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Tuesday, October 07, 2008

  • Currently Watching
    Alice in Wonderland (Masterpiece Edition)
    By Kathryn Beaumont, Ed Wynn, Richard Haydn, Sterling Holloway, Jerry Colonna
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    Alice in Wonderland

    If you've ever watched the old cartoon made in 1951 in which Alice falls down the rabbit hole and lands in the weird land, youve either had a love or hate relationship with it. For me, it was pure love. I love to see what kind of interesting ideas are relayed in it and what creative things people thought of. It was like a challenge to my mind to see if I could think of the same kind of things that even the best could come up with. The funny thing is, that basically no one else I know likes the movie. Everything is too odd for them, too disconjointed, to, as many people say, trippy, for their taste. Well I have it on now, and I am trying to look at it in a way that I haven't before. because, for me, to fall into a place like that would mean that I would have an interesting adventure with new things and fun things and experiences that very few have. at the same token, if I fell into wonderland and was entirely comfortable with the way things are now, I would not like it in the least. I think I'd rather enjoy wherever I am, and not have many expectation about where I am and what I'm doing.

    I dont think this this post has a point, but then again neither does alice in wonderland, so I guess its fitting. I'm going to bed.

    ~Josh

Thursday, October 02, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Cruel to Be Young
    By Jonezetta
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    A giant shout out to Dave Wager for this one. I was on his mailing list for his thought of the day and I go through them every once in a while to get something, well this one spoke to me so well. Hope you like it.

    Neh. 6:15-16 (NLT)
    So on October 2 the wall was finally finished—just fifty-two days after we had begun. [16] When our enemies and the surrounding nations heard about it, they were frightened and humiliated. They realized that this work had been done with the help of our God.

    When our work is finished who will get the glory? Will people look at our plans? Will they see our talent, our insight, our wisdom or our resources as what accomplished the job or will they see Jesus?


    It is easy to keep pushing God out of our formulas. We keep wanting to do things to become more “independent” of our creator. What would happen today if I did things that made me more dependent? What would happen today if I spent more time in prayer and study than planning and self improvement? What would happen if I actually trusted what God would do and actually sought how God wanted to do it?

    If my day would be much different than the day I have planned, then I need to readjust my plans. I need to sit and evaluate all things in the light of who or what will get the glory when it is accomplished. If I am at the center of things- I need to move aside and make different decisions.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    There Came a Lion
    By Ivoryline
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    Hearts and Minds

    My mind isn't quite sure
    what is has bargained for.
    But my heart is in time with
    with the consistent beat.

    This dream is sneaking up on me
    no matter how collected I seem to be.
    Is anybody ever truly complete?
    Or are the better ones just better at believing?

    So I'll go and say you're with me.
    I know it's just the beginning.

    At times I feel cold and exposed under a microscope
    but it has never much better to live.
    It doesn't matter if all my friends latch on to this.
    There's only one acceptance that's not later dismissed.

    Just go and say you're with me.
    I know it's just the beginning.

    My mind isn't quite sure
    what is has bargained for.
    But my heart is in time with
    with the consistent beat of yours.

    I'm not looking to music to complete me.
    I'm not looking for a new philosophy.
    I'm not waiting for somebody to swoon me.
    I'm just searching for a better way into your love.

    Can you feel the only eyes that see inside?
    Can you feel anything anymore?
  • Currently Listening
    There Came a Lion
    By Ivoryline
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    Truly Digesting God

    Dr. Schuchardt had a conference this weekend at College Church entitled "Life with no off switch" in which a great many number of things were covered, anywhere from Ipods to anti-depressants. It was the section on depression and psychological states that really struck a chord with me though. The entire time while he was talking about the effect that media has on clinical studies I was sitting in my seat quietly worrying that people would get up and leave or start yelling things at him. I mean, yes, this is Wheaton, but being Wheaton could also mean that people are more vocal towards opposition. The thing that really struck me about this was that Dr. Schuchardt wasn't trying to pick a fight, which is what I feel like most of those kind of things turn into to, just a kind of rambling of one person in the crowd versus the speaker, and the audience is left uncomfortable and recommitted to the fact that said topic will not come up in conversation with others. The talk on Frday very closely turned into this, as there was a certain lady in the back that was obviously extremely upset with the possibility that most psychological states and deficiencies come about from the newer forms of media that are introduced. Now, I can understand why she was upset, I know people that are suffering from different disorders, and I myself not struggling with any disorders that I can think of (Except for enjoying life a bit too much) have really no right to take a stance on it, but looking at pure numbers (which is Ironic because the whole thought of looking at pure numbers is also a result of new media), at the time of the introduction of the telegraph, there were only 8 different kinds of mental disorders. The newest edition for mental disorders, released last year, puts the number at more than 200. did we just find these and label these? or did these problems arise out of the way that we live.

    I'll leave you with this, Who ever said that the way we live our lives is the normal way or even the way that life was supposed to be lived?

    ~Josh

Friday, September 26, 2008

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    • State: Illinois
    • Metro: Aurora
    • Birthday: 3/7/1988
    • Gender: Male
    • Member Since: 4/12/2004

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