i just want you to know 
            how i feel about you

but i dont know how to tell you
because i dont want to screw this up

            i hope your different than the others

because the first just dissapeared one day
because the second ripped my heart up so bad
because the third took my love and threw it to the ground

i want you to understand
   that i just might be the best girlfriend you ever had :(

you just broke my heart so bad
   ...because i still loved you so much

the endless cycle of my everyday life/
i dont want to see your face anymore
i dont want to hear your voice anymore
im sorry i couldnt be what u want
 the pressure was on me
i was the color in your world
i dont care about you
what are you going to do
i grew up this way
im sorry i was a dissapointment
but life doesnt come perfectly
i grow into a beautiful flower
only to find out i was only a weed from you
you broke my heart
so many times i lost the pieces
i want to be stronger
but your so far ahead i cant catch up
it started when i was young
the hatred the despite
i cant be happy
i cant be confident
you teased me so bad
you crushed me so hard
i cant feel my senses
and ill always look upon those dissapointed faces
i cant run away
i also cant die away
im stuck in this hell
but hay....smile
imagine what could happen, if they left the house
and just didnt come home one night .....
and a major car crash was on the news