Manluver's Xanga

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 03:29:33 GMT

Ok if anyone still reads this I have a confession to make. I'm not at all who I said I was. This xanga was created as a way for me to vent. FOr a young gay boy to have a normal gay life. No one knows about my secret and I really don't know how to tell them. Not even my friends know. So far every entry before this one eas a complete lie...sorry if I offended anyone. So, just wanted you all to know the truth.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 23:42:54 GMT

Well I am starting a new chapter in my life.....I have been asked to be a swing for Wicked in NY!!! I am sooooooooooooooooo excited!!!! Although Ben and I are over for good...I feel almost better without him...I just feel sooo wonderful!! Leave me comment scuz I've been out of the loop for while!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 15:29:24 GMT

Ben and I are officially over....i found him with someone else.

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 18:15:27 GMT

This is a picture of me I found from my last photo shoot with Calvin Klein!! Go ahead and look!

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 15:06:51 GMT

Today is the kind of day you just lay around in your pajamas eat a galleon of "Ben and Jerry's" and watch a chick flick. As you can tell I didn't make "wicked" well I don't think I did...The audition did go well....we sang...then there was a cut which I made then we danced.......they made a cut of five guys and I was one of them!! And I left...actually I'm not that bumbed because I didn't actually think I'd get in this time...but I'm going to audition every chance I have!!! One of these times I'm bound to stick!! Anyways today I have jazz...and a voice lesson. Then I think I'm going to sleepover at Ben's, but he doesn't know this yet....I'm going to suprise him!!!!!!!!!!! So how are all of you?? Ben would probably kill me if he knew I was meeting all you hotties!! but wtf???? ok ttyl!!!

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 18:40:40 GMT

I had an audition today...yeah...it went ok...I don't expect to get in! it was for a review called "Danny's skylight room cabaret" I have another auditon tomorrw...that I'm ubber-excited for...it's for the broadway musical"Wicked" yes I'm so excited...this could really be my chance!! Ben isn't to thrilled about it but ya know what?? Screw him!! If he can't support me in what I do then I've just got to find some one else...I haven't been happy with him the last couple of weeks!! I mean the sex is great!! But he hasn't really been in tune with my emotions! Whatever...he did promise to take me to dinner tonight to celebrate tomorrows audition...but I kinds had to force him to do it!! Well have a nice day people!

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 19:03:38 GMT

Hey this is brad...another awesome day of being gay in NYC!!! I was walking down the street yesterday and was trying to spot the hottest guy...and I had an awesome top five!! Unfortunately they were probably all straight..don't you hate that!! Then I went over to Ben's apartment and we had long hard anal sex!!! woooohooo...it was hot!! Well leave me comments hoes! I'm soo excited for the"rent" movie to come out!!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 01:08:17 GMT

this is my new site can't wait to meet all you sexy biotchs!!