Martyr's Site of Pain and General DiscomfortBorn into darkness, Living in darkness, Til death in darkness the six brothers in shadow, the call to your unholy oaths is upon you, I command you, Rise
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Name: Jordan
Birthday: 8/2/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: Contemplation, DnD, imagining stupid ppl getting struck by semi's driven by small rodents, playing Warcraft III TFT, Playing Diablo II talking with friends on IM, Weapons Training, Martial Arts Training, Guilty Gear X2 #reload, Halo 2, Final Fantasy (all of them).
Expertise: Art, Psychology (i can really mess you up if you piss me off), manipulation of the human mind, reading, writing, introspection, etc...
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 2/19/2005

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Monday, May 16, 2005

A Story

This is a story
It’s a tale of pain
A fable of woe
A terrible tragedy
A sonnet of hate
The characters act
Their paltry roles
The characters speak
Their empty lines
They recite
Their faithless words
The audience is empty
The music has stopped
The lights have dimmed
And the curtain is dropped
They act and play
They speak and sing
Still are their minds
Quiet are their hearts
And spoken are the words they are told to say
Dressed in a skin that isn’t their own
Open eyes with faded sight
In their minds they think of their thoughts
And how if their thoughts might fit their skin
But now their days have wile’d away
Under the false lights of an empty stage
In front of an audience that doesn’t care
That isn’t their there
That wasn't there
That didn’t care
Because no one cares for empty lines
And faithless word
And they die upon their stage
Within a story never told
Among a cast of shadowed souls
And finally the curtain is drawn
The tale is done
The story is told
Of how it was
never told

Here is another of my poems, this one i am genuinely proud of, its one of my finest works, i really like it, let me know what you all think of it, i particularly like the middle of the poem, once more i think the ending could be better, but it good for now, i will change it if i have any inspiration on it, until then tell me your thoughts on it. byee


Tuesday, May 03, 2005

hi again, well im in web design now, not a whole lot ta do here, im bored...dum dee dum dee doo...blah blah blah etcetera etcetera....yah, i sure am bored, anyways, i finally wrote another poem, gimme your thoughts on it.

Friends

would that friends
might remember friends
be friends forevermore
but friends forget
and are friends no more
wherefore they slip
into falling dark
obscured in a walk
of wiling eyes
that lose the sight of thier former friends
and so it is
that friends are gone
nad thus the silence falls
and the rule that is known
to be truly truth
that while friends may come and go
enemies gather to and fro
and stay forever known

well, there it is, not my best work, i don't like the ending, it think it could be better so i might end up editing it, bye for now!


Monday, May 02, 2005

HIYA!!! well, im back again, duck in cover or kneel in supplication before me, either of thoseof you could just ignore my presence as trivial. whatever you choose take faith in the fact that your opinions are unimportant and are likely unfounded and stupid, therefore i am starting up a poll, ironic huh? Here it is:

What is your Favorite Rave Techno Music?

put the song name up on the comments. currently i have several techno songs, many of which are techno'd versions of existing songs. here is the listing of songs i currently have:

1. Mortal Kombat Techno Fight Music
2. Blade's Blood Rave Techno
3. Transformers Theme in Techno
4. FF Crystal Theme Techno


Friday, April 22, 2005

ever had a thought that you think you had, but weren't sure? like a fold in time lapsed it from your memory leaving only a vague remembrance of a former idea. its strange, like a hole in your head, feeling something like an empty space that something should be filling but has as of now taken leave of that particular duty.

how odd, this feeling is somewhat alien to me, an unsurety, it feels like i should be doing something that i half-remember doing but know for a fact that i have not done. i feel like i should be somewhere, be someone, be with someone, talking to someone, fearing something intangible, but im currently doing nothing, feeling nothing, all of this i am doing with no one.

this is a somewhat odd line of thoughts, but it is indeed a look inside my head. i wonder if my mentality has become unstable, my mind is slipping, grasping the abstract, and holding onto them as though they were solid. it seems as though i am half real, living partially in this world, and partially in another, i understand that many people feel that way, but a question plagues me, if im half i this world and half in another, exactly where and what is that other world? perhaps its simply in my mind, a world born of fantasys and half-imagined realities that have yet to take effect. maybe its a world thats real, and our minds just border the barest edges of it. it feels as though im drifting further into that "other world" that im not completely existing in this one. i need an anchor, i need a reality thats real and not questioned, or needs no questioning, i question everything, a weakness i suppose, time to slip away again....


Friday, April 15, 2005

i am seriously stoked right now, before i went to school, which was around 6:19 or so in the morning, i drank this energy drink called x-drinx, it is like, liquid caffiene and ginseng, so slightly hyper am i, its fuuuuun!!! weeeeeeeheeheeheeheehooooooo!!!, anyways, im kinda tweakin right now, i am very very very very very very....uhhhmmmm, amn i forgot waht i was....TWITCHY!! that was it, anyways, O_* twitch, oops, ummm, yay!! im goin to the mall today with Bobby and Cherelle, and Sky, and Robin, it'll be cool, ^_^, im in web design a the moment, i skipped out for the first like, half-0hour of it or so so i could hang out with Sam and Rachel, and katie, but Rachel and Katie left after a bit, hmmm, odd, anyways here i am, still tweakin slightly, im goin to lunch in about 3 minutes and i am fucking HUNGRY!! >_< gaaaaaaah!! HUNGER GNAWS AT MY STOMACH LINING LIKE THE FEARSOME BEAST OF PLASTER AND TILE GROUT THAT LIVES UNDERNEATH MY KEFT TONSIL!!! BWAAAAAAAAAA!!!! byee!



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