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| Haha, so much can change in such a short amount of time. Boy Who is Confusing is no longer Confusing and has another girl. Done with first semester, did moderately well. Still sticking with research but think that PI is somewhat annoyed at me because am incompetent when it comes to all things DNA-and-proper-pipetting related. Just finished with first orgo exam -- wondering how that went although have good feeling about it. Etc. Tony's still doing his Marine thang. Broke his arm doing the Crucible - what an idiot? - and didn't notice that he had broken it. Away from home -- parents not happy and missing him. Must send him hd of stuffs so as to not watch while he spontaneously combusts from boredom. Found place at Uni 1. It looks really nice although it seems kinda expensive... don't know how to afford it. You know, without resorting to whoring self out/asking parents for money. Those two might be equivalent, not sure yet. Oh eww, not like that. :9 Mraow. | | |
| Man, I just feel like typing something. Sometimes there are so many things in my head that I want some of it to get OUT OUT OUT and I don't really know how because there's really nothing substantial going on up there. xd
Thanksgiving weekend was pretty awesome considering I didn't really do much. Went home on Wednesday (i.e. caught up on a month's worth of sleep in the span of the Greyhound bus ride --- it was 7 hours long due to traffic and I managed to sleep through most of it! am amazing, must admit), hung out at Iris' in Long Island on Thursday, watched her baste(read: syringe) her turkey with maple syrup, watched some good old Friends season 1 episodes. Life-- good. Parents are antisocial (!! did not know this or really acknowledge until now when mom didn't want to hang out[lol] with iris' parents because of said antisocialness) and decided to go to East Buffet for $40 dollar buffet dinner instead. was pretty good, barring the lack of actual cranberry sauce. Apparently soy sauce is all that turkey needs in chinese cuisine. Parents love love parents so much, wanted to friggin vacuum the floor for them -- is this odd? I think it's odd. :D
Friday - hung out with Shashi/Andrew/Jason/MikeShin/Karen (who I don't really remember meeting but must have in the past because went to Hunter together an Hunter is a Very Small Place) and karaoke'd! Kararoke is always fun. Found song called 'Thank Heaven for Little Girls' - artist must clearly have been high when writing/singing this song. Hilarity ensued. Snow Patrol goodness as well as oldies like Kryptonite. Absolutely high off of music afterwards, must've scared everyone at Herald Square with face making habits at Jason and random noises. Certainly scared Cinny and Kat on the phone. Met Cinny's friend Ronnie (Ronny?) nice kid, kinda awkward, tall for an asian guy, not hot. :( Talked about the general stuff (Oh really? You like Manhattan? Where you from? Major? Blah blah blah blahblah brain cells dying) Had dinner with Liz/Cinny/Wendy/Kat/Joyce at expensivo restaurante in le Times Square, basically. Carmine's yay hour wait filled with Wii demonstrations at Toys R Us because apparently not beneath us barely still teenagers to kick (and get ass kicked) by 10 year old at Wii Tennis. Played Sudoku on DS because am dork. Made conversation at dinner -- awkward awkward socializing about boys, current studies, clubbing, classes, etc. Don't really know what to talk about when around people anymore, different schools, different everything really. Kinda sad, losing touch. Felt loserish because no club as much as others. :( Sometimes wish were closer to Boston where Everyone Else is. Liz found boyfriend! Apparently very successful boyfriend to :o she seems to have mellowed out, like her a lot more now. Went home, falling asleep on subway -- miss this so much (oh the thrill of the possibility of getting mugged and/or raped!)
Went with parents to grandfather's and greatgrandfather's grave. Ritual of burning paper for their money and clothing. Hope they're keeping warm wherever they are! It's getting cold after all. Recalled that Grandfather died July 18th, Great Grandfather died July 20th. Interesting how 'lucky' birthday is, told parents, they said that I was born years before so it's ok. xd <3 parents. Ate at Costco, god the servings there are still so huge. Saw FFXII there, want it! Got gummy vitamins yay now I can pretend am healthy. Bad thing happened -- ipod liek broke down yo. Tried to reset it, got it to disk mode, got it out, reset about 202340 times, didn't work. music wiped and nothing to listen to on the way back, not to mention don't know what to do about music now missing from collection. nooooooo BSB I miss thee. :( Saw greatgrandmother, doesn't seem too happy to see us. Old lady in bed next to her very happy though, too bad she only spoke espanol, could barely understand her. Said something about ... can't even remember. Was cheerful and nice, greatgrandmother however wasn't. Sad to see her like this but resigned. Maybe one day she'll respond again but can't really be certain nor hopeful.
Listened to odd music on the greyhound trip back to Balt, Jess has pretty weird music on her shuffle. Brought back zha cai si er! Thank youuuu mom and dad <3 hate the language lab for being closed this weekend, personal opinion that workers should get no holidays EVER (lol) lazy, want to go running and stop being a fatass. Yeah.. stuff.
Decided to avoid or perhaps to just not initiate convo with Boy Who is Confusing or maybe spring on him and ask what sees me as. Don't feel like devoting better portion of the day fretting about meaning of self and him if means nothing to him. Must put out of mind, must be less "easy" to get. Sneaking suspicion that maybe he was just being a frat boy and looking for a fling/hook up. In which case, inclined to oblige but less devotion of feelings and/or brain power to issue. Want to focus on other things -- should research for credit or volunteer at interlibrary? Can't work at all three, hours would go over, get in trouble with Student Employment. 20 hours/week stupid idea but trackable through ssn's, dammit. Must get through orgo and biochem (read chapters in advance, have to pull awesome grade on last exam, possibly get a-? now)
MONDO SUCK -- just for you. xd
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| love duckie so much. so so awesome. <3
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| ahaha, apparently ability to avoid is boundless.
did pretty well on orgo, badly on second biochem test. Each time I tell myself next time I'll study harder, yet I don't. It's the choices we make and the things that we do and choose not to that define us, after all. Kind of depressing.
Must lose weight. Must not be a total fatass, sitting in room, playing RO all day. Must make effort to be a social being. Must remember WoW South Park episode i.e. Must Remember not to crap in seat.
Study more for Japanese? Utilization quizzes still stumping -- odd because understanding material more than last year during Maplestory fest.
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| it's official. 99% dark chocolate is way too h4|2dc0|23 for me. D:
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