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Elijah Stephen Cain

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 14:13:49 GMT

Today I get to meet my new baby cousin for the first time. I am so excited. It is still hard to believe that my "aunt" and uncle are parents now.

In other news, I think I am ready to go back to school, just because I only have to go for three days and then I am out of there again for what will be a very long weekend. I leave Thursday for All-State, and I am so excited.

This week has been pretty fun. I have gotten to spend time with the people that I love the most. I got to spend time with many of my friends at Katie's sixteenth get together. I got to spend time with Lora which was just so much fun. I got to spend time with Erin which was a ball, as always. I spent onee night hanging out with the soccer girls, even though we were pretty much all so tired from our practice. I also got to spend time with family, and that is always a good thing. Well, I should probably go start getting ready to leave. I love you all.

<3 Marley

Regrets

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 21:53:53 GMT

Things in my life have been going better than ever lately, but I have been thinking a lot about things from my past that have happened. Not stuff dealing with Chase, or anything like that, but the things that have happened between myself and some of my friends. I want things to be different between myself and some of them. Some of them I don't care for things to go back to the way that they were, but how they are now just kind of kills me. Some of them I want to know that I forgive them, but I don't want them to be a part of my life any more. Some of them I want to forgive me. It's funny how people change and "grow up" and grow out of the innocense that once consumed all of our lives. That innocense is the thing that kept us together. To one of you, I really miss you, and I miss what we had. To others, I wish we could go back to how we were. To some of you others, I forgive you, but I don't want you to be a part of my life any more. I guess that is it.

Marley

WoW

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 23:27:43 GMT

I Never use this thing anymore. Myspace is where it is at, but as long as some people are still using these things, I guess that I should update every once in a while, even though i really don't have time to do this right now. I will later, but hey, Soccer game at home for the Varsity on Wednesday. Be there, I will be. Thursday is at union grove for JV and V girls. Talk to y'all later.

MC
Truvy
Bob
Marley

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 17:45:23 GMT

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Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 23:06:34 GMT

Wow. It's been a while. I haven't really had that much time to update with everything going on. School has started back, I have already taken two tests and passed both of them with a 100 so I guess school stuff is going good. I really miss some of the people that I used to get to see all of the time, but that is what happens. Soccer, well, soccer has pretty much sucked for the beginning just because i was so sore, and I couldn't go to soccer on Friday because i had a doctor appointment, but it is back to soccer starting on tomorrow (only one person will get that, but I haven't made fun of her in a while... and I miss her). People seem to be getting on my nerves a lot lately, but hopefully that will blow over before I yell at some folks. I wish people could learn to grow up and be a little less immature. I mean, we all have our moments, but can't we just be civilized here. Anyways. This weekend was amazing. I loved it so much. I went to the mountains to our cabin. I got to see SNOW!!!! And I got to see some family that I haven't seen in a while. That was a pretty good thing. My aunt Wendy is looking so cute. She is a little over a month until her due date. I can't wait for baby Eli. I hope he looks like his mom, lol. Ummm, I got to spend some time with my wonderful sister, Lora, and my good buddy Champ. I got to see my buddy Joe. That was interesting to say the least. I won Rummy!!! With a 560. I was so proud. Well, I guess I will talk to you guys later.

Much Love
Marley

Monday, January 02, 2006

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 05:20:13 GMT

Life is a battle. I constantly struggle for things to be the way that I want them to be. I am not in control of the universe. In fact, I am a very small part of the universe. Life throws curveballs, but the thing that you should do is, never duck or hide, because you never know what you may miss. Dodging a curveball seems like a reasonable answer to most people. Who knows why this is, but curveballs in life, they shape us into who we are to become. I have this friend. they are amazing and never changing. This person hates it when things aren't going great, but they have learned to deal with it. They feel that life is a mystery. They don't dwell on the past, or worry over the future. I wish I could be more life this person, maybe I will be someday. Just know, nothing happening in your life is worth hiding from. Look at the situation head on, and realize that it's nothing that you can't handle.

God Bless

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In the year 2006 I resolve to:
Reunite the Spice Girls.

Get your resolution here

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 02:05:22 GMT

"What's PreperationH???"- Raphael

Thanks to the amazing Katie for leaving me a comment. I am so glad that the week from Hell is over. Goodness. I am not going to talk about it because in all honesty, I don't remember all of it. Friday after I left school I went to lunch with Victorie and Adam, and Caroline and Rachel were there together so we had the two of them sit with us. That night I babysat from aorund 4 to around 1. Yeah, I did. Saturday I went shopping with my grandmother, and went shopping after that for MT's birthday present. Went to her bonfire on Saturday night. I think she enjoyed it!! Today I went to church in the morning and at night. ((That never happens.)) We played White Elephant with gifts tonight. I ended up with a little My Little Pony bag.

This week you might ask??

Monday- Babysit in the morning

Tuesday- Babysit at night

Wednesday- Babysit at some point in time

Thursday- Free

Friday- Free

Yeah. Call me kids. I might be going to Bess's to visit Bren and Julia on Friday.

Leave comments.
<3

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The stars are my home
They have taught me who I am
Designs
In the sky
Ever so bright
Never have they seemed so bright
As they are this night
My first night of
Freedom
Love
Passion
Never have they seemed
So right
So warm
So inspiring
This very night
I am
Free
And all because of the stars
Which never fail to
Amaze
And take my Breath
Away

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 11:01:57 GMT

Life is so incredible if you take every opportunity, bask in every good moment, make good choices, and love others with your whole heart, allowing yourself to be vulnerable, offering only GOD in your love to others. -Maura Klein

That girl has opened my eyes to so much. Her faith and her willingness to believe just makes me want to believe more. We had a long talk last night about beliefs and doubts, and it was really great. I love God with all my heart, and I am not ashamed to admit it. I guess I will talk it up with y'all later.

Me.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 11:05:53 GMT

Yesterday was weird.

Today will be better.

I found out some good news yesterday.

I also found out some sucky news, but it's no big deal.

Don't sweat the small stuff.

And be true to yourself.

<3 Me

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Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it? - Meredith ((Grey's Anatomy))

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 02:50:40 GMT

Me not getting comments = Sadness. I think i should start taking weeks to update again, because it isn't like anyone is actually reading this or commenting it. So my life has been pretty crazy. I have been doing a lot of school work and there is really no time for much of anything else. I have also been doing stuff with the nutcracker. This weekend is gonna be crazy, but hopefully it will be fun!!! I will be at the ballet Saturday night and Sunday afternoon, and we have the parade on saturday morning, parade practice on Friday afternoon, school shows Friday morning. It's crazy. Ahhh the stress. Next week is going to be really crazy, too. i have rehersal everyday but wednesday. AHHHH. Performances Friday and Saturday. And on top of all this i just finished two projects and I have 2 more group projects that count as my final grade in the class. Wow, I really can't wait until this semester is over. GAH. Well, Much love.