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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 13:28:34 GMT

xeditx -- go here http://www.xanga.com/hollow_on_the_inside new xanga whoot whoot....*sigh*

hmm well....moms on call dads out watchin football prob enjoyin his beer and cigs umm yeah ryan has a friend over and im lame and dont have nething 2 do hmm...burned myself the brand new "you favorite weapon" cd...pretty effin awesum group umm yeah and ive been watchin the grudge and lookin @ icons..man im good @ multi taskin...

bein bored sucks ur moms face...

</33 becca --> thats wat i need so yeah....im reallllly bored deal w// it

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 18:43:17 GMT

hey guyss wow 2day was so much fun =] vball tourney @heights.....so we ended up w// a record of 1-3 but man it was sooo much fun in between the games all those girls r like the coolest and most of them r pretty down 2 earth so i luvv 2 hang out w// them....hmm well we played heights KMC and south......o yes and northwest we beat south whoot whoot but yeah i had abunch of fun then we play again on tuesday whoot whoot im uber xcited!! we play bishop blah i dont think we will win but u never noe!! i dont remember who else we play..well newyas im starved i need sum food later fools

</33 becca

Friday, September 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 16:59:31 GMT

xeditx -- wow.....football game made me feel so much better....we actually did really weel...well the band did the football team got their asses kicked but the band rocked of course i sat by alex the whole time omg it was sooo much fun she is so awesum im glad im gettin 2 hang out w// her @ the games but then after the games i wont like ever get 2 c her cuz i dont have classes w// her ands it sad but yeah umm im gunna go shower and get in bed blah i have 2 up @ ike 6:45ish 2morrow 4 the tourney....

so yes umm 2day....1 things ITS FRIDAY FOOLS!! yay!!!! so yes we have football game 2nite whoot whoot!!!! then vball tourney 2morrow wow im uber xcited!!!!!! hmm well my day....ugg i didnt feel my best and sum of my teachers were pissin me off....coughcoughSPANSIH/MATH/ENGLISHcoughcough but umm yeah i really want 2 b on sum anti-depressants but mom doesnt want me on them becuz of all the side effects and shit like that blah...i want 2 go 2 the mall w// allison and jessi again that always cheers me up....

hmm feel like doin sumthin

10 things im sick of...

1.people askin me if im ok 2. my english/math teachers 3. drama 4.my mom 5.my brother 6.bein unhappy 7.upper classmen bein bitches 8. my bus driver tryin 2 talk 2 us on the bus 9.wantin 2 cut but i noe i cant 10.the pressure from my family 2 b perfect

10 things im enjoying...

1.new friends 2.bein vball manager 3.scouts 4.goin back 2 church wednesday nites// bein in sr youth 5.the music im listenin 2 6.my bus stop is now rite outside my house 7.old friends 8.takin walks w// willie 9.the fact im goin 2 a shrink 2 get sum help *after 2 yrs* 10.the book im readin

10 things i miss....

1. LA w// mrs stevenson 2. my sevie buddies 3.my 8th grade friends 4.band 5.mrs allen// mrs estes 6.my vote 4 pedro shirt 7.karyn&&kelly&&erin 8.my bracelets 9.bein able 2 tell sara everything on r walks home 10.jammin w// jessi on the bus

so yeah...

</33 becca

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 17:09:46 GMT

wow the weather is so nice i wish the weather was always like this in kansas its so comfy in jeans and a hoodie but yeah....

PE-- haha played ultimate basketball it was awesum i did ok blah we couldnt dribble tho but it was alot of fun

band-- omg we had 2 march outside sooo effin cold but i had my hoodie so it wasnt 2 bad haha abbey had her pants rolled up and a tshirt on and she was freezin her ass off i couldnt help bu tlaugh but haha we had a bunch of fun i luv abbey im so glad i met her

spanish-- AK ISNT IN R CLASS NEMORE im so sad she was awesum *shes from denmark* and im upset 2 becuz she was my convo buddy 4 the project thats due 2morrow and now i have no buddy.....ugg so yeah and mandy and raven said that i could join their group but we didnt get a convo ready so i mite fail it....ug man it sucks...

english-- holy crap we had a sub YESSS and we got 2 watch a movie it was awesum im glad mrs harris wasnt there blah i dislike her w// a passion

history-- test.......

lunch-- fun shit happened then

math-- umm started chap. 2 easy crap still umm only class i got freakin hw in rawr and there was a fire drill lol and when we wre outside i was like "ok people in case of an emergency u stop drop and roll!!!!" and i dove 2 the ground rolled over and got back up haha it was great i did it like 5 times and i have grass stains on my knees lmao it was fun

biology-- wow it was great bonnie was hyper and so was i haha wow i had fun then w// mandy of course haha wow luv that class

welllll im gunna go jam 2 sum music and work on the hw fun stuff later foolssss leave me sum comments

<33 becca

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 16:50:52 GMT

xeditx so yeah.....ive never been asked so many questions in my effin life! omg it sucked!!!!! but my therapist said from now on i wont b like that we will actually just sit and talk about stuff for like an hour so i have 2 go weekly for like 3-6 mths am i that fucked up?! guess so....no drugs tho i kinda wanted them but mom got her opinion in first and she said therapy then drugs rawr but i can get them when ever i want pretty much umm yeah then went 2 church haha omgshh i luv the people in sr youth! they r so awesum...but yeah DYG is in like 65 days and i got my sheet 2 fill out 2 go im REALLY xcited then we r goin 2 c u after the pole next week so yeah....

