| Its so funny how people suddenly care when they think you are in trouble. Im fine |
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| The more i sit and think the more i realize how much my life has changed. Im sitting here at my boyfriends computer while hes at work smoking a cig, drinkin a beer and listening to 90s rock on one of those music channels. The sound of paula abdule in the background. Ya know back when she was famous. My emotions are a complete rollercoaster. Am I happy. doubtful. This semester is almost over and I've failed 4 of my 5 classes. I have one week to decide a major and register for classes. Ugh.
Song switch "its the end of the world as we know it" Much more apropriate.
I have also realized I cant spell worth shit, hints the word in the above sentence
I'm only happy when the alcohol is rushing through my veins. Its the only thing that makes me forget all the reasons i have to be unhappy.
I got accepted to be a suicidegirl. I shot my first photo shoot yesterday. Talk about scary try being naked infront of a camera.
Well on with my miserable life
One more drink so ease the pain
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Ok I tried but I just can't give it up!
On a sadder note my vanna is leaving in 2 hours for california and I just might die
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| I give up......goodbye cruel xanga world
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