_** ive got a lovely bunch of coconuts (diddly diddly)**_

Monica called today, yay monica! talked to her for a little while, we caught up on drama and gossip etc ( we're girls dude, its natural. ) aw i miss her. but not too much, she hasnt been gone as long as expected and is comin back this week end to visit for Easter vacay. and the end of spring break.

Tash sam and cassie got a new house, amy went over and they came over here, hopefully after my mom gets back from church i can go over and we're all gonna spend their first night in the house together, along with marky and kaylup of course, geez, i think we should make em sleep outside.well, kaylups too cute, plus i think he really likes me now, what little i understand of his mumble slash gurgles and make up words, i understand that he likes me :D

washed my car today, finally. looks all clean and pimp now. i had to, first morrow said it needed to be washed, then alex, geez how embaressing, ok guys i get it, its washed.and smells good too.

Tash thinks Alex is hot.she says its weird how she finds him attractive cause we never have the same taste in guys, and although admittedly she says he is shorter then most guys, hes still hot. aw. now i kind of think so too. did i mention i saw him again last night:? it was kind of boring, us just listening to music in the car, him leaning sitting and standing outside of the car, but it was ok.hugged me again, a better hug then before, these things just keep gettin better n better huh. he didnt call today though..bad sign?

this dude at church said somethin today that really made sense. he said alot of the time we go through life just flirting with God, never really having a deep loving relationship with him like we should, and how much better it is to fall in love with God and how awsome he is. flirting with God. i get that..i dont understand alot, but thats terms i understand. i want a love relationship with my God again.

ok guys, announcement time..i think im starting a new xanga. i feel for some reason that this is kind of a new chapter in my life and..ok not really, i just thought of a cool name that i like and kind of fits me and i want a new xanga with that name. but its true, its been awhile since ive had this xanga, like more then a year i think, and im not the same person. my next post may just be the link to my new site, so you guys go there and prop me ok? i'll love you forever and send you each two razberry lollypops if you do, the kind that turn your whole mouth blue for like an hour and a half? yea those. so you prop me ok, prop with every ounce of being in you.

i'll love you forever, i'll keep you for always, as long as im living my baby you'll be. ( or..somethin like that) --Amb-yur-losis

##..im a bitch, im a lover, im a child, im a mother, im a sinner, im a saint...##

So a guy walks up to you in a bar( or hallway) and says.."hey you, do you know S.?", you reply.." uhm..no i dont think so? nah, i dont." he states, "he says he screwed you". " i dont know who he is" " well im just telling you". and so goes a day in the life of a small town youth.

Its Saint Patricks Day. *pinch* your not wearing green. did you know that if you pinch someone for not wearing green, and they are indeed wearing green, the "almost-sort of-kind of-official" thing to do is pinch them three times? i didnt know that.

im making an "A" bubble letter pillow in home ec. its coming out crappy.well not really. only sort of. Alex wants it.im embaressed of it. Alex didnt call today. stayed after school, cleared me of all my excess hours. yay, last day of school tomorrow before spring break..i'm goin to a science workshop. and i hear they feed you home made taquitos.yay for PHS.

tired.lazy.disgusted by myself.im out..

I dont love you today.today i only like you.--Amber