xeditx -- go here http://www.xanga.com/hollow_on_the_inside new xanga whoot whoot....*sigh*

hmm well....moms on call dads out watchin football prob enjoyin his beer and cigs umm yeah ryan has a friend over and im lame and dont have nething 2 do hmm...burned myself the brand new "you favorite weapon" cd...pretty effin awesum group umm yeah and ive been watchin the grudge and lookin @ icons..man im good @ multi taskin...

bein bored sucks ur moms face...

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hey guyss wow 2day was so much fun =] vball tourney @heights.....so we ended up w// a record of 1-3 but man it was sooo much fun in between the games all those girls r like the coolest and most of them r pretty down 2 earth so i luvv 2 hang out w// them....hmm well we played heights KMC and south......o yes and northwest we beat south whoot whoot but yeah i had abunch of fun then we play again on tuesday whoot whoot im uber xcited!! we play bishop blah i dont think we will win but u never noe!! i dont remember who else we play..well newyas im starved i need sum food later fools

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xeditx -- wow.....football game made me feel so much better....we actually did really weel...well the band did the football team got their asses kicked but the band rocked of course i sat by alex the whole time omg it was sooo much fun she is so awesum im glad im gettin 2 hang out w// her @ the games but then after the games i wont like ever get 2 c her cuz i dont have classes w// her ands it sad but yeah umm im gunna go shower and get in bed blah i have 2 up @ ike 6:45ish 2morrow 4 the tourney....

so yes umm 2day....1 things ITS FRIDAY FOOLS!! yay!!!! so yes we have football game 2nite whoot whoot!!!! then vball tourney 2morrow wow im uber xcited!!!!!! hmm well my day....ugg i didnt feel my best and sum of my teachers were pissin me off....coughcoughSPANSIH/MATH/ENGLISHcoughcough but umm yeah i really want 2 b on sum anti-depressants but mom doesnt want me on them becuz of all the side effects and shit like that blah...i want 2 go 2 the mall w// allison and jessi again that always cheers me up....

hmm feel like doin sumthin

10 things im sick of...

1.people askin me if im ok           2. my english/math teachers           3. drama             4.my mom              5.my brother         6.bein unhappy            7.upper classmen bein bitches          8. my bus driver tryin 2 talk 2 us on the bus      9.wantin 2 cut but i noe i cant          10.the pressure from my family 2 b perfect

10 things im enjoying...

1.new friends        2.bein vball manager        3.scouts        4.goin back 2 church wednesday nites// bein in sr youth    5.the music im listenin 2         6.my bus stop is now rite outside my house       7.old friends         8.takin walks w// willie         9.the fact im goin 2 a shrink 2 get sum help *after 2 yrs*       10.the book im readin

10 things i miss....

1. LA w// mrs stevenson       2. my sevie buddies       3.my 8th grade friends      4.band      5.mrs allen// mrs estes      6.my vote 4 pedro shirt      7.karyn&&kelly&&erin        8.my bracelets         9.bein able 2 tell sara everything on r walks home        10.jammin w// jessi on the bus

so yeah...

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Currently Listening Move Along By The All-American Rejects see related

wow the weather is so nice i wish the weather was always like this in kansas its so comfy in jeans and a hoodie but yeah....

PE-- haha played ultimate basketball it was awesum i did ok blah we couldnt dribble tho but it was alot of fun

band-- omg we had 2 march outside sooo effin cold but i had my hoodie so it wasnt 2 bad haha abbey had her pants rolled up and a tshirt on and she was freezin her ass off i couldnt help bu tlaugh but haha we had a bunch of fun i luv abbey im so glad i met her

spanish-- AK ISNT IN R CLASS NEMORE im so sad she was awesum *shes from denmark* and im upset 2 becuz she was my convo buddy 4 the project thats due 2morrow and now i have no buddy.....ugg so yeah and mandy and raven said that i could join their group but we didnt get a convo ready so i mite fail it....ug man it sucks...

english-- holy crap we had a sub YESSS and we got 2 watch a movie it was awesum im glad mrs harris wasnt there blah i dislike her w// a passion

history-- test.......

lunch-- fun shit happened then

math-- umm started chap. 2 easy crap still umm only class i got freakin hw in rawr and there was a fire drill lol and when we wre outside i was like "ok people in case of an emergency u stop drop and roll!!!!" and i dove 2 the ground rolled over and got back up haha it was great i did it like 5 times and i have grass stains on my knees lmao it was fun

biology-- wow it was great bonnie was hyper and so was i haha wow i had fun then w// mandy of course haha wow luv that class

welllll im gunna go jam 2 sum music and work on the hw fun stuff later foolssss leave me sum comments

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Currently Listening Where You Want To Be By Taking Back Sunday see related

xeditx     so yeah.....ive never been asked so many questions in my effin life!    omg it sucked!!!!! but my therapist said from now on i wont b like that we will actually just sit and talk about stuff for like an hour so i have 2 go weekly for like 3-6 mths  am i that fucked up?! guess so....no drugs tho i kinda wanted them but mom got her opinion in first and she said therapy then drugs rawr but i can get them when ever i want pretty much umm yeah then went 2 church haha omgshh i luv the people in sr youth! they r so awesum...but yeah DYG is in like 65 days and i got my sheet 2 fill out 2 go im REALLY xcited then we r goin 2 c u after the pole next week so yeah....

hey peeps umm yeah lets c...nething interestin happen 2day...not really umm had 2 run in PE blah it sucked band was ok we didnt get 2 go outside and march in the rain spanish was fun haha we watched this movie in spanish holy cow it was frickin hilarious!!it was "me gusta" which means i like haha omg it was great um english got pics taken blah then history notes as usual and talked like half the hour when we shouldve been studyin haha whoopss lunch was cool math had a test i think i did pretty good hope i did considerin its review from last year.. biology finished r mobile project *presented* umm yeah then my bus stop got changed so yeah its 41st and edgemoore now which is nice uhh yeah goin 2 the shrink in like 30 mins fun stuff then i have church 2nite yay  well im out later

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