Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So, tell me when you gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go


Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know.

again, yet another milestone in my life.

here it goes....

Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of

Dark blue

Yayy... tomorrow I get to see all my friends! I'm obviously stuck in the house for a couple weeks and only able to move, talk and get on the computer when I'm hopped up on drugs but that's cool. Once I get past the drowsy, pass out stage then I have about an hour of energy and minimal pain.

call me and make sure im not sleeping. and i apologize ahead of time if im really out of my mind when you come to see me.

stupid, infected, leaky appendix!... you would ruin the last bit of my summer.

surgery was really scary for me because it wasn't something i expected to have to do within my lifetime- so thanks for phone calls and visits. it means the world.

love L.

MY DAYS:

7:30 wake up.

8:45-12 swim lessons.

12:30-3:15 sleep.

4-6 legacy swim lessons.

6:30-8:30 LS pool swim lessons

8:30- whenever.... whatever and crasshhh.

i enjoy the job. i  love paychecks. Adore some of the little youngins.

but i hate missing out on my summer and my friends.

so no im not ignoring you or just choosing not to hang out with you. my hours say no, and then my exhausted body says can't.

bleh.

I wanna have the same last dream again
The one where I wake up and I'm alive
Just as the four walls close me within
My eyes are open up with pure sunlight
I'm the first to know
My dearest friends
Even if your hope has burned with time
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
You will be fine

Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin