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Monday, August 29, 2005

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 19:28:51 GMT

hey guys got a new site its Bekah_lynn06 ok well i'm out luv yas byebye

Monday, August 29, 2005

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 05:21:30 GMT

hey guys whats up well i'm gonna go luv yas bye

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 23:55:38 GMT

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here are some pics that i just had on my camara some are from last night and some from earlier well enjoy love yas byebye

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 15:59:34 GMT

yesterday was great went got my nails done went to walmart and got the shirt i wanted yay then i went and hung out with kayla about 7 we met up with jessica and sara and pickett to go eat at smokey bones!! it was awesome and pickettt got our waitresses # lol but anyways after that we went to brusters and then decided to go to the movies saw red eye it was good shaw was gonna come but he couldnt cause he was paintin!!! it would have been better if he was there but hey what can you do!! but anyways then i went back to kaylas laid around talked had a good time gosh i love that girly!! but anyways ttyl guys i'm out!!

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 04:55:21 GMT

some cute qoutes i liked!!! that fit my situation!!

***i dont need him,
i need who i thought he wass

***I hope one day you'll realize how lucky you were
to have someone love you the way I did
&& how stupid you were to let it go

How could you forget me && so easily walk away,
when I'd give up a thousand tomorrows
for just one yesterday

****I don't think you're leaving.
I think you're running.
And what I can't figure out is,
are you running towards something you want?
Or are you running away from something
you're afraid to want?

what happened?
you were a priority, was i an option?
i let you see a side of me
that i don't share with anyone.
promises are just words
unless they are fulfilled.
you knew from the beginning
all i had to offer you was my heart,
i'm sorry that wasn't enough.
so, we'll go our own ways,
and hopefully you'll remember
the things i've told you,
hopefully you'll understand that
everything i said was in sincerity.
a broken heart is not what i wanted from this,
but i guess i've learned from it.
but aren't you supposed to l
earn from your mistakes?
i don't consider this a mistake,
i just wish the story didn't end this way,
cause I'm still in love with the person
who helped me write it.
remember when you held my hand
like you'd never let it go?
remember when we talked about where
we'd be a year from now?

They say that missing someone gets easier as the
days go on, I just can't bring myself to agree to
that statement. For me, it just gets harder and
harder and harder to go on, to pretend that I don't
miss him, to pretend that I don't care, when in reality,
all his absence is causing me, is pain

Love is such a strong word.
And if you are going to use it,
make sure you know what it means.
Cause it hurts to hear
and know that you don't mean it

You just have to go after what you want
and if it doesn't want you back then so be it
it doesn't deserve you anways

i know he doesn`t wanna be with me ;;
he wants to be with her.
so i'm not going to interfere..
i'm just going to sit back
&& watch my whole world disappear

A friend will strengthen you with his prayers,
bless you with his love,
and encourage you with his hope (shaw!! thanx hun i love you)

You’re my best friend.
You’ll always be yet sometimes I get mad at you
and other times you get mad at me.
Sometimes I don’t understand.
Sometimes I don’t know what to do
but always remember that I’ll always forgive you (kayla this is for you!! i love you!!)

****Don’t come crying to me when people start
treating you the way you treated me.

**I'm walking away I'm closing the door
I'm not going to let you hurt me anymore

****i miss you
not enough to want you back
but enough to make it hurt

ok well thats enough for tonite i guess ttyl later

Friday, August 26, 2005

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 20:31:22 GMT

hey thats about all i have to say right now

Friday, August 26, 2005

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:58:33 GMT

hey guys whats up nuthin much here just thought i would drop in and say whats up real quick well luv yas bye

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 18:22:50 GMT

hey guys its me its been a few day since ive wrote because i work alot and then i talkto justin but i cant anymore hes now on his way to iraq kinda scary but he promised he would be ok but anyways life bein single is kinda weird its been 3 years since the last time i was so yea its really weird but i donno i guess i'll just have to deal cause at this point ive hit rock bottom and i dont think it could get much worse (or lets pray it doesnt) but anyways i'm gonna go ttyl luv yas bekah

Monday, August 22, 2005

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 02:37:45 GMT

hey guys well this was a good weekend spent the weekend with my best friends and it was awesome guys i love you all so much really your great!! i will post pics later love bekah

Friday, August 19, 2005

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 20:33:38 GMT

hey guys tonite calls for a football game!!! well i'm off to chill with kayla and then were headed there hope to see all love bekah!!