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Expertise: ...so what makes you play this game? with results always the same and nothing but bad reputations to gain. it speaks to me like all is fine & i could cry from all the bend & breaks that i took this time when happiness is based on lies, it's so hard, it's too hard to tell the truth...


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Friday, October 08, 2004

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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

my name is marisa.
i turn 17 in a month and one days.
i like pink & baby blue together.
i'm naive when it comes to love.
i dwell in the past.
i wish i were taller.
i'm ignorant when it comes to hurting other's feelings.
mallory martin made me cry freshmen year.
i'm sensitive.
friends tell me i lead on boys.
i smile and say it's ok to hide how i truely feel.
i'm a mean girl.
i'm single now because i can't change my ways.
what's meant to be will find a way.
i hate the sun.
i'm a shop-a-holic.
i lie.  i tell the truth, i just leave some parts out.
i know i'm not supposed to do certain things, but i do them anyways.
i hold grudges.
i'm a flirt.
i wish that one night, i had stayed at one place.
i could be ur best friend or your worst enemy.
times change.
you're vulnerable in relationships because that significant other knows things about you that NO ONE else knows.
love hurts.
i like rainy days at home.
i over-analyize situations.
i've changed a lot since 9th grade.
there's a fine line between a slut and someone that wants to have fun.
i like rainy days at home.
humid / hot days make me extra grumpy.
i'm insecure.
i wish i could make you see.
life is too short.
you never know what you have until it's gone.
i like the disney channel.
"bitch i'm not conceited, i'm just awesome."
i don't follow my heart.  i think things through first.
people change.
i have no best friend.
i'm getting fat.
i don't know how you feel about me.
unstable.
you're only a teen once & i'm gonna live it to the fullest.
doing WHATEVER i want...
no regrets.
unintentionally a prick.
but i'm really nice i swear!
i'm unaware of consequences.
i don't want to grow up.
i'm young & i don't know what i want.
i should go study for my U.S history test tomorrow now.
byee


Wednesday, April 28, 2004

life isn't about keeping score.  it's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all.  it isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.  it's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school.  in fact, it's not about grades, $, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not.  life isn't about if you have a lot of friends or if your alone.  and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.  life just isn't about that.
 
but life is about who you love and who you hurtit's about trust, happiness and compassion.  it's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love.  life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidenceit's about what you say and what you mean.  it's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have.  most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise.  these choices are what life's about.