And James If  you like me i should tell you i like you too
I wanna be his favorite hello
and his hardest goodbye(divontae i need u to be mine!)

Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop your crying is the one who made you cry?

Id give you my heart but broken things arent pretty(i may have never had a real guy to come and break my heart, but everyone else sure has broke it)

I guess I'll just paint on a smile
and learn how to pretend that everything is fine

A True Smile Is One That Comes From The Eyes, and i will never have a true smile

I wish I could tie you in my shoes
And make you feel unpretty too!(and then all you people that say shit about me would be able to see how it really fucking feels)

Even if I am SMILLING
I am SCREEMING inside

If I looked like HeR would you notice ME

Currently Listening Wanted By Bow Wow see related

Merry Christmas Every One

Ok So 4 Christmas I got :

Bow Wow - Wanted (CD)

Chris Brown - Chris Brown (CD)

B5 - B5 (CD)

Pajama's(pink flannel, top and bottom, very cumfy)

Shirt(cute, purplish)

Jeans and a belt

I guess I also have a couple presents coming in the mail that mom ordered for me, BUT they're nothing to get excited over or anything i guess

For christmas from my uncle tom and his girlfriend laura I got: $20.00, a really cute scarf, chapstick, a cornbag(its really neat), and some icebrakers.

For christmas from my brother adam , his girlfriend amanda, and their two kids gabby and nathan I got: a scarf(its really nice and colorful), and some rasberry body wash.

for christmas from vi and donavon(my neighbors) i got and american eagle bracelet.

for christmas from Mrs. Vanrokel and Garret(a really nice and awesome teacher and her son) i got a candy cane and a scarf(the scarf is called a crazy scarf, because they use all their scraps to make it so its all different fabrics)

Jolene I cannot wait until you have ur baby!! It's gonna come really soon!!!!

On new years eve i am babysitting for bob and ginia, amy and wuts his name(forgot it sumthin with a d), and maybe nelly and eric. I will have Britany and Zach, Heather, Katelyn, and Nick. And maybe Destiny and Jessica. Amy will have Samantha with her so she can breast feed it. I will either babysit at the hotel and get my own room with the kids or at bob and ginia's house. If i babysit at the hotel i will get to take the kids swimming. I can't wait, i will get paid sooooooooooooo good!!!!

I have started baby sitin for jody again thank god she has given me a second chance!!!

And rite now i am sick. I have a headache and a reallly sore throat. yesterday and friday i was forcing my self to eat(thats how bad my throat hurt) i still have to kind of force myself to eat, i think i might make mom buy me a sixpac of jello since it will be really easy to eat

Hey every one  sooooo sry i haven't updated since like august!! Ok well I really don't know wut to put. Ummmmm Everybody hates me, I will be single fo life.

I can't wait till new years cuz i will get lots of money

i can't wait to loose a shit load of weight(which will prolly never happen)

ummm i have no clu wut else to put so ya

 chelsea

Sry i haven't updated fo a while. Welll the babysittin went fine that nite, Nick kept beating me up( hehe ). Amy had a bab y gurl name Samantha JoLyn ( spelling ) she is soooooo cute and tiny.  On Friday I am goin to Wisconsin, its goin to be soooo much fun, i hope. Since  Jackie will prolly be with Sam or wutever his name is , that she told me about. I have no cousins out there my age, everyone there is either older or way younger. Soo i hope i have fun. Best thing is I get to go shoppin on the way out there!! I get my own tent to sleep in or else i am sleeping in the car!!! And if anyone thinks that I am goin to babysit their kids fo free they are crazy, cuz i am goin on vacation and i won't babysit fo free maybe not even at all. Wut I'll prolly do out there is just sit around by myself sit in my tent or the care listen to my music and stuff like that. Well that's all.

Currently Watching Johnson Family Vacation: Cedric The Entertainer By Cedric The Entertainer, Bow Wow, Vanessa Williams, Steve Harvey see related

Hey Last nite Becky spent the nite. we were up all nite doin nuttin n then she went home at like 3*00 or so n then i was watchin my CaBlE *(we got that back on monday)* n then i came here.  My AuNt JaN iz comin tonight from MiChIgAn. ***************Today's**Scedule****************

2*50*(sumthin)* ~ got up

3*30 ~ came on line

rest of day ~ nuthin planned

Later tonite JaN CoMeS

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**********Friday's**Scedule*********************

Get Up BeFoRe NoOn~ so i can get ready

After ThAt~ Jan is comin to get me to take me n Jackie out fo lunch n go shopping

Later ~ go swimmin at JaN's HoTeL

Around 7*30-8*00 ~ get picked up to go BaBySiT: BrIt, ZaCh, NiChOlAs, KaTeLyN, & HeAtHeR

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Amy  iz havin her BaBy tOmOrOw I guess I can act a little happy for her n i guess i can act happy to have her  other 3 kids tomorow nite.

ThAtS aLl Fo NoW

TTFN

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