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| dear diary, tonight will be our last
my hands are itching for razors
my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings
consumed by sickness, i ache to see your blood
the hour approaches when i shall lay a nest inside of you
sliced open i lay waste to my desires
sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile
and in my dreams i hold your head beneath the waves
after you've died, i kiss the nape of your porcelain neck
you enter me in death's perpetual embrace
skin tightens in the throes of lust
and in my dreams i cut your mouth from ear to ear
dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room
how splendidly i carve into your tender heart
shuddering between the sheets
for weeks i've watched you, perched above your sleeping form
as i caress your perfection
my angel, i'll tear your insides out
my mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones
i cannot subside 'til i have suckled every inch of you
your features now glazed in your own blood
my fingers find home amongst your guts
and in my dreams i hold your head beneath the waves
after you've died, i kiss the nape of your porcelain neck
you enter me in death's perpetual embrace
skin tightens in the throes of lust
and in my dreams i cut your mouth from ear to ear
dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room
how splendidly i carve into your tender heart
shuddering between the sheets
whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils
we shall be intertwined, entangled in our love
murder beckons as time stops with your voice
"i'll love you forever" -- and forever it shall be
the knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh
the pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind
the rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries
with a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations
with a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting
the knives are crooning for this perfect end
for weeks i've watched you, perched above your sleeping form
as i caress your perfection
my angel, i'll tear your insides out
my mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones
i cannot subside 'til i have suckled every inch of you
i feel the fibers stretch and tear
unbridled climax is achieved
i've waited so long for this moment
the euphoric act of suicide -- suicide!
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| well i vowed never to post in the world of xanga ever again but, my rant doesnt fit into my away message so im posting this for the first and im not posting ever again.
The problem with society is the corruption, horror, and greed that people endure. People are corrupt because they are greedy, people do horrific things, because they are corrupt and because they are greedy. Greed doesnt nescisarilly mean a gain for more money, it generally means a wanting for more. The corruption and horror comes in when people wil go to great lengths to fufil this greed, this addiction that is greed. Weather a person is denied time and time again, they will still try to feed their addiction to wanting more. Weaher it be acceptance, self esteem or just general materialism, people are vile disgusting horrific creatures that are driven by greed and by wanting. There is no pure soul in the world, weather they never sinned, never commited wrong doing, they still have a wanting for more. And with that greed forms, and corrupts the person which creates horror. Not matter how strong the will is to deny a greedy sensation, it is still there and the person is still corrupt and evil. Bottom line, there can never be a pure society, a pure human, because there will always be a wanting for more. That is why i worry about the world and have pessimistic views. I am not saying i am perfect and dont long for more. If it makes me a hypocrit then so be it, but hypocrit or not whatever you want to believe, no one human being can be truley a "good person" unless the infact, dont feel greed and dont want more, emotional greed, sexual greed, financial greed. No one person is happy with what they are/have/feel because i eventually elongates for more. Its why i worry, its why im untrusting, its why i hate. Because people are scum | | |
| Farewell, for you will not see my face
Goodbye, no more will you feel my skin
So Long, our lips will never meet again
My Heart is broken
My Soul is shattered
You held my heart in the palm of your hand
You squeezed more and more each day
It Beat Faster and faster with each sqeeze
You've Squeezed hard enough
No more does it beat
Forever is how long i will still love you
You took my love for granted and now i shall vanish from your life
I love you
I need you
Never will we be together again
I miss you
i care for you
No more will there be me and you
There never was a me and you
1-26-04/10-20-04
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