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Name: Michele
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Interests: Kyle Patrick Rhoads~ I want to give you a dozen roses! @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ @~~~~~ I like going to the movies, and doing lots of fun things. Did I mention that I am a crafty person? Yeah, I do lots of crafts. They're fun!
Expertise: I like going to school and learning new things, so I guess right now it would be pharmacy.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 5/21/2004

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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Woo wee it has been over a month since I have last updated.  I had a really wonderful month long vacation at home.  Christmas was great of course.  I got a lot of cool stuff including my magic bullet and my digital camera.  I pretty much spent everyday with Kyle.  We went out for our 1 year anniversary on December 31st to Visaggio's.  That place is really really good.  I then spent the night at Kyle's and we played video games and his parents wanted to go see the Huckleberry drop, so we went with them.  We went all sorts of places over vacation.  But first, I have to say that Kyle also got me some good stuff for Christmas.  He got me a beanbag for school, some art supplies since I like to draw, a stuffed bear and guinea pig, two computer games, and he even did a very special photo of us in black and white at vo-tech and then had it framed.  Over the break though we went to the movies to see White Noise which was really good, and we went out to eat a few times.  We had a lot of fun staying at home though every now and then and just watching tv, and we both got into painting a lot over the break.  The worst part about my break happned on the Tuesday before I returned to school.  My dog Penny has had arthiritis for a few months now in her back legs.  She has also had blood in her urine which probably signified a serious kidney problem.  She was put on medication to help with these problems, but here condition continued to get worse.  The arthiritis eventually spread to her front legs, and she stopped eating, and eventually the arthiritis got so bad that she couldn't even walk anymore, let alone stand up.  That was when my family made the decision that it was time to put her to sleep.  The night before that decision was made, she had me up every hour because she was crying out in pain.  We took her to the vet. the next night, and I couldn't stop crying.  I asked Kyle to go with me, and I am glad that he did go with me.  They gave her two shots.  They gave her one to put her to sleep, and then another to shut off all of her internal functions.  I watched her quietly go to sleep, and as she did I kissed her and stroked her head.  They came in and gave her the second shot, and I then watched her stop breathing.  She was gone, and it wasn't something that I didn't want to face.  I miss her terribly, but I know in my heart that it was the right decision.  She was in so much pain, and it was only fair to her that we stop and end that pain.  I know that she is waiting for me in heaven.  Now all we have to worry about is our new puppy Jack.  He sure does keep us busy.  I think that he will really miss Penny.  I miss her too.  I came back to school on January 16, and my classes began the 17th.  The first couple of days have been alright so far just because we haven't really gotten into any work yet.  I like all of my teachers so far, and my computer and music class should be pretty easy.  That will cut me some slack since I have still have chemistry and biology. 

I love you Kyle Patrick Rhoads, and thank you for being with me through the good and bad times.  I couldn't do some things in life without you being there.  Thank you for everything!


Sunday, December 12, 2004

Well I haven't updated in a little bit so I thought that I would do a short and sweet one.  Hopefully, lol  My classes ended on Friday and I have finals this week.  I have a biology final on Tuesday, and a Chemistry final on Thursday, and then I am going home.  I won't be home until a little later though on Thursday since my chemitry final is from 1-4.  Doesn't that suck?  So if I leave around 4 I should be home around 6:30 or 7.  Then I am off for a whole month! Won't that be wonderful? It sure will be since I need to spend some much needed time at home with my family, and with Kyle.  His birthday is on the 21st and is exactly 9 days away now.  I am doing something for him that he does not know about yet.  hehe and he won't know until that day.  So anyways right now I am studying for my biology final and then later on I am going to begin for my chemistry final.  Luckily I only have 2.  I am also getting my hair cut and rehighlighted the day after I come on Friday.  My bangs are really long and in my face.  Also, have to work on getting this weight back off from my first semester.  Yes, yes I gained my 15 lbs.  Not cool.  So hopefully in a month I can take off about 10.  I haven't even been eating that much.  You would gain weight too if everything you eat was cooked in oil and butter! yuck!  I have never had so many problems with my colon before in my life.  I can't wait to have my own food.  So that's it for now!  I hope to see all of you soon!  For all of you who read this, call me on Thursday and welcome me home! hehe

I love you Kyle Patrick Rhoads!!!! *mwah*

Coutdowns
One year anniversary: 19 days
Christmas: 13 days
Kyle's Birthday: 9 days
Candy Land: 6 days
Days Until I got home: 3 days

