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Friday, April 18, 2008

  • Fire and Consumption (4/16/2008)

    Our eyes touched with tectonic convulsions
    That made my knees weak.
    It’s a wonder the others never felt the tremors.
    I remember the long walk ‘cross the empty floor,
    Struggling through golden mist thick like honey.
    I remember fondly the wild electricity of your palm on my cheek.
    I still hear the sandpaper sound it made.
    I remember the taste of your lips
    from that endless fleeting moment.
    I tasted the hunger within
    That caused those lips to tremble.
    A hunger caused by passion larger than you or I.
    We burned together,
    You, the wild one that danced and spat lightning.
    Leaving scorched footprints on my soul.
    I, the slow smoldering flame, the subterranean peat deposits
    That burn long unnoticed by those walking above.
    We lived on our own in a place once given over to night.
    With our fiery passion, all was revealed.
    I remember beginning the death I wait to complete.
    My bandaged hands shake as tremors pass through,
    Memories of your electric touch.
    Alas, you burned fiercer than I and were soon gone.
    I was dampened by cynicism.
    How quick to fall are those that believe completely in such things!
    I carried your charred frame from our dark place.
    My tears evaporated on my cheeks.
    I opened my mouth in a powerful keening
    And revealed the flame inside.
    The fires escaped my lips and traveled far,
    Biting deep into my flesh till nothing was left to burn.
    Alas, I did not die.
    The heart within this gnarled body still beats,
    But that, you see, is the cause of my death.
    The fire still burns in my heart,
    Eating its way from the inside.
    How can life prevail when we have within
    Organs of fire and consumption?

Thursday, January 24, 2008

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    For many generations the story of King Arthur and his Knights of the Round table have been passed down. However, these stories have often been so embellished and mangled that they only contain a few grains of truth. This short play is exactly one of those. If you don’t want to read one such lamentable tale, I’d suggest going to a bookstore to get The Once and Future King by T.H. White as a book well worth reading.

     

    Narrator: (In grandiose style) We begin this story on an abandoned hill near London, England many hundred years ago. As night falls, and old wizard, Merlin, climbs the hill with his gnarled staff in one hand, and wrapped bundle in the other. This bundle contained a very special sword. Merlin took the sword called Excalibur into his hand. A light from the heavens came down to shine upon the uplifted sword. Merlin lifted his eyes to the heavens and prayed thus-

    Merlin: (In a deep and rich voice) Almighty father, Ruler of the Heavens, Bless this sword Excalibur that it might be an instrument to unite Britain according to Thy will. Bless this blade made from a fallen star that it might drive out the invaders that crowd our shores. If this be Thy will, to bless this sword, may it be found by he that is destined to wield it. Using Thy awesome might, drive this sword into this stone so that it may wait for its lord. Let no other hand draw it forth save that of your chosen king. Amen

    Narrator: Merlin, now possessed with strength beyond that of his own, took hold of the sword and drove it into the stone to the sound of thunder. A low voice pierced the stillness that followed. It spoke thus:

    Voice: Ow.

    Narrator: Merlin looked about himself into the darkness, but his aged eyes could not see far into the night. He lifted his staff before him and spoke with a timorous voice-

    Merlin: What voice comes from the darkness about me? Art thou an enemy? Come forth fiend, if that be true!

    Narrator: The voice from the darkness spoke again, with a tone of mild condescension.

    Voice: I have a name, you know!

    Merlin: I know that, fiend!

    Voice: My name certainly isn’t “fiend”.

    Merlin: Well? 

    Voice: It’s Rubble.

    Merlin: Rubble? I find thee to possess a strange name. Perhaps thou had the misfortune of cruel parents to

    bear such a name as that.

     

    Rubble: Yeah? I suppose your parents might not have been too bright either. I think they’d tell you not to go and be cheeky with voices coming from the darkness.

     

    Merlin: (processing) Step into the light then.

     

    Rubble: You haven’t got a light.

     

    Merlin: (breaking out of his deep voice, puzzled) I haven’t?

     

    Rubble: You put it out so’s that no one could wot you done with the sword.

     

    Merlin: Ah (starts patting his pockets to look for some flint) There we are. (He finds his flint and lights his torch. He pauses) Wait, how did you know what I did with the sword?

     

    Rubble: Because you went and stuck it in my head.

     

    Narrator: Merlin whirled around- quite sharply for one of his age, I might add- and held up his torch. Inches away from his flickering torch was the craggy face of a Troll! The troll’s terrible mouth opened to speak

     

    Rubble: (pointing to his head) See! Right where it shows! How am I going to explain this?

     


    ----I'll put up more later. I'm hungry right now

     

     

     

     


Thursday, January 17, 2008

  • Usually I spend a while working on a poem (30 min to an hour or two) before I'm finished. But everyonce and a while (out of curiosity) I try to write one automatically and whatever comes out comes out. I call them five minute poems. This is one

    The Man in the Moon  (January 17, 2008)

    I take my heart in my hands.

