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Name: Marissa
Country: United States
State: Washington
Metro: Seattle
Birthday: 9/17/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Dancing (ballet, pointe and jazz!)Hanging out with friends! Talking to friends on-line, the phone e-mail doesn't matter to me! guys of course! Shopping! Eating rice crispies! ice cream! frozen m&m's are the best! The O.C and the Inferno are just two of some of my favorite shows! ZAO is one of the best restauraunts ever! Along with Snapping Dragon, and the Thai food restauraunt in Edmonds! Going inertubing! Puyallup Fair! rollercoasters are awesome! parties are always fun! Dressing up in random clothes and taking pictures! making music videos! watching movies! jumping on the trampoline! skiing! snowboarding! (although i have very little expierence snowboarding) listening to music! going swimming! Going to places like Hawaii! Mexico and Europe! Walking to the beach. Snorkeling in Hawaii! Going to the Cinnque Terre and jumping into the Mediterranian Sea! Sunsets are so pretty!
Occupation: Student
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Yahoo:  Marissa736735@yahoo.com
Member Since:
3/13/2004
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| ah this weekends been crazy! with good and of course there was some bad.. but we wont talk about that! anyways the other night when Stasia was over (Friday I believe) we were watching tv and surfing the channels. I stopped at this channel cuz they were showing pictures of this little asian girl. The show ended up being Law and Order. Then I found out the pictures that they were looking at were of a little girl from CHINA who was ADOPTED here comes the scariest part... her name was MARISSA. so basically thats the description of me when I was little. Oh yea they were saying that she had a stuffed animal panda bear and I had one when i was little. hah but yea sadly in that show "Marissa" was killed. hah so yea thats not so pleasant but yea it was really weird. I was like freaking out cuz first I find out that her names Marissa, let alone her being asian. Then the scary part was when she was from china and was adopted. woa thats just weird i tell you. | | |
| idk bout you guys but my weekend was really fun! the other day i had gone to my grandparents house to surprise my grandma cuz it was her birthday! and on the way home i had listened to the same song, why yes the same song for 17 times in a row! yes i kno, its pretty great pretty great.
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| I'm loving this weather!!! It makes me really excited for summer. Summer is going to be a blast! Yesterday was really fun. Putting a sprinkler under a trampoline is loads of fun! Especially since it cools you off on a hott sunny day! | | |
| woa I haven't gone on xanga for awhile. So.. I'm warning you there is a butt load of writing that is if you want to read it which im sure u dont but oh well its all good.
-uhmmm last month on May 31? I went to the Maroon 5 concert! that was one of the awesomest things I have ever seen and been to in my life.
-There was the Spanish Field Trip which was of course loads of funn. Even though I had thought the "concert" was lame. I took some pics if any of you want to see just go to
http://www.picturetrail.com/marissa736735
Anyways today I just got back from Cedar Springs. It was a "leadership" camp Torch Council and ASB had to go to. It pretty awesome pretty awesome. Oh but when we were doing the high ropes course which I think is atleast 30 ft high? which is personally pretty high to me. the high ropes course is always loads of funn except the weather wasn't very good on Friday. So it would rain on and off sometimes really hard sometimes just a little but while Carly, Sarah, Andrew, Chloe, Amanda and I were still up there it started to thunder. Lucky us there was some lightning too. Did I mention that we are surrounded by metal? including the carribeaners (dont kno how to spell) which are what keep us from falling. I was almost on my way coming down but i had to go off this swing type of thing, jump on this huge net in the air and climb to a plank where there is a ladder going down. As I'm bout to jump on the net part Amanda told me to be careful the ropes dont get twisted but of course they did. So I was freaking out trying to climb to the highest point of the net so I could get my legs back over the swing and untwist the rope. Eventually I got entangled and got to the plank. Then of course with our luck it started raining even harder yet. It was one of the scariest things every. Especially since we were kinda far from camp and we were up there while only one of the camp ppl could help us down one at a time. Luckily Amanda was waiting to get down too so she could help me reach the carribeaners since I couldn't, she's pretty tall and even she had to stand on one of the metal things drilled to a tree to reach the carribeaners. Out of the kindness in her heart she let me get down first so I told her she was my hero. haha It was soo scary but you kinda had to be there. So by the time the last person got down it pry took atleast 20 minutes. It was crazzzy. But other than that it was pretty funn pretty funn. | | |
| Stole this from Jenni's myspace! This made me kinda sad reading it. But is so true so true.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric
For she was already attractive enough
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care
Carol wasn't ugly at all
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl
While Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type
Eric always insulted Carol
Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was
And how dumb she looked
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless
That's life
Carol never gave up though
She wanted to prove something to Eric
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything
She studied hard, really hard
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her
But she never forgot Eric
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker
Always with the same words
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time
Eric began to realise
How dumb he had been
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn
Was flirting with other guys
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl
Cathlyn broke up with Eric later
For she had found a wealthier guy
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb
He went to look for Carol
He knelt on his knees, and said
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise
She only uttered these words
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"
Eric felt disappointed
He didn't understand a word that she said to him
But they became good friends
Did everything together
Eric began to change into someone better
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way
They just accepted him for his looks
But Carol accepted him for himself
She changed him
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday
With the same words
She never forgot
One day, Carol didn't turn up in school
She didn't come for a week
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them
But one day
He received a call from the General Hospital
Saying that Carol was about to die
She had been suffering from cancer
But Carol forbade them from telling him
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her
But now that she was about to die
She wanted to see Eric for the last time
Eric rushed to the hospital
When he saw how weak Carol was
Tears began rushing down his cheeks
He whispered
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him
And smiled weakly at him
"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully."
Eric looked at her
"You can't leave me!" he said
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."
"Yes?"
"I love you"
And she died
Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death
He had only spent a month with Carol
A month
But Carol changed his life in a way
A way that no one could ever explain
He regretted
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven
Sometimes,
We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us
Until they leave us
Until we lose them
Then we regret
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts
It's better to tell someone how much you love them
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them
You'll regret
Love is......
When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.
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