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| oh shit... havent wrote in this in hella long... dunno why i came back to it tho... n i wonder why i left it alone... ok...wcal wrestling, the last day of wrestling for freshman and jv... i lost.. not gonna say what i placed. valentines.. blah... nothing much been happening lately.. today around midnight or yesterday.. whichever u want to say... i was like doing my lit hw n talking to maria n brian. then while i was doing lit, all this shit just comes to my head... like shit related to ghosts and stuff. just awkward.. i couldnt think about anything else but that.. i was telling maria all this as n she tells me to think of something else like a rainbow... i tried, but then i pictured blood instead... i really dont know what happened, but i did freak myself out... then i went to myspace... there was a bakground on marias myspace... or at least one i only saw... it was freaky, i told maria, she said she doesnt have one... so i let brian n some other guy look at it... shit.. they didnt see it... maria didnt see it, so i was like, wtf am i looking at then... just awkward, n ino wtf it was... well yea, awkward moment for me.. | | |
| kaske juske!!! haha... wrestling tournament today! ahaha... placed second!!! not as good to first, but right before first... haha, n to believe i was out for two weeks cause of an injury! did that feel soo good! it also ended pretty quick... i think its the quickest ive been in to by far... maria.... were u chanting?! is that how u spell it?! hahaha, nice nice... nothing much been happening to me lately... like i said, injured for two weeks, back in now, hw sucks, lit sucks, my grades are all like really bad right now... fucking teachers! does me no good! why the hell do i need to learn mythology! i mean its not like we're gonna use it in the future! other than that, also beenw atching wrestling practice, n havent gone out much at all!!!! muahaha | | |
| hehe, its around 12:30 in the morning, n i have school tomorrow or well, actually, later on today... heh, im gonna fall asleep again in class, its like where i sleep now, lol... im just sitting here doing nothing n being bored... ahh schools been boring! started on tuesday n nothing good from it yet... n another problem... well... only some ppl know of n like yea... awkward yet weird.. iono why it has to happen now, but yea... School sux!!! | | |
| damn this sux... one more day left until school, n i was just enjoying my sleep time too!! >< well, school sux, life sux, basically everything right now sux... dont want to get into detail, so ill talk about it later. | | |
| damn do i hella want to play paintball right now... i was cleaning my room, i looked at my gun, heh, i havent cleaned any of the guns yet from last time i played, haha, they all have paint on them still, all sticky n sht now... lol.. when i say they, i mean my gun, my dads gun, n my dads gf's gun... well like yea, still dirty, but still in one piece.. lol, i still have air in my tank left, i still have hella paint, old n soft, so i cant use them in actually pla anymore...hella wasted... but ugh, paintball!! miss playing it soo much, n i wonder when there's going to be another tournament, me n my friends want to try to be in one... only rookies barely n we already want to try a tournament... shit do i really want to get a new gun!! only had my gun for a year already, but i aleady want a new one, lol... not that its alright n stuff, but the main gun i really wanted is hella expensive, n like yea, so my mom just made me get a cheap one for now, n now shes complaining about why i didnt just get the expensive one first if its the one i really wanted n how im just wasting money this way... but its her fault, but fuck it, she wanted me to get that one...
so yea... christmas break is like already over... i start on tuesday, this is gonna be my last night i can stay up hella late!! >< im gonna miss staying up late, it was fun! stupid school, had to start already... at least its new classes n i have no more history, but shit i still gotta restudy the book for ap exams... not really restudy the book cuz i nvr read it in the first place so actually, i have to study the book by may i think is when the exams are...
thats it i think... im still sleepy, my mom woke me up, i think im gonna go back to bed now | | |
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