http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24Latest Xanga weblog from Meagers24en-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/586710459/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/586710459/item.htmlFri, 27 Apr 2007 01:56:23 GMTIts so funny how people suddenly care when they think you are in trouble. Im finehttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/586710459/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/585124473/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/585124473/item.htmlFri, 20 Apr 2007 02:34:09 GMTThe more i sit and think the more i realize how much my life has changed. Im sitting here at my boyfriends computer while hes at work smoking a cig, drinkin a beer and listening to 90s rock on one of those music channels. The sound of paula abdule in the background. Ya know back when she was famous. My emotions are a complete rollercoaster. Am I happy. doubtful. This semester is almost over and I've failed 4 of my 5 classes. I have one week to decide a major and register for classes. Ugh. <br>Song switch "its the end of the world as we know it" Much more apropriate. <br>I have also realized I cant spell worth shit, hints the word in the above sentence <br>I'm only happy when the alcohol is rushing through my veins. Its the only thing that makes me forget all the reasons i have to be unhappy. <br>I got accepted to be a suicidegirl. I shot my first photo shoot yesterday. Talk about scary try being naked infront of a camera. <br>Well on with my miserable life<br>One more drink so ease the pain<br><br>http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/585124473/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/560428887/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/560428887/item.htmlWed, 03 Jan 2007 09:41:34 GMT<br>Ok I tried but I just can't give it up!<br><br>On a sadder note my vanna is leaving in 2 hours for california and I just might die<br>http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/560428887/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/557692758/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/557692758/item.htmlFri, 22 Dec 2006 00:58:17 GMTI give up......goodbye cruel xanga world<br>http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/557692758/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/553347686/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/553347686/item.htmlTue, 05 Dec 2006 19:26:21 GMT <br><a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/meagers24/29ccd93533451/photo.html"><img title="isn't he cute" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x29.xanga.com/ccdd17f25613393533451/z65240767.jpg"></a> <a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/meagers24/cbb7693533450/photo.html"><img title="jarret" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://xcb.xanga.com/b76d13ea5613093533450/z65240766.jpg"></a> <a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/meagers24/217c093533449/photo.html"><img title="i miss her" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x21.xanga.com/7c0d37e75373593533449/z65240765.jpg"></a> <a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/meagers24/7dd4093533448/photo.html"><img title="362659796_m" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x7d.xanga.com/d40e84147123293533448/z27255611.jpg"></a> <a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/meagers24/6750493533446/photo.html"><img title="396026-R1-14-14A" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x67.xanga.com/504143506563593533446/z22799673.jpg"></a> <a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/meagers24/05c4b93533432/photo.html"><img title="200492126_m" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x05.xanga.com/c4be961045c3393533432/z27255853.jpg"></a><br><br>THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE<br> http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/553347686/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/552227928/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/552227928/item.htmlFri, 01 Dec 2006 16:48:13 GMTMy life is boring..... I need to do something crazy!http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/552227928/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/551086760/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/551086760/item.htmlMon, 27 Nov 2006 15:40:33 GMTWhat is wrong with me? I really think I am crazy. I feel like I am standing in the middle of a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs.....and no one even looks up!<br>http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/551086760/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/548017759/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/548017759/item.htmlThu, 16 Nov 2006 17:55:58 GMTMyspace killed xanga!<br>http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/548017759/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/542524898/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/542524898/item.htmlMon, 30 Oct 2006 01:52:03 GMT <br><a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/meagers24/46b3385990243/photo.html"><img title="Picture 054" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x46.xanga.com/b33d06e44373585990243/z59187691.jpg"></a> http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/542524898/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/540998234/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/540998234/item.htmlWed, 25 Oct 2006 05:59:36 GMTMy life seems to be slowly working itself out. I hope so. There is a light at the end of the tunnel I just hope its not a train. <br>http://www.xanga.com/Meagers24/540998234/item.html#firstcomment