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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
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I'm a cynic
Look at the Cultural Revolution, the time of communism and idolism. In order to resolve the social inequality, minimize the waste, everyone is “equal”; no “class”. What should be produced and how many should be produced were all told by the government. It’s a Utopia and all because of one leader – Chairman Mao. Everyone adores him, he’s a living God. What he says MUST be true, what oppose him MUST be wrong. His presence saves ALL people from misery. Reading what he writes is equivalent to reading a Bible.
The first time I was told what happened in my own country (after entering university), I was STUNNED, literally. How could this thing happen? It’s like people don’t have their OWN thought, they are incapable of judging what’s right and what’s wrong.
They are pathetic.
Look at this capitalist city. No mood to argue the social inequality or class or stuff like that. People seems happier when comparing with the counterparts in Cultural Revolution, people sell and buy things according to their wishes and the money in hands of course.
Funny thing is when you get to know their aesthetic judgment. Things are good and beautiful because the advertisement, the marketing, all those branding skills where people pour SHITLOAD of money. They are INCAPABLE of judging things; the aesthetic standard is ALL DEFINED by others. Think this is pathetic? How about this, “Feel it! This > $2,000 scarf is really very warm!!”
Not only the aesthetic judgment is defined by others, even the PHYSICAL feeling is DEFINED by others, it’s like EVEN the sensory receptors underneath the skin are INCAPABLE of feeling things, not to mention the brain is actually involved in this process.
Is there any adjective out there stronger than “pathetic”?
And I DO want someone to convince me all of the above is crap.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
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Free Burma
I heard this event from a friend Lok Yan. If you haven't heard about this yet, you need to jump on board. Tomorrow bloggers around the world will be uniting in support of the people of Myanmar as they rise up to oppose the militant dictatorship currently in control of the government in their country. Go to http://Free-Burma.org and register to be a part of the day.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
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Currently Listening
Graduation
By Kanye West
see relatedRe: Cries from Myanmar's darkness
I feel strongly on the artcle titled as "Cries from Myanmar's darkness" written by Mr. Kevin Rafferty published in today's SCMP, he successfully made me to write an opinion letter first time ever in my life.
Cries from Myanmar's darkness
Kevin Rafferty
Sep 29, 2007Buddhist monks, those most pacific of religious people, have marched through the streets of Myanmar's main cities, Yangon and Mandalay, over the past week. They were protesting against years of hardship, gross mismanagement and corruption inflicted on their long-suffering people. Ordinary people joined in, holding hands to form a protective cordon around the monks. The few hundreds swelled to thousands, then to an estimated 100,000.The demonstrators were a silent reproach not just to the secretive generals who have repressed the country for so long, but also to their main paymasters in Beijing
- and to the rest of the world, which has looked away for so long. There are several burning questions now. The most obvious one is whether the people of Myanmar will get an opportunity to enjoy a measure of freedom after 44 years of military repression. But equally important is whether China can show maturity, wisdom and vision by promoting a peaceful solution to what could easily end in savagery and mass murder. Myanmar's plight is also a test of whether Beijing can be a world leader. So far, the signs are not good.
After days of peaceful demonstrations, the patience of the secretive generals running the country snapped, and they sent in the troops. A whiff of tear gas, shots in the air and beating of monks were followed by tougher stuff: real shots, real deaths, pleas of "Don't shoot your own people." But the military is in no mood to listen or accept a challenge to its rule.
Thanks to modern technology, the rest of the world has been able to watch these events from mobile telephones via the internet. The images were strong enough to catch the notice of the United Nations, that fragile guardian of world peace. The UN Security Council met to consider what could be done to stop possible bloodshed, and immediately demonstrated its helplessness and incompetence in the face of real threats to international peace. The council urged restraint and sent its envoy to the region.
China, India and Russia led the resistance to any firmer action by singing the tired old tune that what is happening is an internal matter for the people of Myanmar to settle by themselves. Almost equally pathetically, the US and European Union issued empty threats of tightening their sanctions against Myanmar. That has not, and will not, work because China, India, Russia, Singapore, Thailand and others are making money by trading with the generals.