    With the tattered pieces

    Make a paper moon.

    The man in it is me.

    The man in the moon

    -the man that is me-

    Looks in the Sea’s mirrored surface.

    A thousand moons,

    Reflections of me.

    In every reflection, the man in the moon

    -the man that is me-

    Is forlorn.

    Sad.

    Tired.

    He hopes (the man in the moon)

    -the man that is me-

    That if he could see further

    He could see the furthest reflection

    There, he’d see a smile on the last man

    That man in the moon

    -the man I will be-



Tuesday, January 15, 2008

  • (A Cloud in the Desert)

     

    How have you heard me

    Standing as you are

    So far away at first,

    A glimmer on the horizon.

    You make sense of my whispered cry.

    How have you seen me,

    The vapor that I am.

    A wisp, and afterthought

    A fog of hazy dreams and recollections,

    Drifting alone in a desert

    With nothing to hold me.

    Why did you come so far,

    Away from all that you know?

    Who sent you to the desert

    Or did you wander here?

    Your lovely skin is blistered,

    Ravaged and darkened.

    Somehow, did you see me,

    An isolated cloud?

    How long have you wandered,

    Dizzy from the sun and heat?

    How long in your fevered mind

    Has the longing for coolness

    Pierced your delirium?

    Is the madness from the heat

    Or simply existing?

    What can I give you,

    How may I help?

    What use have I to you,

    A mere mist

    Without substance to be loved?

    I’m naught but a cloud in the desert.

    My time is almost done.

    I cannot fight the sun.

    There is no wind to stir the air.

    I will never fall and wet the earth,

    I will not die.

    The sun will boil me away

    With nothing to mark my passing.

    Time has stilled the air.

    Wait, come to me!

    Just a little further.

    Move to the cloud!

    Stir the air and I will descend.

    Good!

    If you fall I will fall with you!

    There, lie still.

    Let my vaporous kiss touch your lips

    And condense there.

    My kiss will find life inside you

    To bring you back.

    Your lips give me substance, definition.

    I will kiss your hair.

    I will kiss your cheeks.

    I will kiss your wrists.

    I will kiss your hands.

    Close your eyes.

    I will kiss lids long abandoned by tears.

    Water will flow down your cheeks.

    You will cry again!

    You will laugh!

    You will feel!

    You will breathe!

    I will cool your fevered brow

    And wash the sand away.

    I will fall ‘till nothing is left.

    The very last drop will wake you,

    Falling to your lips as a kiss

    Heavy with love.

    When you stand and leave the desert behind,

    Carry my memory with you.

     

    January 15, 2008

Monday, January 07, 2008

  • A cool idea I saw of Jessica's xanga. The first post of every month for 2007
     
    Monday, January 01, 2007

    thekid6

    "The Kid" I highly recommend it.

     

    Thursday, February 01, 2007

    Someday (1/29/07)

    It will happen to me someday.

    I’ll storm a castle that’s far away.

    My horse, of course, my trusty steed

    Will be the only help that I will need.

    A thousand guards will stand in my way,

    But that won’t stop me from saving the day.

    I’ve never picked up a sword in my life,

    The closest I’ve held is the kitchen knife.

            But I’m a swashbuckler… they just know!

    They never touch me, not even a graze

    Leaving me time for a witty phrase.

    I fight to the base of a tower of white

    That stretches above me and up out of sight.

    Then I will fly, so high, you see.

    UP like a bird…absurd? Maybe.

    To the top of the tower a blur am I,

    Raising the sword in my hand to the sky.

    I’d leave it at that, but a factor still blares:

    I have to fly ‘cause there aren’t any stairs.

    Inside of the tower there is a door.

    And I must mention ten guards on the floor.

    I took them all with one hand at my back.

    I just thought that I’d cut them some slack.

                It didn’t help.

    I open the door with a well-placed foot.

    I borrowed it from the guard that went kaput.

    The princess before me is, well, my dream.

    She doesn’t so much as glow, but gleam.

    The princess convinces me that she is real

    So I’d get up from the floor where I kneel.

    She doesn’t know that my legs gave out.

    “I’ve loved you forever,” I can’t help but shout.

    If it doesn’t seem true, so you will know

    My waiting for her has been long and been slow.

    When I began to question if speaking was wrong,

    She opened her mouth and said, “What took you so long?”

    The love of my life, my wife, will be

    Truly mine and forever more. 

    Standing with me on my side of the door.

    Tuesday, March 13, 2007

    I didn't write this. I love it.

    DO NOT GO GENTLE INTO THAT GOOD NIGHT


     

    Do not go gentle into that good night,
    Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
    Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

    Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
    Because their words had forked no lightning they
    Do not go gentle into that good night.

    Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
    Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
    Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

    Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
    And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
    Do not go gentle into that good night.

    Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
    Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
    Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

    And you, my father, there on the sad height,
    Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
    Do not go gentle into that good night.
    Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

    Sunday, April 01, 2007

    Pablo Neruda

    From 100 Love Sonnets

    XC

    I thought I was dying, I felt the cold up close

    And knew that from all my life I left only you behind:

    My earthly day and night were your mouth,

    Your skin the republic my kisses founded.

     

    In that instant the books stopped,

    And friendship, treasures restlessly amassed,

    The transparent house that you and I built:

    Everything dropped away, except your eyes.

     

    Because while life harasses us, love is

    Only a wave taller than the other waves:

    But oh, when death comes knocking at the gate,

     

    There is only your glance against so much emptiness,

    Only your light against extinction,

    Only your love to shut out the shadows.

     

    Tuesday, May 01, 2007

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    Wednesday, June 06, 2007

    II.

    You are like my farthest memories;

    something I could scarcely grasp or comprehend.

    You are a place of darkness, a shapeless void

    that sets me adrift.

    There is nothing to orient me,

    no ground beneath my feet,

    no wind to stir the air.

    I bring with me a lamp to throw shadows

    over the contours of your soul.

    The light lends definition so I know where to put my feet.

    I walk freely and without fear.

    I pause and hold up the lamp to a memory

    or a cluster of emotions.

    Then, I move on, sometimes understanding,

    sometimes not.

    When I am tired I set down my lamp

    and in one of these shadows I lay down.

    I draw over me a blanket made from strands of thought and emotion.

    My head rests on a pillow of memories.

     

    (May 27, 2007)

    Thursday, July 05, 2007

    IV.

    I am finished for now with words.

    What can I say to you now

    That I haven’t already?

    No more letters,

    No more conversations.

    Walk with me.

    Let’s climb your favorite tree.

    Spread a blanket on a hill

    To watch clouds amble by.

    One is a turtle.

    Another is a castle.

    What would it be like to fly?

    Take my hand when the clouds build

    And paint the sky with shadows.

    Let your laughter dance between the hills

    As we race each other to the shelter of your tree.

    We are safe under the broad branches of your tree.

    The only sound is the rain and the beating of our hearts

    That seems to slow and fill our ears.

    Turn and look at me, withholding nothing from your stare.

    Your dark eyes look into me, almost enveloping me.

    I reach out to brush the wet hair out of your eyes.

    When my fingers brush your cheek,

    Lightning travels from them and explodes in your heart.

    Lean to me.

    Close your eyes.

    Let your mind race and your heart seem to cease beating.

    A gentle pressure,

    A brush of the lips

    Soft and tender.

    Simple.

    It is like resting.

    Drowsy eyes close

    Making night complete

    As the head presses gently into the pillow.

    Just for a moment, you know who I am,

    What I think, what I feel.

    The rain hangs suspended and motionless,

    But you have walked the paths of my soul

    Through a Gate opened only by a kiss.

     

    (June 5, 2007)

    Monday, August 06, 2007

    Terrible Silence

     

    I am lost without your lips

    Shaping thought and emotion.

    There is a tension in my chest

    Eased only by your lips…

    By upturned corners

    In a smile after I speak.

    My heart beats when your lips

    are parted to sing joy

    in laughing delight.

    My heart stops when they are pressed together,

    Your soft lips a closed gate

    Leaving me to a terrible silence.

    It is more terrible because there

    Is no silence behind your lips.

    You continue loudly but I cannot hear.

    You set down the receiver

    And I am left standing,

    Listening after the line goes dead

    Reminded by your closed lips

    That I am alone.

     

    Wednesday, September 12, 2007

    College can be cool every once and a while.

    Dinner tonight. Grady, Owen, Nate, and I.

    Nate: I got a ticket for my bike.

    Grady: What?

    Nate: Well, not a ticket… a “warning”.

    Owen: A warning.

    Nate: Pretty much a ticket.

    Grady: What for?

    Nate: Where I locked it up.

    Grady: Where?

    Nate: On a rail.

    Grady: Everyone does that.

    Nate: I KNOW!

    Owen: Was it in front of maple?

    Nate: Yeah. There was no other place to put it!

    Grady: Maybe if you had put it in the stairwell, but not a rail.

    Nate: And it gets better… the guy threatened to impound my bike.

    (explosion of laughter)

    Grady: That was amazing.

    Owen: How are they going to impound your bike?

    Nate: I don’t know. Maybe he could take my front wheel.

    Grady: So he’d break the lock so he could impound your bike.

    Owen: That’s property destruction.

    Nate: Yeah!

    Grady: Is your bike registered?

    Nate: No.

    Grady: Then they can’t trace you.

    Nate: I know.

    Grady: You should leave a note… “Do your worst!”

    Tuesday, October 16, 2007

    Really, really thick fog this morning. I couldn't see any color until I was about 62 steps away. Couldn't see anything more than 100 steps away. I hope my smiley face pants were a beacon of hope in a fog laden land.

    Tuesday, November 06, 2007

    stoic

     

    Monday, December 03, 2007

    AMOR VINCIT OMNIA!