| so when do you give up? when do you finally call it quits when nothin major happens just all the lil things adding up do they really make that much of a difference? do you just stop trying or give em up completely? that is my question for you ... |
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| so its crazy in just a lil over a month i feel like i'll finally be done and moving on not to say i won't miss things but it seems like i won't be in that same place i'm always in or falling back into old ways... if some thing didn't work the first time does that mean it wasn't ment to work or wasn't supose to ? i keep going over that in my head and i feel like once i move that it will be an ending point in a good way i'll miss every thing but nothing at the same time its hard to explain but one more month and we will all say our good byes and some of you we will see again and others will just seemingly disapear off the face of the earth or thats how it will feel  some its best others greatly missed |
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| so i've decided forgetting the past or events you didn't actually mean to happen is very hard the akwardness will always be there people will avoid it why do people avoid their feelings is it that they just can't handle them or what? i mean seriously yes i understand avoiding people happens all the time but really something is only as big as you make it if you just brush it off then it really wouldn't be the bad. is that a true fact or would any one disagree with that? frustration occurs... |
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|  so thinking back on everything i'm extreamly happy with how every thing turned out for the most part ya theres a few things i'd like to change but some situations i'm glad happened i now see how they were for the best and seeing where those people are at now and the drama they brought to everything but ya so we graduate in a little over a week and have less than a week of school left that is crazy to say the least. i'm ready for it though ya there are some people i will miss but in three months i will get the chance to meet all new people which will be great it will kind of be like a new start and i won't have to deal with past relationships and all that like charlie said if it didn't work out the first time there must of been a reason and if you know that then why continue trying move on and try something new... and looking back he is absolutely right to grow you must try new things and meet new people so finally i'm moving on with it and in a sense giving up on something i thought was there but might of never truely have been... so in other new i start training for rock river rapids which is kind of cool oh you know whats sad too i could make more being a life guard at the ymca then i'm making at dillons and thats starting... to me thats kind of pathetic i mean come on something is way wronge with that... oh well i'm keeping my job at dillons b/c the drive is just too far other wise i would b/c i could transfer to the y in st jo up by highland where i'm going to college...but ya i'm feeling very zeen in almost so i'll ttyl
love lots, megan |
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| This is the guilty game, play it wisely. Have fun! Given a hickey?: haha tried and failed :(
Singing in the shower?: Guilty
Gotten a hickey?: Guilty
Spit in someone's Drink?: Innocent
Played with Barbie?: Guillty
Made someone cry?: Guilty
Opened your Christmas presents early?: Innocent
Broken a bone?: Innocent
Seen "The Goonies" more than 5 times?: Innocent only seen parts of it really
Stolen something: Innocent
Played a Computer game for more than 5 hours?: Guilty
Ran through the sprinklers naked?: innocent
Went outside naked?: haha... Guilty
Flashed somebody?: Guilty
Mooned somebody?: Guilty
Been on stage?: Guilty
Been on stage naked or close to it?: Innocent
Been in a parade?: Innocent
Been in a school play?: Guilty
Been on a plane: Innocent
Been on a cruise?: Innocent
Stayed awake for 48 hours+?: Innocent
Broken into a house?: Guilty
Gotten a tattoo?: Guilty (hena lol)
Gotten piercings? Yup three
Gotten into a fist fight?: innocent
Gotten into a shouting match?: Guilty
Swallowed sea/pool water?: Guilty
Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?: Guilty
Laughed so hard it hurt?: Guilty
Tripped on your own feet?: Guilty
Cried yourself to sleep?: Guilty
Cried in public?: Guilty
Thrown up in public?: Innocent unless you count dannys lmao
Cried so hard you threw up?: Innocent
Gone skinny dipping: Guilty
Skydived: Innocent
Gotten jealous: GUILTY
Fried an egg on the sidewalk?: innocent
Screamed so loud you turned red: Guilty
Burned an ant with a magnifying glass: Innocent |
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