"Left breathless, with good posture,"
Today I feel hopeful my sleeping patrren is fucked so I'm going to stay up all day...so I can sleep at night again.... I hate that my vacation is almost over....I hate how I spent most of my time thinking about how I have no time.... I keep looking outside....out the window...its raining and everything is wet....right now I dont want to be dry...when a thought scares me I look outside...and its no longer a problem....but once I look back....once I focus on life again...it hurts too much.... I think I'm confused I miss her....more than ever right now....right at this moment....at this very second! Skwlrocks (7:49:37 AM): i love you she made me so happy......I was so mad at her for nothing and now I am so happy....just because....if I think about it any more I think I'll cry....I want to cry.....I cant stop smiling!.... Intake-
b-eggs, cheese, summer sausage, bread
l-none
d-eggs, cheese. summer sausage, bread
s-four chips ahoy chunky cookies w/ milk Outake-
10mins-abs
10mins-cardio
10mins- hips and thighs
10mins- buns and thighs *all my outake was from this program from tv...its pretty kool I went to sleep...sorry but I was tired....I ate too much so I am going to do that program thingy again! ~Think Thin!~ | 
