*Im So SiCk Of WaItInG fOr HiM*

So the past couple of weeks have really changed me. I fell for the guy i have liked in the past too many times over. But there is something about him that no one else understands! It is so hard to explain it to my friends. I wish things would just work out for me for once!!

I want to tell thanks to all my friends who have been there for me latly...you have NO idea how much you guyz have helped me i love you all sooo mcuh!!

Kass- OMG!! Where do i begin? You are seriosuly THE best friend anyone could ask for! You have listened to me complain and cry over this situaion and have never compalined about it! Thank you soo much hunnie! Sneeking out with you to go over to their house has been so much fun!! You are soo much fun to chill with too! We have gotten so close and i love it! You know i am always here for you no matter what!!

Srdjan- WOW! You are one funny kid lol You and listned to me alot talk about you know who lol and you can always make me smile no matter what mood i am in! You are soo awesome! I LOVE YOU HUN!...even though your team lost and i won the bet lol i still love ya! Friday will be fun!!

There are SO many more of you but im running out of time so i will DEF. be posting the rest of you soon!!

<3 you all!!

I.. AM.. OFFICIAL.. IN.. LOVE..~~HA.. HA.. KASS..

Well i had a really good day today!! Im kinda bored so this entry will be

mostly icons about...

LOVE©

*what i wish i could have with him*

in my heart is where you are
  never gone never far
  always close
   in my heart is where you are
      everyday...  always close everyday
     every step along the way every step 
       along the way ©

&& she said,
"where have you
been my whole
life?" && he said,
"looking for you."

do what makes you happy
be with who makes you smile
& laugh as much as you breathe.

i need a miracle ;; i wanna be your girl

give me a chance to see, that you are made for me

i need a miracle please let me be your girl

cause i know for sure..

im in love with you

For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something.
You want it to be with someone you can't get outta your head,
so that when your lips finally touch, you can feel it everywhere.
A kiss so hot, so deep, that you never want to come up for air.

She will be loved.

BPlayingUKno: U got played by the game what u think my s/n stood 4? I be playing ur ass u kno

^^^^That would be John Magurder for those of who dont know him! I just want EVERYONE to know the real him!! He is a complete ass and will only put you through shit you never thought possible!!

Here are a couple of icons dedicated to this asshole!!! Hope everyone will now understand what i had to go through and why i might have been a bitch to some ppl!! I want to say sry to those of you who know who you are!! I am sry i love you all!!!

 *HA HA he wishes he was!!!**thanks for the drama ass!!!*

             ha ha   

Well i guess everyone gets the point!! I am soo done w/ that ass!! I just really hope i find a guy who will treat me the way i know i deserve to be treated or maybe i have already found him if he would just talk to me!! Well i hope everyone knows how i feel that  i have shown pretty much everyone who will ready this! and i really hope he wil!! And i want him to know i HATE YOU!!!!!!!

Well it has been a long week!! Christmas wasnt the best i have had. But i guess you cant always have what you want...my break really felt like it actually started yesterday...

*Wednesday*     Went and picked up Kelly then we picked up Rachel and Carolyn so we could all go watch a movie. We saw Cheaper by the Dozen 2 *its actually a really cute movie* We then went to Applebees which is really really good the best place! We droped off Rachel and Carolyn then me and Kelly didnt want to go home so we drove around for a little bit when we decided to call Srdjan. We went over to Srdjan's and just chilled there for a bit which was fun. we left but Kelly forgot her purse so we had to go back. The look on Srdjans face was pretty funny. I took Kelly home then went to my daddys work. I went to dinner with them then came home.

*Wednesday Ngiht*    Drove out to Allisons where i stayed the night. We were soo hyper! We dressed up in her lil brothers clothes and tried to be the under budget gangsters that we know we are! lol It was alot of fun! We called alot of ppl and had some guyz "meet" us somewhere but we never went so we stood them up so it was pretty funny! Then i got a phone call from someone i really have wanted to talk to!! He he but yea Allison and i had sooo much fun i love that girl!

Well i think this is a long enough entry! Leave some comments~!~

Well this week was a very crazy one!! Monday i wore John's Magurder shirt, which caused a lot of drama but i enjoyed wearing it its a pretty pimed out shirt as John would say lol. Tuesday was just a normal boring day at school no drama that day thank God! then i had to go to dance which was o.k. Wednesday was a nice half day pretty much just a blow off day but S.A.D.D. was pretty sweet! Kiera came up with the new way to make a S for when we are at the meetings that was funny and were getting wrist bands..gee i wonder waht they should say...possible S.A.D.D.? lol that was funny. Thursday was alot of fun too John and i had a snow ball fight and got all my papers wet cuz im a dumbass and dont know how to old it correctly lol but we wont go into Thursday lol Friday was alot of fun too!! Lauren found out John was over and i guess she was pretty pissed but it was fun jus talking to John i really miss him!! but that was my week no here are some icons and cute quotes.

Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, your're everything. To someone, you're gorgeous. To someone you are the world

They say a person needs just three things to be turly happy is this world. Someone to love, //something// to do and *something* to hope for.

 

 

 

My friends ask me "Do you like him?"
I just look at them and said "Pshh do i like
him, are you crazy? No!" && as i walk away
i silently whisper to myself, "I dont like him...i love him."