetch me. and unfortunately 4th husband didn't brought a spare helmet. 

Thursday I self delcare holiday, because I still wasn't feeling that well. 2nd husband gave me a wake up call to apologise. Hahaha.. 3rd husband called and reminded to eat my medicine and have alot of rest and not to go out. Hahahah..

I was stubbron, that I left the house for Adventure Ropes. Wohoo!! It wasn't a good idea.. I should have listen to him!

I want that Nike Slip-On!! Unfortunately, they don't have my size! My feet is too big!!

On the way home, 1st husband text me for my status and if I was craving for anyting in random. Hahaha.. only he understand my random cravings. He was around town, and I was somewhere near.

I thought of meeting up with him, but I was supposed to be at home. Sigh!!

4th husband wanted to meet me up, besides not knowing I wasn't feeling well, he wanted to go out for star gazing. Random!!

I'm gonna meet up with him later, I guess if I'm still awake. Hahaha..

*ps: if woman can marry more than one, i would like to have 6, and i know who they are.. sunday will be an off day then.. hahaha.. it's just pure lame crap!*

You didn't came by for a few nights..

You went off with the wind..

I thought you treated me just a friend, and I didn't take you seriously..

I appreciate every effort you make, just to make my day. I can say you were willing to do almost anything to me..

To me you are a gentalman..

I thank you for being such a friend..

Maybe I've made a mistake, to give out your number to a friend..

She seems to have a crush on you, the moment you came close and talk.

Knowing that both of you were single, I felt like giving both of you a try..

I was just trying to be a matchmaker..

A day past..

I was supposed to meet up with you, but there wasn't any respond and I take it you were sleeping..

You will be working at 8am the next day, and it's already 11pm..

I didn't want to disturb you.

I just left a message, saying to you good night.

The next day, you usually buzz me to apologize if you were not able to meet up with me..

I guess both of us were busy, to buzz each other..

The next thing I got to know that you are not in contact with my friend anymore..

Okay..

I guess, she wasn't right for you.

After that incident, we didn't keep in touch..

I guess you thought I was pushing you away..

Now, I realised that your dear friend messages me to check out if I'm working and stuffs..

I got to know from him indirectly that....

I'm sorry..

You should have told me eariler..

I'm not pushing you away..

I should have seen it from the start..

4 months ago..

Now..

It's all have change..

sometimes, i get blinded by the things up infront of me, cause im chasing those which are far ahead..

you were there, for that moment..

i saw it, but i didn't think much about it..

cause many have came by..

some stay, but eventuatlly leave in the end..

so i just took my bag and walk away, without looking back..

*im stuck with eveything that could be perfect*

I'm just dissapointed!! Izwan, you should know why..

I told Izwan that Yati is going to work at my place, and he gave me a WTH face. Hahaha.. it seems freaky to have someone to stick their nose on wherever and whatever I do.

I wasn't feeling fine at all today, and the past few days.

I'm just dead tired!

It doesn't helps, when I can't sleep.

Weird! People was just plainly weird..

I still don't understand why some people are like that.

Hahaha..

I just can't help it but laugh!!

I got a job offer, and it's at the Singapore Zoological Garden.

Sigh!

How many jobs do I need?

*i'm asking your brother*