It is especially sad to hear India, the much-vaunted "largest democracy in the world" use the excuse of not getting involved in Myanmar's internal affairs. India's external affairs minister Pranab Mukherjee had the cheek to claim that the people of Myanmar must decide about their own government - knowing full well the chance unarmed people have against ruthless military rulers.
When it comes to interference in a country's internal affairs, isn't it gross interference to offer billions of dollars in trade deals and to supply weapons - not to mention millions of dollars in personal bribes - to prop up the military rulers and allow them to repress their people? In this game, India is only a neophyte. Fear of falling behind China in influence in Myanmar prompted New Delhi to give up its previous policy of support for the democracy movement. China is the undoubted leader in propping up Myanmar Military Inc. Official trade between the two nations rose by almost 40 per cent this year; about a million Chinese have settled in Myanmar; and China is the biggest weapons supplier to the country.
Yes, Beijing is right in saying that sanctions will not work. But it would have an immediate, salutary effect if Beijing stopped dealing with the military, which has a stranglehold on all lucrative economic opportunities, including oil and gas, timber, gems and drugs. It is easy to understand why Beijing has taken its position: it is easier to deal with a pliant client state than with a lively democracy. If Beijing encouraged democracy in Myanmar, it might raise questions about China itself.
But now the situation is so serious that it is in Beijing's interest to think the unthinkable. It is not merely that, on the eve of the Beijing Olympics, China does not want to be seen supporting repression and murder. The military in Myanmar has shown itself to be so corrupt and incompetent that it is an embarrassment to China. Instability in the form of drug use and HIV/Aids infections are spreading across the border into China.
Myanmar's military is in stark contrast to the rulers of China. The Chinese Communist Party has the legitimacy of having fought for the country, and of running an economy that has brought great benefits to the masses.
According to Transparency International, Myanmar is now, jointly with Somalia, the most corrupt country in the world. The military rulers have transformed one of the richest and most promising countries into a desert of poverty - except for the oases of plunder and plenty around the military. When the daughter of the junta leader, Senior General Than Shwe, got married in a glittering event last year, the cost was reportedly equal to the country's annual health budget.
Beijing should tell Than Shwe to hold talks with political parties - with a view to elections under UN supervision - or it will stop supplying arms and cutting corrupt deals. The military may be stubborn, but it's probably not stupid enough to think it can fight both China and its own people.
Any new government that emerges would be grateful to Beijing for its wise advice and help. In addition, China would be the principal beneficiary, after the Myanmese people, of a competently run government that would bring a measure of prosperity after years of misery. Better to have a happy and prosperous country on the border than a pariah.
Kevin Rafferty is a political commentator
Re: Cries from Myanmar's darkness
I’m writing to respond an article titled as “Cries from Myanmar’s darkness” written Kevin Rafferty (September 29).First of all I want to make my stance clear; what the junta in Myanmar is doing on the monks and the civilians are wrong and it should be condemned in the highest possible term and I strongly support the implement of democracy in this country urged by its own people. However, I don’t agree with the “solution” suggested by Mr. Rafferty.
Basically what Mr. Rafferty was trying to say is “China should take more responsibility, lead the world to resolve the crisis happening in Myanmar” (…important is whether China…promoting a peaceful solution… end in savagery and mass murder. Myanmar’s plight is also a test of whether Beijing can be a world leader) and he went on suggested that sanctions would be the solution (it [sanctions] would have an immediate, salutary effect if Beijing stopped dealing with the military…)
As an ordinary citizen born and raised in Hong Kong, I don’t have particular affection on CCP and it definitely is not my favorite party. But I don’t think getting China involved too much would help to resolve the crisis. First, I can’t see based on what good reason “China should lead the world and proved that it can be a ‘world leader’”. China, as far as I know, wants to be perceived as having a “peaceful rise”, instead of an “aggressive rise”. It is therefore understandable that Beijing is reluctant to interfere with another country’s affairs which Beijing classifies as “internal”. Isn’t it funny when people want to see China’s “peaceful rise” and at the same time expect it to take the role of “world police”? Is China legitimate in playing such a big role? Shouldn’t the responsibility be more on the shoulder of the United Nations?
