We all wonder what we will be when we grow up...dinosaur hunter when you five, astronaut when your 10, Firefighter when your 15.  Well here I am wanting to be a teacher, yep children are my life now.  Funny how that happen.  Thats my major in college now too, Early Childhood to 4th Grade.  Speaking of college, I attend Dallas Baptist, a christian college.  Well I also have that cult thing called a face book, yep just like everyone else in the world.  Didn't that new feed thing drive you up the wall.  Anyway, met some amazing people that have pretty much change the way I look at life, bless God.  Allison and Ben are most likly the closest friends ive made here.  Talking to Allison has changed the way I really look at my future and Ben just makes me laugh and is very uplifting.  Tabatha, Kristen, Savy, and many others have given me more joy to be their friends.  Jami is my roomate.  I guess knowing him from preschool helps us get along.  LOL.  We call him The Italian.  I also working at a after school program at a church called Cliff Temple Baptist Church.  The kids there lighten up my day, its funny how they all believe that me and Allison are brother and sister, they thought we were married at first.  Well college is alot of fun.  God has bless me in more ways than one, I love him more than anything else that I know of.  I see you guys later.

Austin

I now know that life offically sucks on friendships.  If they are not strong enough you lose that friendship falls apart and rarly comes together again.  Im in Tulsa right now and just got done talking to one of my friends that seems to have be strained because of our lives.  But we will hang on...I believe we are strong enough.   Others sadly i believe will fall apart within the next year.  I going to try my hardest to pull them together but after i leave home...i fear that what happen when i left Tulsa will happen again.  For seven years i lived in Tulsa..grew up there...made friends...and now i will never see them again because i moved...seven years of friendships down the drain.   It feels like one part of my life will never be complete because i never will find out the outcomes of so many things that i held on to for seven years and it is frustrating.  Sometimes i don't think my friends think about how much that certain part of my life meant to me...if they knew that everytime they talk about the last seven years of there life, how i feel that i can't share and know that they don't really care to hear about my seven years......I just had alot on my mind lately and felt like writing.  I feel so hold on me....like a thick cloud.

So...some much to talk about here....not really enough time.  Had a tennis tornament two weeks ago and me and Chelci got 2nd.  Then Tuesday We had another match and we lost.  Chelci got excepted to DBU...and Alena's sister had a baby.  Kasey, Chelci, Zack, Jarod, and the rest of my Youth Group went to HOT HEARTS...and it was fun...had some drama between some people...see how that goes.  Still dateless for prom...but i don't care much anymore.  Woke up this mourning to a trashed room.  I slept walked last night and tore my room up.  Im on the Science Team for the school...imagine that...and my band essemble was canceled.  Life tough we move on...anyways havn't talked to many people lately....seems like everyone is busy...reading beowulf....laying on my bed is my new pass time..so bored.  No tennis all week....no essemble..no games...no anything...except for a test for HUMA1301 thursday...really looking forward to that(sarcasm).   Nothing much to tell...bye

Yeah this week is like blah....im going blind now too.  Yesterday and today i keep seeing double of everything and light was really bright.  Just add to my headach....and i have so much crap going through my mind...it felt good to talk to Brit about it.....thanks.  One more day...with a tennis game tomarrow.  Nothing much left to say.

Austin