Well I just got back from the New Attitude conference in Kentucky Tuesday. I went expecting a lot, to grow deeper with God, learn more Truth. Well I got 80 million times more than I thought. It was so good. From all the conferences I've been to there is normally one or two out of the 7 sessions that really convict and hit my heart or encourage me. But this NA every single one hit my heart right where God has been softening and preparing it. I could never say in words here how cool the conference was, not enough time or space. That is not a wordy exageration, God is so real and so awesome. I'll try to outline some main things . . . . .                                                                           

One thing,  . . . . what Jesus did for us. What great holy perfect love. The Father CRUSHED Him for us, me, you, and I. It was the will of the Father to crush Him. Oh that we'd know that love. Even when we are so unfaithful and worshiping ourselves or other stuff. . .He loves. Even when we turn away and CHOOSE the "easy" comfortable way, He loves. When we go our own way, leaving Him. He loves . . . . I don't wana be displaying our guilt but somehow help us see His LOVE for us. You guys. . . if we saw His love and understood just a little. 

Well I'm guna go to Gleanings this summer. I'm very excited and looking forward to it. It's been a long trusting God process. I haven't known since last fall what to do next but recently I was thinkin about the parable of the guys that the master gave the talents to and left. Well God has given us our time and lives and gifts. We need to invest and use them for His glory and not be like the guy that was afraid and hid his 1 talent. For me I was wanting it all spelled out perfectly before I stepped out. Well investing is a risk, I could make a mistake. Got calls us to be faithful stewards. Gleanings has always been my heart and so I'm guna go. It seems the best use of my time for His glory from where I see things. If it's a mistake then I'll learn, but at least I learn. That is not how I feel but I know it's what we should be. It's scary to really practice trustin God. But my King has never left but is always faithful. Oh that we'd be more willing to let go of everything and go all out for His glory. It's such a hard thing.

What does your life reflect? Is it for God or for you? Is your heart 100% for Him or have you given it to other things?

Keep pressin on