I am still missing Germany a ton, but at least school is going pretty well.  I feel like I am meeting a lot of people, and I am really happy that I held a lot of my friendships (thanks friends) and that I am building new ones!  There are a couple of Germans/German speakers in my school, and I like to talk with them, and practice German, cause it makes me feel better somehow when I am speaking German.  It just brings me back to Germany, and makes me feel good.  Anyway, I am still adjusting, but I will be ok.

Love Paul

It seems like as the days go on, I keep missing Germany more and more.  There've already been a couple of days where I just been at an all time low, and just want to fall down and just let it all out.  And there are some nights where I just want to fall asleep and wake back up in Germany.  It's just that things here aren't the way I expected them to be when I got back.  Some things are just not going the way I wanted them to, and I just want to give up and go back "home".  I miss my friends so much, and I just want to see them again.

Ok school started, and it isn't so bad.  I just pretty much don't have any time anymore for pretty much anything.  I guess at the moment it is fine being so busy.  It keeps my mind off of how much I miss my friends.  I miss them a lot, and I just miss Germany.  But I'll definitly be getting back there some day, and I will definitly visit one of my friends in Mexico.  I just have to work out the money thing.  Maybe next summer I'll get a second job.  But that is really far away, and I need to see how everything works out right now.  Ok Looooove Paul