hey peeps umm yeah lets c...nething interestin happen 2day...not really umm had 2 run in PE blah it sucked band was ok we didnt get 2 go outside and march in the rain spanish was fun haha we watched this movie in spanish holy cow it was frickin hilarious!!it was "me gusta" which means i like haha omg it was great um english got pics taken blah then history notes as usual and talked like half the hour when we shouldve been studyin haha whoopss lunch was cool math had a test i think i did pretty good hope i did considerin its review from last year.. biology finished r mobile project *presented* umm yeah then my bus stop got changed so yeah its 41st and edgemoore now which is nice uhh yeah goin 2 the shrink in like 30 mins fun stuff then i have church 2nite yay well im out later

</33 becca

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 21:48:35 GMT

omg i just got back from v-ball games and its 8:30 haha yessss wow it was great i saw momo and ericka and lori and nicole and ashlea!! yay it was awesum... i miss them but im now a manager coach said that all the work that needed dun was 2 much 4 just 1 manager was 2 much so she got 2 more and i was 1 of them but the other slacks off and doesnt do nething kinda pisses me off but o well we have a tourny this saturday so im like uber xcited!! but yeah other than that the day was pretty boring played bball in PE marched outside in the rain again in band *<333* umm yeah then the normal stuff sub 4 spanish so it was fun umm english ugg listened 2 the teacher blab AGAIN thats the only class i really hate umm history=notes lunch was fun abby brought hers so i sat w// her and atieh and chelsea and mandy it was fun fun fun math= review for test biology finished r mobile thingys then VBALL GAMES ahh so much fun well i must go i need a shower later

</33 becca

Monday, September 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 16:57:24 GMT

xeditx so yeah i had a ton of fun @ scouts i miss those guys so yeah then we went 2 walmart and i saw brazil!! AND LINDSAY JACOBS ahh it was so awesum this nite has been the best nite ive had in a long time i was glad 2 c every1 that i hadnt seen in like 4ever....it was nice...

happy birthday jessi!!!!!!!!

ok so ur all extremely jealous that its jessis burfday yes i noe

haha omg 2day in biology wow i have so much fun in that class i turn around and mandy is poitin her clicker @ me and says "im tryin 2 turn u on..am i tunrin u on!?" hahaha omg she rocks i luv her umm but yeah i think that was the best part of my day ahh yess and marchin in the rain 4 band was awesum 2...becca <3 the rain then sum1 was complainin about how shitty the feel and thats the only thing that he has been doin lately i mean cum on ur not depressed plz u wouldnt noe if depressed came up and smacked u in the face...but neways i shouldnt say stuff like that =X hmm i have scouts 2nite which i am uber xcited 4 since i get 2 c jessi and nea and monica who r like sum of the coolest 8th graders ever =P once again...JEALOUS but yeha im out i have math hw later foolss

</33 becca <-- lmfao....i got bored and i like the icons yay...

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 20:17:02 GMT

xeditx new layout...wanted sumthin simple.....hopefully ill have it longer than 48 hrs....

umm yeah hi guys 2day hmm mostly hung out w// church people cuz they r cool like that umm went 2 1st service cuz becca had 2 acolyte then yeah service was like never endin blah but it was ok it was kinda boring 2day umm since it was creed day we talked about all the different servant events the sr youth did it was cool i did 3 out of the 4 events this summer so yeah umm then went home and got ready 4 the potluck//beach party both were really fun i hurt my ankle tubin tho but the brace is helpin it feel better and i took advil and iced it so yeha nuttin else i can really do then came home and went 2 nuway which i really didnt want 2 go 2 but o well then went 2 walgreens and im gunna make a tshirt that says "east high freshman volleyball groupie" haha and wear it tuesday its gunna b awesum ur all jealous...i couldve really used a walk w// sara 2nite but ill have 2 wait 2 do that...bummer well im gunna go jessis burfday is 2morrow and mom wouldnt take me 2 get her a present so im pissed....but eh screw it

</33 becca

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 20:22:20 GMT

and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you

waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you

should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way my hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you

[whispering:]
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

the used rocks....and ive added a few new songs on my playlist...all american rejects *new cd*..the used *from their self-titled cd* and armor for sleep *new cd* highly recommened each of the songs

</33 becca

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 11:24:38 GMT

xeditx well caitlins party was a bunch of fun!! we went bowlin and had pizza and hanged out @ her place it was awesum i was so happy 2 c bulbie alex and caitlin again i miss them 2 death!!! umm yeah and now im babysittin ryan cuz the parents r @ zoobilee and apparently jessi had her burfday party 2nite and i didnt noe nething about it o well i get 2 c her monday but umm yeah dont really wanna b home i feel like im suffocatin...later peoplee

sup peeps!! hmm well i would have 2 say that altho east didnt play @ the game i was @ last nite i had a ton of fun w// lindz and alex and yes it was awesum and i got a hug from alex who was lookin pretty hott haha umm yeah then we came back 2 her place and pigged out on junk food tell r stomachs hurt and watched edward scissorhands which is 1 of the greatest movies ever fools! yeah and i woke up @ 7:30 cuz i had 2 pee and woke up lindz accidently so we've been up since then haha and caitlins party is in like 3 hrs yay im uber xcited that i get 2 c her again i miss her but yeah im out i think im gunna find another layout cuz i dont like this new 1 veru much dont noe y i even bothered w// puttin it on later

</33 becca