Goodbye

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Currently Listening Rancid By Rancid see related

You know who's the biggest loser?

Everyone involved with the show The Biggest Loser.

Because of their two hour finale, The Office and My Name is Earl will not be shown tonight.

Matt=ANGRY.

EDIT:
Everyone else went to bed early.

I stayed up till 3

I'm in college.

Tim Ott ripped my hoodie.

My new hoodie.

Matt=ANGRIER

But not much.

I can sew.

Currently Listening Wasted Days By The Slackers see related

So forget about that last post.

No one cared about it anyway.

I want something to happen. Something signifigant. Something catastrophic. I don't care what. Things need to be shaken up. Everything is stagnant. Everyone is dormant. Something needs to happen to wake people up.

At least I need to be woken up.

I need change.

I can't live the way I am now any longer.

Currently Listening The King Is Dead By Hoods see related

So my break was good. Managed to not be bored out of my mind, which made it way better than Fall Break.

Wednesday I went shopping (OMG! SHOPPING!). Bought some new speakers for my record player, and nothing else. I went shopping and didn't buy a CD. Be amazed.

Thursday I slept in. Ate with the family. That sort of thing.

Friday I slept in again. Went and did some work with my dad. Nothing to heavy. Went over to David's house and played poker with his family, and won. Then we played Trivial pursuit and I won that too. I am no longer welcome to play games at the Lichtenwalter Household.

Saturday I slept till about two. Did absolutely nothing all day. Went to eat at Applebee's for my mom's birthday.

Sunday I went to church at my old church. Saw lots of people I haven't seen in a while. Ate lunch with David, Dane, and David's girlfriend. Then waited for Brad to call and say we were headed back. Now here I am.

I had a good break, but I'm ready to be back. Back to the grindstone.

"I own you"

Currently Listening Lars Frederiksen & The Bastards By Lars Frederiksen & The Bastards see related

So recently I've become somewhat obsessed with this band called The Warriors. They're probably my favorite hardcore band. I always find their lyrics to be uplifting. I find that this song in particular has helped me recently. It's called "Foreign Pain"

trouble. looking at a heart once gold, life already lost. beginning to the end (a mental holocaust). and it's so depressing, worrying. truth is hard to find. trouble here! still seeking, repeating. still i gotta strive. i gotta strive, i gotta try. engaged with foreign pain. bombs dropped right through your brain. life's hard you know the game. i try but still it rains. hearts just explode (awake i try to see). lock and reload (inhale this life i breathe). searching, seeking, now exists a problem somewhere deep inside, now i gotta know. (chorus) and i cut through snakes with deadly knives of mind. and the serpents’ fangs again will kill in time.

Hope you guys enjoyed that as much as I do. It doesn't really offer any solutions, but it's good to know that others struggle with the same things that you do.