There are some things that money can't buy, for everything else there's Mastercard.  Well I guess that commercial wouldn't really work in this case.  Oh well, I tried, lol


Monday, December 06, 2004

Well as you can see I haven't updated in a little, but there really hasn't been much to update about.  I have been pretty busy to say the least.  I have, or had had many tests and quizzes, and essays and papers due right before finals week.  Not cool at all.  I went home this past weekend so that I could spend some time with Kyle before staying up here for about 2 weeks.  A little less than that.  It's nice to only have 2 finals, yet they are in my two major classes.  I have a biology test tomorrow, a chemistry test on Wednesday, and then a FRF test and essay due in there.  I also have an english paper due next Tuesday.  Yeah, it's pretty much craziness around here anymore.  I can't wait to go home for a month where I don't have to do anything at all!!! Today was also the final FINAL last day of chem lab.  It was was supposed to be last week, but we had to come back this week to check out and fill out a stupid survey.  I of course gave my chemistry teacher a really really poor evaluation since he is just absolutely horrible.  I mean, he sucks!!! I have also been trying to write my Christmas cards and such.  I am ready for Christmas.  I love this time of the year.  It snowed slightly here today.  It was very cold.  Other than that, it's the last week of classes, and next week is finals! ahhhhhhh!!! But then I get to go home next Thursday for a nice loooooooonnnngggg month!

~*Kyle*~
I know that you don't get to read this much anymore, but I still love you with all of my heart, and I always will.  I will see you very soon.  I LOVE YOU!!! *mwah*


Monday, November 29, 2004

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Beautiful Soul
By Jesse McCartney
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I am back up here at Wilkes now after a very nice Thanksgiving break.  Let me recap you.  I went home last Tuesday and just relaxed.  Kyle was there waiting for me when I got home.  We cleaned Sydney, and then did nothing, which was nice.  Then on Wednesday, while Kyle was at school, I went Christmas shopping for him and other members of my family.  Then later on that night Kyle took me to the Outback Steakhouse.  We went to Wal*Mart then again afterwards so that Kyle could look for flowers for Thanksgiving.  Thursday morning I got to Kyle's house around 11 and we watched tv and realxed again.  I eventually left around 3:15 and went home so that I could go with my family to my aunt's for Thanksgiving.  Good food of course.  Then I came back home and immediately left for Kyle's again and I ended up staying there until 11:15.  Friday Kyle and I helped my mom and dad set my house for Christmas.  We put up our tree and all of the other decorations.  It was quite fun, and yet, quite tiring.  That morning we also went grocery shopping with my parents.  Wal*Mart wasn't too bad.  At least not in the food section.  My mom made our turkey then that night, and we had another Thanksgiving at my house.  Just with my family though.  Then on Saturday Kyle came over again of course and we made and decorated a gingerbread house most of the day.  That was a lot of fun.  We also helped my mom decorate the outside of the house.  We put out the spotlights and the moveable reindeer.  We also chased the puppy Jack around the yard for awhile.  He likes to be chased.  Sunday sadly came and I had to get ready to come back up here.  Not cool.  I was just beginning to enjoy my break.  Traffic was heavy coming back here so it took us about 3 hours to get here.  I did some work and then went to bed.  I was sleepy.  I even slept in the car on the way up and I was still sleepy.  Then today was a pretty busy day.  I didn't even have time to go to the gym.  I had to go and get help with my lab, and figure out how to do my final practical for chemistry lab.  I think I did pretty good on that by the way.  Last one too!!! Yay!  Well I still have to go back next week now to checkout and hand in my notebook, but that's it.  I am done with lab now!!! At least in chemistry.  YAY!!!

~*Kyle*~
Thanks for a wonderful Thanksgiving break.  It was my first Thanksgiving with you.  I know that I will have many more with you though.  I hope that you had as great of a time as what I did.  I love you!!! I had fun with everything that we did.  I can't wait to come home again this weekend and make cookies for Christmas.  I am already looking forward to my month long break.  I love it!! I hope that you have a wonderful day tomorrow, and Happy 11 month anniversary!!! I will see you very soon.  Hope that the kids and the dogs weren't too bad for you yesterday.  I love you sooo incredibly much.  Always know that, and keep that in mind.  *mwah*

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


Tuesday, November 23, 2004

A few words...MEESHKA IS GOING HOME TODAY!  that's all I have to say.  I'm too excited to write.  I will see you soon Kyle Patrick Rhoads!!! I love you sooooooooooo very much!
*mwah*



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