hmm.. i'm thinkin this will be my last entry.

goodbye xanga world.

[P E O P L E]

1. Best friend of 2005? sam sarah holly kelsey leslie.
2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? chris
3. Lost any friends? yep
4. Gained any friends? well duh
5. Met new good friends? mhmmm

[P L A C E S]

1. Went out of the country? nope.
2. Moved? nope
3. New school? no.
4. How many times on an airplane? 2? i think.
5. Road trips? umm idk. not road trips like with friends.. but like visited my sister in wisconsin..if you call that a "road trip" cuz it was 5 hours?

[Y O U ]

1. Have you changed?: yes.
2. New look? my hairs shorter?
3. Any new additions? myspace.  hahahah
4. Biggest conflict this year? uhhh.  idk.
5. Most depressed time this year? ehh.  don't wanna talk about that.

[L O V E]

1. Did you fall in love? nah
2. Did you get heartbroken? yep
3. Who was your summer love? uh not love but a fling.  and rob.
4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? one official.
5. Favorite date? uhhh.  idk.  i didn't really have any great ones this year/any year.

[S E A S O N S]

1. Favorite Season? summer.
2. Least favorite season? winter
3. Good birthday? it was alrighttt nothin too special.
4. Any snow this year? duh
5. Highest temperature? idk.

[F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S]

Snuck out- mm yep
Met a person who will change your life? yeah
Kept your resolution- i don't remember it.. ?
Got arrested- nah
Had a first something- probably
Drank Alcohol- yep
Smoked weed- noo way.
Did anything illegal- yes
Kissed a boy/girl- NOPE I DIDN'T. of course i did.
Had a crush- yeah :-\
Liked someone who didn't like you? um yep that's for sure.
Lost a family member- no
Got suspended- nope
Moved states- noope
Got a myspace- yes
Started a band- yeahh
Spent over 1 million dollars- obviously.  haha um no.
Done something you shouldn't have- um yep
Kept a secret- yeah
Told a secret- yep
Changed your view on things- yeah

BE SAFE TONIGHT EVERYONE.  :)

2005 was amaazing.

and i could make a goodbye 2005 entry with a bunch of pictures n shit but i'm DEFINITELY too lazy.

all i have to say.. is i would never have made it through without my girlssss.

****sam, holly, sarah, kelsey, and leslie.*******

i love you girls more than life itself.  i would honestly do anything for you guys. you have all helped me through so much shit this year.  boys, parents, everything.  YOU GUYS ARE MY LIFE.

soMetimes me thInk

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     - CoOkie MoNster

wellllllllll.. a quick run through of 2005

..my birthday.  AMAAAZING.

..acceleration with abigail.  I GET TO GO BACK ON THE 17TH.  BE JEALOUSSS.

..hanging out with my CREW every night.

..the maaany trips to chipotle.

..4th of july.  definitely.

..going to the resort with kelsey.

..SUMMER NIGHTS.

..soccer. my team. i miss them.  uhh soccer party soon?!?  i think soo!

..boys.

   A TON more.  i just got kinda sick of doing that.

I'm definitely shaking, the silence isn't breaking. Backwashed and stranded memories of something I thought could be.

And she knows it time to make a change here. And time to get away.
And she knows it's time for all the wrong reasons And time to end the pain

so i've decided.. i really don't need a boyfriend.  i don't WANT  boyfriend.  screw that.  being single.. flirting.. random hookups.  umm YEP.  much MUUUCH better.  :)

and for once it wasn't black and white,

but spelled out beautifully in neon lights.

if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember youre braver than you believe; stronger than you seem; and smarter than you think but the most important thing is, even if we`re apart.. ill always be with you

-Winnie The Pooh

&& Even though I remind myself that we'll probably never be together...I still won't let myself fall for anyone else.

2006 is going to be bomb.  enough said.

i love my friends.

uhhh i'm frustrated with.. life.