Goodbye America!
Welcome back to Hong Kong! To be exact.... welcome back to QMH!
 Which is actually... pretty SAD  There are times i seriously think of quitting... but the happy (also saddening) fact is that i still "once in a while" find everything fascinating.... damn it.... coz im one of the kind who seriously have the guts to do things i desire. I want to create a memento for my trip to the States but Im sure it will again be a lot of hard work... i failed to do that for my South Africa trip last yr... and i still feel bad about it... so maybe this yr i will "try again" while keeping things simple... keep a huge photo album and try hard to put caption alongside with the pictures... but who knows coz i've taken approximately a thousand pictures this time... coz it has been a long trip! Went to lots and lots of beautiful places. Came across with numerous amazing people. My travel buddy is, i know, a nice person at heart, but just not necessarily the right person to travel with. Perhaps im just too treacherous for anybody. Seriously, too treacherous. When i want to have fun, i mean i want to have great fun. and travelling means boosting up all the stamina and enjoy as if it's your first and last in your lifetime. So im kinda fast-paced and energetic and very expressive and fluent in myself. So as a matter of fact, when i dont get a response (not to mention a response of quality like more than a yes/no or super duper amazingly short and blunt answer) i'll be surely pissed. it has been a learning process and sometimes i did think everybody just miserably failed coz i just couldnt lift my own spirit or keep myself happy anymore. there's no other worse feeling in the world than not being able to share yr joy with anybody when u're having immense fun and excitement. im just toooo scared of silence which i had to endure for like 9 hours every single day... ended up sometimes i successfully lived with it but still a considerable amount of time having a hard time suppressing ill feelings. Well this is what we called personality traits. Some people insisit that it is inborn which i will never agree coz i believe one can learn and be remodelled according to yr age and the environment. "Some experience will follow you home"
This is a line i read from the "ornament" on top of a cab in San Francisco. I find this so true and enlightening. And i also rmb looking up at the cloudness sky on my way back from Hearst castle that i promise myself i wont stop believing. What i have been promised with, will eventually come true. It may take days, weeks, months or years... but maybe, just maybe, one day angels come and make dream alive. Who knows what's gonna happen anyway. And i guess im just another girl who needs to be taken care of and will be very impressed when sb can read maps and being affectionate and tender while showing masculinity! haha difficult isnt it? but there are PEOPLE (not person) who are like that! just that we're living in different capsule of time or place.
Thought of uploading some pics to facebook.... but so many! how am i supposed to do that!
School formally starts for me tmr... so quick! making everything seem like a dream... simply cant believe i was like thousands of miles away a couple of days ago racing against time and trying to capture all the beautiful scenery with my cam and my mind. i still rmb Trina's telling me that the best picture ever taken is a mental picture. Just try, and u can rmb the scene for life. it's just somewhere imprinted in some mysterious part of yr brain even when u think u've lost that part of memory. If you need me, i'll always be there.
(though my summer vacay is OVER and i have classes from 830 till 5 everyday....)
but i'll always be there and have yr back when u need me  Talked too much after i got back (for compensation maybe!)
Now my voice is a little bit coarse! hahaaha!
Nice night :] too bad sb had to leave early and missed a great great part =p Physically drained. But my mind is still restless, as usual.
I need time to re-adjust, especially when there's nobody around me anymore.
This is gonna be so different... just so so so different.  | 