Second, I don’t think sanctions would do much help to solve the problem so to have an “immediate, salutary effect”. Yes, I’m sure sanctions leads to the junta lose lots of money which is what support the purchase of weapons. But can it be possible in near future? I don’t think so. The deadly military crack-down is happening right now and there is no evidence showing that the junta is in lack of weapons of any sort. What’s the point of sanctions other than telling the junta they are morally wrong? In fact, I strongly believe that if sanctions are imposed on all the exportable products in Myanmar, the harm it brings would be far more than the benefits the Burmese get. The reason is simple; it is probably true that over 90% of the loss from sanctions would be on the junta's side, but they are also simply too ridiculously wealthy that there won't be ANY immediate damage. However, the less than 10% loss on another side, the still-surviving merchant, is good enough to make their lives more miserable.
Moreover, there is still one possiblity: even there are sanctions, it is just an IDEAL that the trading would then just halt. If these 2 countries are so corrupt that as Mr. Rafferty stated in the article, I'm sure people from both countries would find their ways around the sanctions, such as smuggle. And then the junta would probably ask the Chinese to pay more for the goods because they now are bearing more risks. Is this scenario possible?
Third, when I was reading this sentence written by Mr. Rafferty “When it comes to the interference in a country’s internal affairs, isn’t it gross interference to offer billions of dollars in trade deals and to supply weapons…to prop up the military rulers and allow them to repress their people”, I personally feel that this is an accusation towards all the countries who import any goods from Myanmar. Let’s imagine a scenario, a pedophile (assuming a man) has a sick habit of taking pictures and video record the kids, do we blame his boss who pay him the salaries every month so he gets the money needed to buy the equipment? Obviously the answer is NO. It’s just a normal practice that you pay for something if you want to buy it from a person and this is how the trade works! It is ONLY that the way the person spend the money can be justified, not the way he/she gets the money.
Fourth, the sentence “…it is easier [for China] to deal with a pliant client state than with a lively democracy. If Beijing encouraged democracy in Myanmar, it might raise questions about China itself.” really annoyed me. So what is it now that China trading with the countries such as United States, Britain, France etc. Is he implying that all these countries are not actually democratic enough? In fact, though I support the urge of democracy in Myanmar, I don’t think it’s the panacea nor it’s the only way out. I mean look at how democracy works in those countries in Africa and look at how people think about their Sultan in Brunei.
Last but not least, though I hold some very different opinions against Mr. Rafferty, I do agree with him that Beijing (and also other countries in the region) should encourage talks between Than Shwe and the political parties (though I don’t know how influential these parties are) with a view to elections under UN supervision.
May the peace comes to the soil of Myanmar soon.
Friday, September 28, 2007
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Currently Listening
My December
By Kelly Clarkson
see relatedMy BIG decision
I was just too lazy to write in xanga the past month.
I thought things through, I've made up my mind and this is my decision - I'm gonna stay in school for one more semester; audit the classes I'm interested in, instead of finding a real job. Yes, I know this is a VERY strange decision. I'm a geek. What can I say?
The one who is the most oppose to this decision is my mom. The reason is simple, one should find a job after graduate (especially after grad. school) and the ONLY reason that one would think of keep staying in the school is he/she is so used to study in school that they are afraid of finding a job, starting a new life, avoiding the reality, fear of the unpredictable future.
No matter how much time I spent to talk to her, she's still not yet fully convinced. At last I gave up, I just moved back to UST and keep enjoying my last semester school life. And I'm glad that my dad understand me and keep supporting me psychologically and financially.
This is what MUST happen when you and your parents hold completely 2 different values. I'm not saying my mom is a bitch, in fact she's a caring mom (though maybe over-caring would be more appropriate). But we are just seeing things in completely 2 different angles. These are some examples:
1 ) She wants me to work in those stable jobs with stable income; such as civil servant, teacher etc and I prefer working in those not-that-stable jobs with fluctuate income; such as journalist, NGOs, freelance writer etc.
2) She likes the Communist Party (in China) and hate the Democratic Party (in Hong Kong) and I simply hold 2 totally opposite views.
