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Name: Michelle
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Birthday: 4/17/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: cracking funny but sometimes mean jokes(hey i only tell the truth!!) acting like an idiot..but who doesnt??silly me im talking again hehehe
Expertise: wouldnt you like to know*wink wink*,causing pain but who says it hurts,being who I AM
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Business
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/22/2003
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| im on the edge so close to becoming free cant you see ill soon have all ill ever need life here is so desalite cant wait to leave see me go quickly an quietly youll never know i left just cant wait to get the fuck out of here theres only a few people i can stand here they know who they are an their the best just so fucking syched im gonna get the fuck out of fremont i mean oh my god yes yes yes hell yeah an i also have to look forward to the RODEO in texas yeah baby yeah just so WA HOOOOOOOO | | |
| life still sucks but latly it seems I have hope in getting away from all that hurts me and live in peace my heart yearns to get away each day hope seems so close easy for me to reach three months untill i turn 18 ill be able to get away from home yet so much i must figure out but what i need to figure out i solve every day its all becoming so clear it feels like so much is slowly being lifted from my mind a small comfort in all the pain | | |
| im dead an cold inside with no further desire to let the light shine, it's no one's fault but mine i've allowed myself to die, the world is spinning to fast all detailes of my life i've lost in the blur,can't go forward nor look back for i'm only living for the here an now waiting for my closing scene, i can no longer believe a word that is promised to me nor believe there's something more for me. life has drained of me an this is the end result an yet i still find my happiness in loneliness for who could love a beast........lol im silly | | |
| i've fallen to pieces theres no more left of me i've tried so hard to understand what was going on but now its over and its taking the life out of me felt the knief against my skin but the strenghth to cut all the sudden left me no longer know what im living for just going through each day without a purpose in what i do im once again a robot to the world that goes around always thought it would never would end this way but here i am im alone slowy conffesing my soul to the world that i was an always will be a simply gear in the worlds mechanics working for a living only to work untill the day i day all alone it seems with a person turn to for help i've finally lost all hope and are now a shell in which does the world's deed with out a further plee for what else to i have to live for now *sigh*deep thoughts toddles ya'll | | |
| hate burns in so many a soul that if they formed together put the world to its finale experation,though i still question what is hate?,a result from so much pain an despair which leads to life's depression in which we all wish to die an damn those around us who dare speak otherwise,or is it the simple way of gruging because we no longer believe in ourselves in which we blame everyone else,to much remorse an doubt has flooded me only making hate anything but a dull simmer but of which singes my heart turning it slowy to ashy grey then to its final color of carcoal black grimly beating within a hollow chest,i dont much hate to me its further more a lose of believing in all around me an of my self,i slowly turn everyone away slowly dimminish who it was that i once was no longer caring for this wreched body that contains who i am | | |
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