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Today I will be talking about the reason why I do certain things. Today I kind of got in a fight in school(oraly). Her name is hamida. She claims that I cursed at her callin her a bitchJust becuz you are in a point in life when your starting to mature dosen't mean you have to act like that word I said to you(bitch). There is no excuse for rudness.None what so ever. I mean it is partshally my fault, I should have realized it. You know why I did it? I wanted to see what you would do.If you would go to the extream in tring to crurse me out, going to tell the teacher, or act like I never said the word, keep it to yourself if you will. You know what you managed to prove me wrong today. I thought that you would have acted like a. Never mind, what I ment to say is I wanted to see act like a mature person would or your old self. The Hamida I knew wouldn't have said shit. Cuz the hamida i knew never said anything to Michal C. after he made a joke about you. You know that. I don't know if you had a bad day today or something but as I said before and as I'll say agian"There is no excuse for rudness." Now u know why i said that word. Whether if you forgive me is entirely up to you. But just know this i do everything for a reason in life(not including academically) i rarely me true mistakes. | | |
| Steph
Hello sorry but been bisy lately. So lets continue from were we last left off. I sugesed if youre just starting to read these entreis you should read the past enterys.So anyway, things when i got to the seventh grade were the same. No Evelyn still doesn't and probubly won't anytime soon or ever will. K well besides noel i hadn't met anywon else. But lately i have been talking to a gurl named Steph. In a way she has similar problums as me. I enjoy talking ot her becuz she is a person i can relate. She had the same broblum as me. She is very beatiful in my point of view and if you don't think she is your ither gay or you have mental problums. Any way as I said she HAD the same problum. She and Mr. right are together. Sadly. Well i shouldn't say that beacuz she's happy and to me thats what maters the most. I hope Mr.right doesn't hert her and i'm sorry to say this beacuz i never enjoy rezolving things to violence but if he herts her,...... he'll have a problum with me.
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| Part7
Good eveing I think that you've seen the adjustments to my site personaly I enjoy the picture of spawn in the backround. So anyway lets get back to what happen last time. I got over what my math teacher siad about me a few days later but instead of the worst to come something good happened to me it was like god said 'Manuel has been good to his fellow man helping people when they did not ask lend people need it or not, so I'll award him today'.So later that night I went to a party and went to my cousin house and he was asking me if I wanted to go to his freinds house which was right up the street. So while I was walking up the street with my cousin I saw one of his freind s her name was Noel. To me she was beutiful from head to toe, but 5'2 and what suprized me was that she was black and a softmore in high school. So later we talk and got to know each other. Then right out of the blue she said ' you'll be my new boy freind'. I turn around and said you pointing to me. Yeah. Okay. So as I sat next to her she put her hands around me. My cousin's girlfreind was there too. My cousin was like sayen'I taut him everything he knows'. And naturaly I noded my head up and down. So when my cousin went inside to her house Noel said 'oh oh jessie(my cousin) is gana bust agin. lol. So when they went inside me and her maid out. I had to leave later. So she gave me her numer and I gave her my number. We kept in touch but it did not work out, but I'm proud to say that this is one of the high lights of my summer. | | |
| part6
(please begin with the first entry if you want to under stand this one) Good evenig sorry but I've been realy hooked on a game. Finalfantasy7.I know thats its ofr PSone but the game is great I'm alaready half way done. Aright enough of that so lets keep on going.I'll start where I last left off. The day after we went in the gym I still was upset. Malcolm could tell. I knew that Evelyn could tell but as usual she didn't say shit don't get me wrong I think she's a nice person but she always seems to be running away from things. Kiana (a girl in my classroom) said that she's afraid to tell me the truth now I belveive her. That day Malcolm tried to cheer me yp but it was no use, its like trying to ply out a elefant from a tiny hole with a hammer a chizel. I got over it but she sholdn't have said that even if a person daird her to. And on top of that Kana and Chane(girls in my classroom) asked my sister if I liked Evelyn and she anwsered cuse she begged me to tell her. I felt like beating the shit out of her, and what amaizes me is she got away with it. So let me fast forward. One day in math class my math teacher pritty much said that I was stupid. Everone besides Malcolm and a few other people did laugh but everyone laugh there asses off and Evelyn just turned and looked at me then laughed a little bit that moment I wanted to stanb my math teacher in her back the go on a killing spriy in the school. | | |
| Part5.
Hello sorry but I've been bisey for the past few days. So let me fast forward from the play. One day the hole class went to the gym. Do you remember a girl named Hamida? Ithink she can be found in part3. Any way we were in the gym and out of no where just strate out of the blue Evelyn told me 'Manuel I don't like you alright!' Imediatly I just felt like shit. Malcolm told me Manuel you alright. I lied and saidtes I went t the bath room. I spashed water on my face. I got very upset. I couldn't keep the anger inside of me. I just started hitting the wall and I got out of controll. I just got o mad. So after that I found out that Hamida dared Evelyn totell me that but she still never said she was sorry. That day I found out that she was a diffent person. I try not to think of it but one day it will get the better of me, and people will find me with a rope around my neck that was naild to the sleaing.
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