3) She thinks girl shouldn't study "too much", otherwise it's very difficult to find a husband or even a boyfriend. and then I think "FUXK!!!" Girl should DEFINITELY study as much as we can and precisely because we are female, it's our responsibility to learn as much as we can!
4) She would switch to other TV channels when some people are sitting together; discussing or debating political issues and I would stick to the TV and listen very attentively of how they are discussing, and I particularly like finding faults in their arguments and think "what an idiot! (and yes I'm damn proud of myself having the ability of doing this)"I wasn't exactly the rebellious type (against my mom) when I was younger (like in high school), I guess the university life really did change me enormously on how I see the world, especially after studying grad school in social science, and I do think this is a very positive change. I do also notice I changed a bit more dramatic than many of my fellow classmates, but anyway... I'm really glad that I'm living my life just exactly what I want. About my mom... I think she just needs more time to accept the fact that her daughter has chosen a path different from lots others and I REALLY hope she can be proud of me someday even I'm not doing what she now considered as "good".
p.s. I guess ppl wonder why I chose to be an audit "student" for 1 semester. well.... besides that I'm a geek, also I do think I've not learnt enough yet. yeah I know there is no "enough" in learning any knowledge and I can still learn outside the school. But I think university is a very good place to be intellectually stimulated and also, some of the courses that I'm taking I simply have no idea on how to start if there is no guidance - the Chinese Philosophy classes (basically all the text is written in ancient Chinese). Last but not least, I like engaging in meaningful debate which I believe it won't happen this intensive outside the university.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
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Currently Listening
A Girl Like Me
By Rihanna
see relatedMy laptop is resting in heaven now.
BAD news, TRAGIC news!
After reading the title, I guess you guys know what happened. My T40 passed away at 9:45pm yesterday night. And I’m still mourning him, missing him, thinking about him…
He’s one of the greatest guys I’ve ever met. We knew each other in the 1st week of my university life. I remember I was REALLY excited the first day I see him coz he’s my very first laptop in my entire life and I know he will always be with me no matter what. He was my best company ever since. When I was being tortured by all the school’s assignments, lab reports, presentation powerpoints, papers, mid-terms, finals etc, he was always, ALWAYS with me even I was burning mid-night oil endlessly! When I was watching some of the greatest movies alone or with friends, he was always there too! I was laughing out loud, or stealthily weeping, or widening my mouth yawning… Man, he must be the only one who knows my movie taste that well! He knows exactly the kind of story/scene I’m impressed to and the kind of story/scene I feel bored at. And of course he must also know my music taste like no others when I repeat listening the songs like a thousands time. When I was writing blogs to organize my thoughts or to vent all my emotions, he always stuck to me. He knows all my secrets; the things or people I love or hate or loathe… AND he NEVER complaint to me when I need him to awake 7-24, he doesn’t blame me a little bit!
But last night when I was drinking my tequila mixed with lemon blackcurrant juice, he suddenly grabbed my mug and poured it into stomach. Apparently, he died in 5 seconds, diagnosed as over drinking alcohol. Why the hell did you want to do that honey?! Are you angry with me or already feel bored with me or you feel really sad lately that you no longer want to live in this world? Seriously, how can you do this to me when I love you this much? Are you happy now of leaving me here all by myself huh?!
Today morning after I woke up, I immediately turned to my chair as daily routine, not yet recalled your death last night. Next moment, I was feeling literally hollow, empty, lonely… and then stand up and started wandering aimlessly… Oh man, how am I supposed to live without you?
Rest in peace, my darling! And don’t worry, even I’m going to have another new darling to take over your job, it doesn’t mean my love to you will diminish a tiny bit. You will ALWAYS weight enormously in my heart.
Back to reality. Seriously, to all you guys who are using laptop, you should buy a keyboard RIGHT NOW instead of keep using the keyboard embedded in the laptop, unless you want the possibility of repeating my own tragedy on yourself.
p.s. WHY the HELL you didn’t warn me at the moment you knew I use laptop? ARGH!!! I HATE YOU TIMOTHY!!! If you are not the one who are going to harvest my T40 see whether there is anything that can be recovered, YOU ARE SO DEAD!!!!!
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