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alright so, heres how it goes. life at school is something that you cant put into words.... a boy who everyone loved. a boy who brightened others days.wouldnt stop waving or saying hi to you untill you said hi back and would be soo happy because you said hi to him. a boy whos laugh made you laugh. a boy who you never thought of when you thought of death. december sixth, two thousand and six christopher b pelican died. altho he is gone, he will never be forgotten. willl never be forgotten. will always be missed and loved. chris. i have known you for like ever, and i never thought this day would come so soon. unsespected. you are seriously gonna be greatly missed. im gonna expecially miss your silly laugh and funny random dances.i didn really talk to you in middle school. i really wish i would of. elementary school was so much fun. yeah. you were my ~~elementary~~ crush. im gonna miss you. see you when its my time, buddy.
Rest In Peace*;
Christopher B. Pelican
1992 - 2006
i love you.</3

so i havent been on this for a while. so im updating. well.to start off. i went to church camp last week, and it was the best week of my life. i felt that i was geting closer to god. it;s pretty much the best feeling ever. lake champion is the bestt. you should totally try church camp out sometime. it;s wonderful. the experience is breath takingg! so much funn. yehh i miss it alott. anywayss. basically i have this book to readd but i really dont wanna read it. rawr. fucking messed up school making us read over our summer. then making us go till june 14th. what faggasses. welpp. im bored with thiss. goingg to myspace. your a smutthead so comment mee :]

soo. basically. everyone is on mysapce now and forgetting about xanga. so i guess if your reading this your pretty muchh a lameass, but thats okay! saturday i;m leaving for new york with one of my best friends and staying till the tenthh. i cant wait!! soo. i guess you could say my summer have been going pretty well. nothing bigg has happened other then the fact i actually was in love with a guy. but were done and over with. you gotta be a flirt in the summer anyways [:
++ well, myspace is calling my name, later kiddds.

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<b>hihihihihihi.</b> im aylaa :] i promise you im nothing important. im a five foot, fourteen year old girl trying to figure out who she really is. typical girl who wishes on 11:11, puts on her makeup && wishing for the best to come. status, absolutly in love and wouldnt change it for the world. im not about to tell you everything about me because there is so much more then words can define. i live by quotes and by the lessons i learn in life.i dont understand a lot of things. i studer when i talk, get used to it. i dont care who you are i will tell you if i said something about you, most likely everything i say about you will be to your face if its mean. you must work for my trust and i would hope for you when you walk in my life, to not just up and leave it. ive been hurt, ive been happy, ive been sad, ive seen a lot, but i will do just fine. <3